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Jan. 6, 2009
Sharing this scipture to encourage you:
John 11:40 Then Jesus said, " DID I NOT TELL YOU THAT IF YOU BELIEVED, YOU WOULD SEE THE GLORY OF GOD?"
Aren't those the sweetest words you've heard in your life? Me too!
Jan. 6, 2009
Letter to the Doctors of this country.
It is because of you that the legislators of this country adopted the seat belt laws to begin with and you have seen some decline in the severity of wounds due to traffic accidents where the use of seat belts has assisted. So I believe that if the medical field would start legislation to enforce the state to provide seat belts to all students on public school buses that our children would be safer as well.
Personally I no longer support state controlled education in public schools however I do care that children are safe to and from that environment as well as while in school and so I am asking the physicians of this country to insist that schools follow the same legislation regarding seat belt usage on school buses. I thank you in advance for your assistance in bringing this about. Without your help this legislation will not happen.GL
Jan. 3, 2009
I am a Protestant but I have some dear Catholic friends, that Im sure do not fully accept me in some ways but have been loving and kind to me over the years, for them I would like to say....because of you and love and mercy of the Holy Spirit I can see that praying to Mary or any Disciple of God is not praying to a dead person....a dead person died without Christ...as a Christian I believe that my Christian loved ones are saved and alive in Christ. Dead body, alive in spirit still!! So on this note I have been praying to our Mother Mary for the President of Yuba College Paul Mendosa and God willing she will pray for this situation and for the children/young adults that are attending there or have been harmed there already to be set free from what these vile men are doing to them and God willing will allow her to be manifested in spirit in such a way to wake this President up that they are playing with spiritual fire and condeming these souls/spirits that God loves with all His heart and in so doing are infact sealing their own fates in hell. Pray Mother Mary for all of us as sinners, but I am asking that you esp. be near to this President and we will give all the GLORY to our Father God in heaven because of your sacrafice but more so because of our Saviour, your sons, price for us. Thank you both for your sacrafices. In our Lord Jesus Christ Name AMEN
Jan. 2, 2009
It might sound mean to stand up to these men who do hypnosis on students in school and tell them that Gods not letting them off the hook this time but if someone doesnt stop and say this is not only wrong but you are now being held accountable for what your doing then who will? They pull this and other schemes on students for sex, for help in entering companies, for God knows what else in the medical field...GOD HIMSELF HAS CALLED THE MEN OF THIS GENERATION FOR THEIR CORRUPTION INTO ACCOUNT. Im just the lucky gal that gets to tell em so.....Thank God not me. God loves us so much I think Hes had enough of what there doing to our kids in schools! Twinkle away God! I put my whole trust in you! GL
Very Happy New Year to you,
I prayed the doctrinal prayers from Bubecks book again this am...I so love them.Happy New Year! I am happy in my faith, standing on my own two feet and in my own testimony of Jesus Christ and his Victory in my life. PTL.
Peace and contentment. I so keep trusting God to lift me out of the flea/tick pile and He keeps lifting me up and dusting me off and puts a flea colar on me....that says MERCY AND GRACE. God is doing wonderful things through the most horrible things, he transforms them into such magnificence, what an awesome God we serve.
I am asking God to shake California up and to continue to hold the men of this country accountable for what was done to me and my family. And to free more people than ever from the chains of homosexuality in 2009, more than in all the years since 2006 when I started telling my story. AMEN
PS God is so good, my family is happy.
December 30, 2008
I am asking God to give to you Stephen Bennett the public ministry that the fleas and ticks attached to me would not let me have that thousand will come out of homosexuality....when you tell people about your conversion, mine from what they did to me and yours from homosexuality....pray that you remember me. Here is a letter I sent to a loved one in California and I share it with you. God bless you.
Letter to my sister in Christ,
I thought about what you said and I just want to clarify so you wont worry. I never spoke about what Yuba College/California did to me until 2006 for speaking out about homosexuality...to ease your mind I have never been a homosexual on any level nor a pervert!
I did not speak out about what California did to me until 2006 when I wrote my story, I told my family often in 2006 and fairly often in 2007 and less often in 2008 as in 2008 my online ministry has kicked in and I only tell my children now when I give them advice on being safe and knowing that ememies exist that besmerch us and try to destroy us at every turn, and often do to those who are weak or dont trust God and to know that the reason I am warning them to be safe is because of my ministry and my desire that they be safe.
I have no one to ask for help but God, you would think that with all I have gone through that I would hate God, but I had a great example to follow, so dont for one minute be angry at God for what life brings to us but instead like Millie did allow that to bring the transformation power of JESUS into our lives. I am reading a great book, WHY DOES EVIL EXIST, and I will send the review to you when I can. I am not sad, I feel very lonely here, but God has never been closer in my whole life. I AM GLAD I SPOKE OUT AGAINST HOMOSEXUALITY IN CALIFORNIA IN LETTERS TO THE STATE, MORE PEOPLE SHOULD, MEN ON LINE ARE COMING TO JESUS BECAUSE I AM SPEAKING OUT. So the men who hurt me did not win in the end, in the end God through me has done the more noble thing....God has spoken the truth and is setting those they have put in chains free.
Dont worry about us, just pray for us, that God will continue to do wonderful things in our lives and through our lives to bring homosexuals back to GOD!
ADDENDUM; I love addendums, dont you?
The notion that pedophila is not harmful is the most POWERFUL DELUSIONAL LIE ever told. I believe it is a part of the grand scheme of angelic sin infecting humankinds mind along with all other sexual deviations including homosexuality. A release from such dynamically destructive thoughts can be achieved through prayer and fasting only! Hearing the truth spoken is the begining of mind restoration from this sexual delusion that I believe is prevalent in certain areas of our country ie California, Mass, Virginia. If you look at America as one body of people that is under a strong delusion that sin is ok then your realize that the only way to heal this body is to speak out against it...like the mother who said to her daughters cancer....TUMOR GO AWAY...I too say....SEXUAL DELUSIONS GO AWAY...in the name of Jesus you must! Amen
December 29, 2008
Good things are happening! I am sharing some of a letter I sent to someone else because it says what my heart would like to say to anyone who hears my story. GOD BLESS YOU and I ask that He opens your heart and mind to Jesus Christ His Only Son! This is who I overcome what Tim and Paul said to me by speaking out and telling my story over and over again and by putting my whole trust in God alone!
