It occured to me that despite years of feeling like God wanted me to somehow reach out to the practicing homsexual to lead them to truth that maybe they need to hear the truth in steps since noticing that most of the time my attempts have been rejected.

 I also came to the realization that I truely, completely and honestly everything associated with the lie of homosexuality. Now, I am very hard on those who I minister too, yes, thats what I call it! But I do not hate them because I know whats its like to live in darkness and to have others, in this case the men who attacked me, verbally try to persuade me that homosexuality was ok and that God loved me just the way I was and tried to convince me I was homosexual, God lovem, this men are so lost, and really hell bent. It was a lie that smelled of the smoke of hades and so I do not have one bit of remorse for what I am doing, nor do I have any doubts that the only way to slap them out of it is with the truth, over and over, and unpleasantly over again.

 So it dawned on me that while they are training people to be sensitive to those lost to hells own grip, those who practice homosexuality, it occured to me that I will combat that as well on the same level with one exception, God is with me and that makes all the difference.

 Will I be loved...Haha my own are sadly filled with their own guilt for not standing up and they often cant even look at me for the guilt and shame of what they know is right. Will I be accepted.....Haha, thats not what life is about is it? To live to be accepted is to sell yourself and not own yourself, that too is a lie they sell their followers, and that being " Accept yourself and others will accept you also" Haha, more lies that can only be exposed by truth. You are not acceptable, neither am I , until we confess our sins, repent of them,whatever they may be, and denounce sin and stand against it at every turn, otherwise we are only fooling ourselves. So this book is born in me. The book on desensitizing homosexuals with the truth of the sin of homosexuality and that truth in every way, every fashion, every scripture, every decision, over and over again unti truth overcomes evil.

 Some of you will say but thats not love and I beg to differ. How many young people would be alive today if we told them the truth and they suffered a little pain with it instead of loving them straight to hell? How many? Millions Im sad to say. So here goes my book on desensitization of  homosexuals.

 First thing on the desensitization list is to remove the block which causes them the most sensitivity; the big lie.God will bless it to fruitition and help me to put it down correctly, as gently as I am able to do so with selling out or playing into the sensitivity that they have surrounded themselves with due to the lie given to them that they are born this way. This lie has made them overly sensitive and unable to deal any rejection of the lie and they are overly sensitive of anyone who even looks crosseyed at them because of this horrendous lie, and so that first lie must be torn down first.
 

Secondly with the word gay. The word gay means happy and it has come to mean the word girl in our society it was never a word that represented the homosexual lifestyle or homosexual acts therefore I take the word back and attach to it the meanings of : happy and girl. So if your a happy girl then your gay but you are never homosexual and gay, period.