Letter:
I suggest reading Psalms 37 and dont just read it let it soak into your fiber and heart...God is there when you read and pray. I am facing some big obstacles in life this week also, but when I think about it I have obstacles everyday, dont we all. If it wasnt for the mercy and grace of God my enemies would triumph over me, I owe my very life to God in heaven. If it werent for Gods mercy I would not be alive today after they did hypnosis on me I can tell you Satan himself entered my life and heartache and pain...years of suffering...until 1998 ( that is when God called me home...through the Trinity Life Church ) and God rescued me and brought me back to him.
What they did and said to me Jim only a criminally minded, satan worshiping person, who hates the God of heaven that I love so much , and who has opened their lives to every imaginable demonic spirit and perversion, would have said to me. Imagine it being like a new Christian, someone wearing a white wedding dress and being placed in the middle of monstor truck mud fest or virgin falling behind enemy lines where a blood thirsty band of perverts lay waiting to rape and mame poised to hurt, that is what they did to my heart, spirit, and would have taken my soul into hell with them but for the GRACE of JESUS would have done just that very thing. Sincerely!
I am not sure why I put www in front of my email address I hope it did not send you to someone non-Christian, I will try to fix it. My xhusband is not a minister nor ever was, I hope I did not imply that on the forum/thread.
Hypnosis is a tool of Satan, but that sounds so goody two shoes relgious woman high fallouting, but I mean it with all my heart. (If you love God you will know I am telling the truth!)
I am happy to hear that Modesto has a program to help those who have deviated sexual desires but if they use hypnosis I would have to tell them they do more harm to that person spirit/soul than if they used Bible scripture, prayer, and singing hymns..sounds old fashion but hey IT WORKS! I would have to know more about what methods they use before I could say I support their programs.
Also recommend to read Mark Bubecks books...since I have only read one that is the one I will recommend to you;OVERCOMING THE ADVERSARY, the doctrinal prayers in this book are a Gods sent tool to help us to pray through time of spiritual attack or distress of anykind for any reason. For me they have been helpful with the images that Paul Badaracco and Tim May put into my head at Yuba College. I am sending this email to a good Christian man as well because I do not want to serve God in any capacity without supervision of somekind and I also want another person to see what I say and do, I have powerful enemies that watch my every step in life and twist and hurt me as much as they can. I find it amazing how God delivers me out of their hands over and over and over again! I can trust only God in heaven but when I do....miracles happen..prayers are answered..people are saved from sinful situations...people who have been under the delusions of this life...whatever that is are being set free from them. God is indeed moving in peoples lives because of what my attackers did to me and still attempt to do I am amazed and know God in heaven loves me and wants to prosper me and Gods plans, unlike Tim and Pauls from Yuba College, are to help me and to build up my faith and help me to raise my family serving God in heaven only. No matter what evil comes against us, even if it temporarily pulls us down, absolutely cannot win in the end!! I am 100 percent convinced of Gods power over evil!
God bless you and keep your eyes on the Bible and your heart prepared for wonderful things God will do in your life when you fully trust Him and Him only! GL
December 27, 2008
Woke up in the Holy Spirits presence this am. Sang, I GO TO THE ROCK OF MY SALVATION, I GO TO THE STONE THAT THE BUILDERS REJECTED, I GO TO THE MOUNTAIN AND THE MOUNTAIN STANDS BY ME, ALL OTHER GROUND IS SINKING SAND, ON CHRIST THE SOLID ROCK I STAND, WHEN I NEED A SHELTER ,WHEN I NEED A FRIEND , I GO TO THE ROCK! Read, Proverbs chapter 3 and God comforted me that I am His!
When I met my husband in school when we were just kids his mother told me he was accident prone and since we were going to one of his football games said that I should be prepared to leave the game at any minute because of his getting hurt and going to the hospital. She was right and I rarely sat through one of his games that I did not end up going to the hospital. Sometimes, after years of this, you begin to think he enjoys the attention, but no matter, while we were together he never sustained any lasting injury. However after we divorced he broke his back. Im sorry that a part of me wants to say to him....you never should have divorced me.....but that would be mean. His health was never the same after he broke his back when he feel at work. The doctors in the area hurt him worse when they gauffawed his surgery and damaged a section of his nose and other malpractice which they later settled with him.
During our time together I have witnessed him, fall from a boat with waders on and nearly drown when the wader filled with water....he will tell you God saved him, I have seen him shot in the leg in a hunting accident when our precious asst. pastor accidently shot him and he carries the pellets in his leg to this day, I have seen him attacked and had his nose broken but come out the town hero, I have seen him fall and not get hurt, our enemies would say....he is accident prone because he is sinning or a sinful person or cursed....but I say no one is perfect, not even Millie, we are all surrounded by evil and hardship on every side and each time while he was serving God he was protected and brought through it mostly unharmed without perm. injury and even blessed from it. I have seen him drive to work and have five police cars stop him with guns drawn at an intersection and tell him someone in the area had called the police about a man who was attacking someone and then found out they had the wrong guy, yes I have seen many many things in my life but I tell you if you listen to the bad guys you will not succeed in your ministry!!
God has put many bad people into my life since before and after my divorce( AND TODAY I SEE THAT GODS PLANS OVERRIDE THE THINGS THAT SATAN PLANS FOR US AMEN) but when they submitted to Gods will and humbled themselves He always blessed them, just the ones that rejected Him have I seen ever have a bad time of it. The bad guys will say they have cursed me and bad luck follows me but they are wrong! Bad people have cursed themselves I just get to see it!!!!God blesses those who have blessed me and visa-versa, as He does with any of His own in this I am not special, and I have seen it over and over again!
Even the situation Im in now God is blessing me and my family! A sinner came home because of the story about the couple from Fort Worth and because of their glorious life and death others will read their story and come to Jesus!
But today I want to tell you about someone that God put into my life that was an answer to prayer. Often God uses someone that is not so good, like the teachers that attacked me, to put someone into your life that is good, like Millie, and this is a story of such a case.Her name was Millie Gipson and she was a Godly woman like I have never seen in my life. She is the kind of woman who if you hurt her car would get out an apologize to you for being in your way. She loved God so much that her love for Him and Him for her flowed over into anyone who came into contact with her. Let me tell you some things about this wonderful woman that God allowed me to know.
She has two children, grown now, also beautiful Christian people whom I have a close relationship with to this day that both have debilitating diseases. You would think she would be angry with God, on the contrary she loved those kids and God even more because of their diseases. Her beloved husband got Alzheimers and she had to nurse him for years and care for his every need even though she herself was elderly and needed assist from time to time. All the while doing all she could for her two children, whom also needed some care from time to time. You would think she would be angry with God but she loved her family and God all the more. Her precious husband, her life partner, her soul mate died and left her alone and the agony of that was overwhelming and I witnessed her deep sorrow. It was more than I could understand and yet she loved God with all her heart and it spilled over into every situation and into every person she ever met lives. She loved in the huge house on the very top of a great mountain all alone when God put her into my life. She loved me and my family like we were her kids and my life was no longer pleasing in Gods sight for I had left my family, I had embaced secularism with all my heart and my spirit was dead within but because of Gods gift of Millie in my life she alone prayed for me, she alone brought Gods blessing back to me. I cant tell you how many wonderful memories she gave to me and my family. I cant tell you how many times she cried to God over me and my family in prayer. I cant tell you how many times she did the most miraclulous things for a woman of her age, hurting and aching in her heart for her husband, the pains and hurts of life happened to her like water runs in a river and you would think she would hate God but she loved Him even more! She told me over and over again those ten years we spent together, her as my adopted mother and grandmother to my family, she would say, "JESUS IS ALL YOU NEED". Being dead spiritually I could not see it anymore...I would tell her ok but I did not believe her. I would tell her but Millie Jesus cant fix my car, he cant hold me at night and I would go out seeking a man to fill those needs. I cant believe to this day I would even say such things to a woman who was all alone, her ached for her husbands arms, who fixed her own roof, who fixed her own water pump, who said to me time and time again, JESUS IS ALL YOU NEED. She did not just tell me about Jesus she showed me it was true, every day I was with her was Jesus telling me through her....IM ALL YOU NEED, come back to me.
If it werent for Millie I would be still living in sin and dead spriitually and she was a gift from God! How can I not love God, even after all Ive been through, because of her example I can say to you with all my heart that no matter what you are facing, no matter what you have gone through in your life, Jesus wants you to come home to him, Today! Im not kidding you when I say that no anger or hatred can seperate you from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
I write this story to honor Millie Gipson my gift from God. Thank you for sharing her with me.
PTL!
December 23, 2008
Praise be to our God in heaven, the men of this country are listening and God is in your plan!!!
When the police come after an innocent mother, such as myself, and protect predator teachers , when they allow hypnosis to be done on our kids in school then we can say with all honesty that our police are thoroughly corrupted.They themselves have said it in California, WHAT HAPPENS HERE HAPPENS IN THE REST OF THE COUNTRY, so let it be said and done. Start the clean up of America in California, put yellow crime tapes over all the police departments there, chain the doors shut, divert 911 calls to the local military and then train good , decent, gun toting Christian men of each community to help defend their communities. Volunteers from the local community, who have no affiliations with past police departments, will join under the head of the military leaders to rid California of the corruption of the law and temporarily replace them with our sons/daughters in uniform until an honest protective order can be established. Can you imagine, no matter who you are that calls to 911 would result in actually having our military show up in a decent amount of time with a local group of heros to help their communities with your situation, REGARDLESS OF WHO YOU ARE, REGARDLESS OF IF YOU HAVE FRIENDS IN THE PAST POLICE FORCE, REGARDLESS OF IF YOUR APART OF THEIR CLUB, REGARDLESS OF ETHNICITY, RELGIOUS-NON RELGIOUS BELIEFS, REGARDLESS OF LIFESTYLE CHOICE, you had protection!!!! What smiles on all the mothers and children in this country! To know the men of America are taking back America and protecting their own!!! Men....GOD IS IN THIS PLAN!!! Do it and we will all sleep at night knowing our children and families are safe in America again, crime would acctually go down in all states if we started this plan in California. Predator teachers would no longer have added campus police protection and they would stop and run like little girls, organized crime would stop when their own American soldgiers showed up with local men with guns.....trained to be volunteers under the military guidance, we can do this. I support this plan and will hereto pray to that end. Praise be to God in heaven for showing the Military leaders this is the only way to rid America of its corruption, Praise be to God for bringing our Christian men together with Military to do this for us! God is moving indeed! And may the first order of business be to bulldoze all Masonic lodges which have sadly become a cover for all criminal elements foreign and domestic! Let this plan succeed Lord. Amen and Amen!
December 21, 2001
What a nice Sunday, relaxing and reading and writing. Read the story of Thomas Jefferson by Marvin Barrett, to my family, we were each reading a book to one another and the other faded out to the one of our past President and we became enamored and although we had set out to read a chapter or two finished the whole book. A book of personal sadness and loss of life ,in a life where honor and right living where cherished and fought for...I shouted with the colonists....LIBERTY OR DEATH! And thanked God for his laws regarding religious freedom and can only think that an angel guided his hands as he wrote the Declaration of Independence....and by these he is remembered.
Church was a good reminder of how far the leaders of our churches have taken us from Christ centered living to the worship of materialism. I am just as guilty as anyone for falling into this trap too. In every church there is a Christmas tree, the symbol of paganism and idols, bling everywhere and fancy wreaths, a sick feeling has come over me as I have watched as fewer and fewer are being lead by the Holy Spirit, you sense a squelching, a holding back, and you ask yourself...why ? If Jesus where alive today I dont think he would be at congress trying to change things, I dont think hed have a website asking for donations ( ADDENDUM..THOSE WHO DO WORK IN THESE AREAS ARE WONDERFUL AND THERE IS ATIME AND A PLACE TO DO THESE THINGS TOO SUCH AS PROP. 8, ITS JUST I THINK JESUS WOULD GO TO THE SOURCE OF THE PROBLEM IN OUR SOCIETY...THE CHURCH AND ITS LEADERS WHO HAVE FALLEN ASLEEP AND ARE LEADING THE CHURCH AWAY FROM GOD) I think he would walk in churches in this country and throw out all this pomp and bling and have someone in the audience, tell their true, real, raw story, without fanciness or overheads to reach those who are hurting because they are alone and without anyone, to reach those who are in spiritual pain and turmoil because of sin, to reach those who are contemplating suicide with hope and love, to tell those who feel like life is not worth it that YES it is and no matter what your going through GOD PROVIDES. And to those trapped in clubs and organizations that have strayed from Gods precepts that if we throw out the unnecessary bling and focus instead on each other and the needs of others then I think that which is hendering us from true worship that and maybe the Holy Spirit would fall again on our hearts. I dont say Im much better in regards to materialim because I love my fairly new sofa and have loved things like this before and have had to sell them or give them away and over and over again I have learned that nothing....not family.....not work....not education....not a car....not anything is really truely ours..we only have it for a short time and as our Sunday school teacher said, you cant take it with you and their are no uhaul trailors behind hersts. I wish pastors would forbid Christmas trees in the church..but allow families to decide what they want in their homes but start by setting the example and instead place large wonderful nativity scenes in their places. Making the most of every opportunity to tell others that Jesus is with us and not distract them with what it is not about...trees, ornaments, gold wreaths,bows,and lights. Not that they are bad in themselves but they have a place and Gods house is not it!
In reading the doctrinal prayers and being urged by the Holy Spirit to see the good that God allowed to happen because of my attack, I look to see what it is I can be grateful for associated with the attack...I do not condon what they did to me, it was satanic and evil, but God according to his word has made me glad about these things:
1. Exposure of Yuba College...nest for these men and hiding place exposed.
2. Identification of Tim May and Paul Badaracco and their places in this scenerio.
3. The list of names I provided to the authorities that named such men.
4. My stand against the corruption within the Masons, Mormons, and secret societies associated with Yuba College.
5. God let me write, THE CHOICE, as a permanent witness of the use of hypnosis on students in school and the grace of God to overcome their devestation.
6. He let me see that what I experienced in my life before the attack was preparation for the stories of my life on the web site www.hope7.highpowersites.com. I would write them to show others that no matter what they do to us they cannot give salvation that only comes from God. They can destroy, lie and decieve , take away but they cannot give the Holy Spirit, nor life, nor truth, nor lead people toward that end, only destroy lives. I was allowed to do this to encourage others to know Jesus. And to humble me and to show me the right way to go and to not seek these materialistic things, not to seek anymore companionship than I have in Him, not that He doesnt bring men and woman together, its beautiful when He does that, but singlehood is even better in more ways than I could recount to you.
7. God allowed me to encourage Barbara C. that the gifts God has given us, our children, are just loaned to us, we have not claims on them, and to cherish the moments we did have with our families and think about those times and not what happens to us but what we do about it to stop it from happening to others. Healing happens in little spurts and something else Id like to share with you. I thought that men could help me, to stop them, to protect me and my family, to give what they did not an honorable name and future, but now I see the ones I asked for help early on saying....WHAT CAN I DO TO HELP YOU? And before I would have had a list of things....now I say, YES INDEED WHAT CAN YOU DO, MERE MEN, TO HELP ME? Only God is my helper and then peace floods my soul! Tears fill my eyes. No thank you is my answer now God is my helper and my refuge and I am well cared for no matter my circumstances. God is indeed the only helper I need in life, He is so good to me, despite me, despite life.
Merry Christmas, Ive preached again havent I ? GL
December 19, 2008
Psalms 115. I love all the psalms in this section but 115 was the best to me! Trying to put God first in my life and when I do I feel so much happier. For years I put someone else first and its just the right thing to do to put God first in your life, it does make a difference. A very good and positive difference. A store I shopped at the other day had Merry X-Mas on the window and I asked if they would please not x out Christ's name on His birthday cerebration. Guess what? Next time I was in they had changed it to Merry Christmas! A very Merry Christmas to you and yours!
December 11, 2008
Book review, " Peculiar Treasures" by Fredrick Buechner.
Only one page turned me off it was when the author mentioned Dr. Kinseys report. Dr. Kinsey that I feel is a reprobate mind and criminal, and had no place in a book of this high caliber. After more thought it is the stain that ruins this book really. If this page where changed and this section removed I would recommend it to anyone but I cannot because its an endorsement for Kinsey and I do not support his twisted beliefs.
What is good about this book is that it is humorous and witty, and after thinking about it more, Whats not good about it is it is actually what is so indicative of what is happening in our society in regards to how our faith is being deluted down in subtle ways. In very subtle ways, similiar to this books humorous side, satan has crept into our lives, in our marriages, our churches, our communities , our schools, our government, and even our country. It is done so conivingly that we sometimes dont even pick up on it the first time, but what is so good about the time we are in now is that God is waking His people up to this deception and we know that God is invicible, we are not , but He is and satan is now exposed for what he is doing and by calling the elephant in the room we can now diminish its devasting effects on our lives and those around us. I would not recommend this book because it takes the truth of the Bible and , though spattered with humor, deludes the truth by interjecting evil in a sublte way. We can take back was has been infiltrated by satan if we first wake up to it, pray, and stay in Gods word! Here is amended book review:
What a funny man and adorable writer. He has written a book about different people of the Bible and in each synopsis he includes wit, humor and truth intertwined with what he would image their life was like back in the days. I laughed and I learned a few things. I learned Im a schlemozzle! Yeppers, that would be me. I learned what a schlemiel is too. In my thinking its better to be a schlemozzle because they are consistently trustworthy whereas a schlemiel I dont think is as trustworthy. Funny thing Im ok with being less than perfect and I am enjoying praying the docrinal prayers I learned recently, so schlemiel away.
I especially enjoyed the synopsis on Job, the grand pubah of schlemozzlery. Jobs story was done so well and so gently that it was as if Mr. Buechner knew him personally. While it is a cute book I would not recommend it to anyone really because of its watered down version of spiritual things and its inclusion of some things I deem evil. I hate to throw the baby out with the bathe water but in this case unless the author amends the pages on mentioning of Dr. Kinsey I would have to toss them one out for its potential for harm on non-believers. I give it a 1.75 stars out of 5 for its light heartedness and humor.
Regarding Mormonism, it is similiar to this book in my opinion in regards to subtling falling away from what is truth and right and it is my opinion that unless they adhere more to the Word of God and get rid of their own Bible, follow Gods word more closely and did some real housecleaning within the church it is my opinion that because of the high potential of deceiving others it should be tossed out too. I have faith that the true believers within the Mormon church if they joined together could make these drastic changes and bring about their church to a place where it is doing right vs evil. It first starts with noticing, then prayer, and action toward getting more right with God. I say this because I was once deceived and satan crept into my life, my marriage, my family, my church, my community but with Gods help we can realign our lives to be where God wants us to be when we humble ourselves and seek to follow his precepts more closer than ever before.
December, 8, 2008
I know Im not suppose to copy and paste other peoples words but they touched me so much that all I can do is share them with others too. We must pray for Gods help with our Jewish brothers and sisters in Christ, God loves them so much and the world is so jealous of that love. The world treats Christians the same way and times are definetely different and we are rushing at light speed toward a catachlismic finally if you ask me. I dont think I will see the end of this world but I do think the rapture of Gods sheep is coming and I do feel in my soul and spirit that we are to, GO TO CHURCH BECAUSE JESUS IS COMING, is not as farfetched as we once thought. Here is the copied information that I wholeheartedly, every single word, agree with:
December 1, 2008
My Sabbath was divine. You know you can tithe and give it to someone needy and it will be as though you gave it to God himself! Sometimes you dont have to give it to a church to be tithing! I never knew that until the past few days.
What a sermon Sunday was! Inspired for sure. Sunday school too. So much scripture, not good at remembering the exact scripture but the words ring like sweet bells in my heart.
Something like this:
When you do it for the least of these you do it unto me.
Something about serving others and Jesus came to serve not to be served!
I say, not this time anyway, but when He returns we most surely will serve Him.
When I recall the rest Ill let you know. God is so at work. I have not retreated on my not working on Sundays even though I have been heavily opposed. I will not put my child in public school because homeschooling is working out so well and we are very happy with it. God is seperating the sheep from the goats...OH that was it...sheep from goats....one on the left and one on the right. God is awesome.
And the most important verse for me was something like this:
And they will call us imposters when we are genuine.
That verse made me smile inside, it was as if God was standing beside me saying "Look, it is just as I have told you my love. Be joyful.
Say what you will but I see the Christmas tree as pagan worship. My family and I will enjoy Christmas, giving gifts and all the trimmings without a Christmas tree this year. We hope, God willing, to find a nice sized nativity scene to place our gifts under this year. What clearer thinking and closer walk with Christ when we eliminate secularism from our lives! I am in love with God all over again.
Happy Thanksgiving! November, 26, 2008
What a glorious day. Trials and tribulations galore which means Gods people are making progress! Praise the Lord. Lite a candle and prayed today for lawyers fighting the good fight at Liberty and elsewhere. Dont forget to keep the Sabbath Holy and to tithe. God is with us.
GOD IS INDEED PERFECT AND GOOD. NOVEMBER 4, 2008
THIS WAS IN RESPONSE TO SOMEONE WHO FELT I WAS HOMOPHOBIC AND NEEDED HELP.
I have received help thank you. And telling you my story has helped me the most because I can see, whether or not you can, that our discrimination is very similiar in its nature. Some of you have endured some of the same hate-filled actions and remarks as I have and believe it or not that finally gives us something in common! My advice to the ones that continue to throw out barbs and still carry a large amount of pain with you is to try what has helped me.
1. When I want to tell others what injustice was done to me I have to remember this: try to remember that you are talking to human beings that have the ability to understand your pain and dont be like the man who ran out of gas in a bad neighborhood and just knew what the person in the house was going to say to him when he asked for help and when the door opened immediately began to tear up the person before they even had a chance to speak.
2. I have learned this from my own pain. Give yourself some slack when it comes to comments made because pain often takes a very loud voice and does not seem to care whom it hurts. Forgive yourself for allowing pain to talk first before your heart takes over.Forgive others( this is not easy especially if they are your own family members) who do not understand that your hate-filled comments or actions are simply your pain escaping!
3. Never start off a conversation with someone who is opposing you by degrading them with name-calling or suppositions ie homophobe, you must have a hidden agenda or sexual desire, because not only does it make you look cheap and shallow ( I KNOW A FEW MINISTERS THAT CLAIM TO BE GODS MEN WHO HAVE EVEN DONE THIS) you have lost your ability to make a factual point and that hurts your credibility more than anything else. I should know this because I have fallen into this pit as well, take some good advice here! Listen to what someone is telling you, dont react, but listen first, then try and see if maybe they are hurting inside and is that voice speaking first, if so, let them voice it then challenge them, yes even admonish ( ministers hate it when you admonish them but they have forgotten they need more than others even) them to try and work through it and see past the hurt to the real issue of pain!
4. Do not use any information, if you can help it, that cannot be proven. 3/4's of the actions done against me can be viewed on a police report in Californa, ie the tossing of my naked body outside, the tires, the home broken into, the physcial assualt to my face and another time not reported to anyone but the chiropractor blunt force trauma to my neck. A police call regarding the phone calls. The accusations about hypnosis can be proven by the very College and campus police that is doing it! My friend also reported the hypnosis claim from 1988, and anther person can verify trash in our yards, the phone calls, others will recall the heresay being told them at the time of such incidents as well. AND EVERY TIME YOU DEBATE SOMEONES AUTHENTICITY BE SURE YOU HAVE SOME KIND OF OTHER LEGITIMATE BACK UP INFORMATION. To just throw out LIAR , LIAR PANTS ON FIRE only makes you look like a third grader....instead try putting out some real concrete information. Information is truely POWER!
5. Be ready for insults and weigh out is the speaking out that important when the very effort may not be accepted or appreciated or even taken into consideration. I have weighed it out and traditional marriage and our children in public school needed protection, you would think that the men of our society would do more-but ok they are not all sincere or willing to suffer the consequences of protecting someone else-ps they will not reap any reward either! I told my story because if I did not the madness against this generations children and the things deemed holy would be trampled over and my voice would not make a difference after its too late. WELL IT WAS NOT TOO LATE AND IT HAS VERY MUCH MADE A DIFFERENCE! PRAISE GOD IN HEAVEN!!! FOR HIS MERCY ALONE HAS SAVED CALFIORNIAS FAMILIES AND CHILDREN.
6. Exam the why behind the accusations and internally check yourself to see if you are doing the right thing. I have occassionally misjudged people, we all do, and sometimes the only thing anyone needs is validation that a wrong was done to them. I need to rewrite my book to be less antagonistic( NOT CONTENT BUT SOFTER AND MORE LOVING) and more work can be done on my web site www.hope7.highpowersites too. When you read these things please know that deep down I have a sincere desire to tell others that if they have been caught up into a trap that destroys them such as a pit set for them by satanic people, or have been attacked and degraded and hoodwinked into giving up your hope of salvation, if you have been deceived...THERE IS HOPE TO COME BACK!! Some self righteous people would say dont touch them they are unclean and woudl walk away. But I wont walk away from you, I have been there! and I have not only survived I have been cleansed by the blood of the lamb, yet again!
7. My message is come home to God! From one prodical daughter to anyone else.....Hes waiting for you to come home too.Dear Friends,
I know that regardless of what happens in California regarding Prop. 8 and the protection of Holy Marriage for one man and one woman that God has ordained marriage and it is and will always be Holy and for one man and one woman.
I however have decided to make a very outlandish move should it not pass. Hold onto your hats! I will marry my car if Prop. 8 does not pass. Yep , you heard me right! I love my car and we have as much chance to procreate as do two men or two woman, and if my country says homosexual marriage is ok then since I love my car more than any man Ive ever met I will marry my car!
I will let everyone know that I believe marriage is for one man and one woman and it is Holy, but if all common sense is being thrown out the window then by golly I will show how outlandish that concept is by marrying my car. I dont know how Ill get it into the sanctuary, hahaha, guess it will have to be a garden wedding! I thought maybe we would adopt some mopeds too!!! Dont laugh, you may have the only friend who is willing to go out on a limb to show my country how ridiculous it is to mess with traditional marriage!!!
PLEASE PRAY PROP. 8 PASSES BECAUSE I REALLY DONT WANT TO MARRY MY CAR......BUT BY GOLLY I WILL, IF ONLY TO MAKE A POINT!
PS I NEED A STERO THAT PLAYS CDS....JUST A HINT FOR A WEDDING PRESENT! IVE ALWAYS LOVED MY CAR AND I THINK IT LOVES ME TOO AND WE SHOULD BE GIVEN THE RIGHT TO SHOW THE WORLD OUR TRUE FEELING FOR ONE ANOTHER. LOL!!!!
LOVE YOU, GL
A prayer on behalf of all victims of crimes against humanity by the public school systems and further exploited by outside financial supporters who then acquire students via hypnosis otherwise known as human trafficking of the worse kind.
AND GOD HAS ANSWERED PRAYER AND HE IS PERFECT.
Dear Readers, November 4, 2008
THIS WAS IN RESPONSE TO SOMEONE WHO FELT I WAS HOMOPHOBIC AND NEEDED HELP.
I have received help thank you. And telling you my story has helped me the most because I can see, whether or not you can, that our discrimination is very similiar in its nature. Some of you have endured some of the same hate-filled actions and remarks as I have and believe it or not that finally gives us something in common! My advice to the ones that continue to throw out barbs and still carry a large amount of pain with you is to try what has helped me.
1. When I want to tell others what injustice was done to me I have to remember this: try to remember that you are talking to human beings that have the ability to understand your pain and dont be like the man who ran out of gas in a bad neighborhood and just knew what the person in the house was going to say to him when he asked for help and when the door opened immediately began to tear up the person before they even had a chance to speak. And keep telling it until you have someone willing to forgo the painful start to get to the joyous end.
2. I have learned this from my own pain. Give yourself some slack when it comes to comments made by others because pain often takes a very loud voice and does not seem to care whom it hurts. Forgive yourself for allowing pain to talk first too before your heart takes over.Forgive others( this is not easy especially if they are your own family members) who do not understand that your hate-filled comments or actions are simply your pain escaping! Forgive yourself for being human too.
3. Never start off a conversation with someone who is opposing you by degrading them with name-calling or suppositions ie homophobe, intolerant, bigot,you must have a hidden agenda or sexual desire, because not only does it make you look cheap and shallow ( I KNOW A FEW MINISTERS THAT CLAIM TO BE GODS MEN WHO HAVE EVEN DONE THIS) you have lost your ability to make a factual point and that hurts your credibility more than anything else. I should know this because I have fallen into this pit as well, take some good advice here! Listen to what someone is telling you, dont react, but listen first, then try and see if maybe they are hurting inside and is that voice speaking first, if so, let them voice it then challenge them, yes even admonish ( ministers hate it when you admonish them but they have forgotten they need that more than others even) them to try and work through it and see past the hurt to the real issue of pain! Often when we allow venting then true discussion occurs, some dont want to go through the emotions of the first part to get to the heart but it must be done.
4. Do not use any information, if you can help it, that cannot be proven. 3/4's of the actions done against me can be viewed on a police report in Californa, ie the tossing of my naked body outside, the tires, the home broken into, the physcial assualt to my face and another time not reported to anyone but the chiropractor blunt force trauma to my neck. Eye witnesses on many incidents including my belongings on the side of the road was witnessed by the person that helped me retrieve them, and only a few things are not substanciated. A police call regarding the phone calls. The accusations about hypnosis can be proven by the very College and campus police that is doing it! My friend also reported the hypnosis claim from 1988, and anther person can verify trash in our yards, the phone calls, others will recall the heresay being told them at the time of such incidents as well. AND EVERY TIME YOU DEBATE SOMEONES AUTHENTICITY BE SURE YOU HAVE SOME KIND OF OTHER LEGITIMATE BACK UP INFORMATION. To just throw out LIAR , LIAR PANTS ON FIRE only makes you look like a third grader....instead try putting out some real concrete information. Information is truely POWER!
5. Be ready for insults and weigh out is the speaking out that important when the very effort may not be accepted or appreciated or even taken into consideration. I have weighed it out and traditional marriage and our children in public school needed protection, you would think that the men of our society would do more-but ok they are not all sincere or willing to suffer the consequences of protecting someone else-ps they will not reap any reward either! I told my story because if I did not the madness against this generations children and the things deemed holy would be trampled over and my voice would not make a difference after its too late. WELL IT WAS NOT TOO LATE AND IT HAS VERY MUCH MADE A DIFFERENCE! PRAISE GOD IN HEAVEN!!! FOR HIS MERCY ALONE HAS SAVED CALFIORNIAS FAMILIES AND CHILDREN.
6. Exam the why behind the accusations and internally check yourself to see if you are doing the right thing. I have occassionally misjudged people, we all do, and sometimes the only thing anyone needs is validation that a wrong was done to them. I need to rewrite my book to be less antagonistic ( NOT CONTENT, JUST SOFTEN IT SOME, SOMETIMES MY PAIN IS LOUDER THAN MY LOVE) and more work can be done on my web site www.hope7.highpowersites too. When you read these things please know that deep down I have a sincere desire to tell others that if they have been caught up into a trap that destroys them such as a pit set for them by satanic people, or have been attacked and degraded and hoodwinked into giving up your hope of salvation, if you have been deceived...THERE IS HOPE TO COME BACK!! Some self righteous people would say dont touch them they are unclean and would walk away. But I wont walk away from you, I have been there! and I have not only survived I have been cleansed by the blood of the lamb, yet again!
7. My message is come home to God! From one prodical daughter to anyone else.....Hes waiting for you to come home too.PRAISE THE LORD!GL
PRAISE THE LORD!GL
Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
What is happening to me is not only not a new thing it is happening to thousands of good Americans,many of whom, are active evangelical Christians like myself. I appreciate your willingness to help me. I appreciate your prayers more than you could know. God is with us! And I am pretty caloused most of the time to their attacks although my family is not as accustomed to their schemes as I am meaning both my literal family and my Christian family as well. I am well versed in their methods but still once in a while I ask myself is it worth it to speak out. Dear brothers and sisters in Christ the answer was Yes back in the eighties and is Yes now.
You are right that we must join together at least in support of one another, even if you dont especially like how we go about making a stand we need to help one another to be as honest, has full of integrity as possible, realizing that we are human and will make many mistakes, we still cannot keep silent regardless of the cost! It is worth it in the end!
And when the men of our country decide to take the constitution literally we can reclaim America again! We are at war, it may not be the kind we are having in Iraq where the enemy is more obvious but it is war just the same, its a Moral and Spiritual Culture war that Bill O'Reilly talks about in his book and it happening right now right here for your children and mine. Thank God we have God on our side! In the end they lose and God wins everytime. Just keep reinforcing traditional marriage and keep telling pastors to not be afraid to buck the system, this will not be pretty sometimes, but it will sow seeds that will reap life for our children/grandchildren! What ever you do , dont be silent anymore, dont be afraid when trouble comes your way and join with others such as myself who know the routine and have put on the full armor of God!
God bless you. GL
PS That horrible day back at Yuba College in Paul Badaraccos class I was told as I left, " GOOD LUCK, YOUR GOING TO NEED IT". Well this generation of men, the very one we are in now, is condemned even unto death.
You are right to say GOOD LUCK to me because I am lucky that I get to be the one to tell you this news! This all sounds so dark, and I know I lean toward the heavy truth, but for us Christians it is the most wonderful news of all because we know beyond a shadow of doubt our GOD REIGNS! And that information somehow lightens my load in life.
God is not only perfect He is good
October 21, 2008
Sunday we had communion and it was so lovely. As I sat
there in prayer waiting to take the elements with my church
family with my eyes closed God in heaven reminded me of
another communion I took once in my hometown in my home
church. It was so wonderful to think about that special
communion years ago. I asked God right then and there to
let me take communion with everyone in that room again in
heaven someday.
That communion was special to me. It was in the fellowship
hall of the church instead of in the sanctuary. We all took
time to wash one anothers feet by candlelight. We then sat
in a circle and the glow on everyones faces from the
candlelight was mysterious and awesome. The smiles on all
our faces, the joy of the Lord in all our hearts was unique
and althouth I have had many communions since that one
there will never be one quite like it here on earth for me
anyway. We sang hymns after we took the sacraments I will
never forget that special communion and for God to remind
me of it as I was taking this communion was indeed a treat
for me. I smiled through the communion ceremony Sunday but
my heart and my mind where years away.
I know in my heart that I will take communion again with
those treasures of my life, the brothers and sisters in
Christ I will never forget. I wonder if Jesus feels the
same way about His twelve disciples. After church we drove
to a local town and took some photos of a large statue of
Jesus and of all the candles and the alter. I knelt and
asked God for a few priceless things in life and added my
families requests into the prayer. I left the pastor of the
church a flyer of voting yes on proposition 8 in California
and on the other side of the flyer I wrote him this note:
Dear pastor Thank you for the gift of the cross my family
and I enjoyed it today. My gift to you is my story at
www.hope7.highpowersites.com and I would like to ask for
you to do whatever you can to preserve traditional marriage
for one man and one woman and to pray for California. I
wonder what he thought when he arrived to work on Monday to
find this request to pray and support California in
November.
I have tried to keep the Sabbath day Holy since reading
the book, " Look what happened while you were sleeping" and
it is always challenged and I have to stand my ground over
and over. I could do a better job but I am relentless when
it comes to doing what I feel God wants me to do. I have
chosen to tell my employers that I will not work on Sunday
because it is a day I am called to keep Holy. I try not to
buy food or go out and eat on those day, I could do better,
but I will not stop trying to keep the Sabbath Holy. I was
reminded this week of my adopted mother Millie who planted
seeds of life, Gods word, into my life for nearly ten years
before I came back to God again. While I was living out in
the world she would share scripture with me and pray with
me almost every morning before I went to work. I would
arrive at her house and drop off my family member and she
would invite me for coffee and then we would read some
scripture together and then we would pray. If it werent for
her I would not have come back to God in heaven in 1998 I
owe my salvation to my adopted mother Millie.
This morning I read in Nehemiah of the man who stood up
for honoring the Sabbath Day too. We can make a difference
in lives of others. What is going to happen in the next few
years will not be good but for Gods people it will be a
very good time. A time of drawing near to God like the
communion I took so long ago. A sweet, refreshing time of
deciding no matter what the circumstances that for me and
my house we will serve the Lord. Not the government, not
the school system, not the legislators who dictate who gets
a tax exemption or not, but the LIVING GOD OF HEAVEN!
God is not only Perfect He is Good. When I think of all
the perfection we are surrounded by each day it is mind
blowing that the schools could omit creationism and embrace
evolution. The mere body function of falling to sleep every
night, a semi-hibernaton when our bodies rest and heal, and
then suddenly awaken each new day, is a perfect gift of
God. The sun in the morning the moon at night, the cycles
of life, is perfection at its best! I dont know why those
who do not believe in Gods existence only focus on trying
to prove the begining of life when our very planet is
rushing in light speed toward an apex ending. People
disappoint me but God never disappoints me! No matter what
you say God is.....perfect and good. Amen!
WE CAN DO THIS!
October 18, 2008
California will be voting on saving traditional marriage in
the Prop. 8 in November. The Mayor of San Francisco has
bragged that what California does the whole country does.
Please go to these sites and read for yourself. Please know
I was born and raised there and witnessed a murder of a
young hispanic boy there by a man trying to rape him and
was targetted for this and even still find that they try to
hurt anyone who disagrees with their philosophy of
tolerance for anyone but a Christian! Please do what you
can, donate money, copy their flyers and give them to your
church bullitin people, pray for California and the
students there. May God remember what they did to me and my
family and give Californians victory with Prop. 8! Gods
word is true and He will prove it to us again!
1. www.protectmarriage.com
2.www.massresistance.org
3. www.californiaexodus.com
4.www.hope7.highpowersites.com
PLEASE DO WHAT EVER GOD IMPRESSES UPON YOUR HEARTS TO DO TO
HELP CALIFORNIANS! DO IT BECAUSE IF THIS DOESNT PASS
MARRIAGE WILL NO LONGER HOLD ANY SIGNIFICANCE TO THE NEXT
GENERATION. MARRIAGE OF ANIMALS TO HUMANS, MARRIAGE OF
MEN/WOMAN TO MULTIPLE PARTNERS, THE DOOR WILL SWING WIDE
OPEN. GOD ORDAINED MAN AND WOMAN, HE CREATED THEM AND IT IS
HIS PLAN WE DEFEND. I TRUST GOD TO THE VICTORY BUT ASK YOU
TO DO YOUR PART! THANK Y0U,
We are living in at state of resurrection power
October 15, 2008
I am reading several great books. One is a Bible study
titled, " Why Do Christians Suffer" By Theodore Epp. The
timing of this Bible study book in my life is perfect.
Today I read James chapter 1 and it is so life giving. If
you are going through any struggles in your life and you
are trying to make sense out of life then I would like to
share some of the scriptures with you and hope they help
you as much as they have helped me:
1 Peter 1:6, Romans 8:22 & 23, Rev. 3:21,1 Peter 4:12 &
13, 1 Corinthians 10:13, James 1:2, 1 Peter 1:3 & 4 & 5 and
6, Ephe. 1:3, 1 Peter 1:3 & 4, John 3:3, Romans 5:12,
Colos.3:2, 1 Peter 1:23 I hope these boost you up!
I am also reading a book, " Experienceing the
Ressurection" by Blackaby. What I love about this book so
far is that it blows away any mental clouds you may have in
your way. If we have believed on Jesus Christ for our
salvation the we have died with him already once and have
rose with him as well. We are now in a current state of
Jesus's resurrection power. We have been born twice, died
once alread, and arose once. We have one final physical
death and then our second resurrection awaits us. Amazing
isnt it! GOD IS SO AMAZING.
Almost threw in the towel yesterday
October 13, 2008
I almost gave up yesterday but if I dont make a stand
against what is happening in our country, in our schools,
in our states then who will? They are trying to set me
up.But I will not cowar nor will I back down, not even in
January!
Yesterday was a hard day for me but if I let fear dictate
what I do then I am not letting the love of God move in my
life for good things.
I am nothing like them yet they will try to make me out to
be what they are and to the woman who are emialing me. Get
a life! Get a man and have a family and go to church!
God is the leader of my home and I trust Him.
We must be making some positive progress because they are
really coming after me lately. All the more reason to keep
plowing ahead. Im not afraid of jail, it would be a nice
vacation, so make threats all you want to Im not falling
for it.
Also regarding the wrongful death of Matthew Shepard. It
was wrong and I do not condone it in any way shape or form.
What do you think the young 17 yo boy did wrong that was
being raped and fought back and a practicing homosexual
killed him? What did I do wrong to be an advocate for this
boy? What did my sons do wrong that you would threaten
there lives if I told about the murder of the 17 yo boy on
the train? Truth is the homosexual activists have more
underground and devious ways of hurting those who oppose
them than anything in all history that has been done to
them.
Did you know Matthew Sheppard had been drinking and bar
hopping all day and into the evening. A restaurant owner in
Cody, Wyoming told me that she had heard he had been
propositioning men at multiple bars that day. Speaking out
against the sin of homosexuality does not breed violence
against the homosexual. Sin breeds violence. Drinking and
prostituting yourself and bar hopping and propositioning
men who are drunk for sex is a good way to find yourself
sinning. I know this because after they attacked me my life
turned upside down and I sought comfort in the arms of men
instead of my God in heaven. It's an empty, horrible life
bar hopping, looking for love in dark sinful places only
puts you at risk for harm. That is not an excuse for what
someone else does it is a consequence that comes with not
being wise.
Like so much connected to the practice of homosexuality,
aids, illicit sex,drugs, the praciticing homosexual put
themselves in danger and want to blame others for what
happens as a consequence to their choices in life. I choose
to speak out and I accept the consequences as my own from
here on out, I do not take responibility for someone elses
behaviour only mine. Not even jail scares me because if
they try this the publicity will be exactly what they do
not want, so bring it on. I need a vacation!
Will I stop trying to protect kids from practicing
homosexuals? No! Not today, not tomorrow, not ever!
I would like to remind you that aids is still a major
killer of youth in the homosexual world. I would like to
remind you that your very soul is at stake when you
sin...when anyone sins...but escpecially harmful when the
sin is a sexual immorality as is homosexuality or anykind
of sexual promiscuity. Please reconsider that lifestyle! I
have had my spirit and soul in jeopardy and but for the
grace of Jesus I am alive and am a Christian today.
Please reconsider the lifestyle that not only breeds
violence but spiritual and eternal death which is far worse
than anything life can dole us. Choose God and He will
direct your steps in the right direction I promise.
"Not just a dog" by GL
October 11, 2008
Several months ago a puppy showed up on our doorstep and
our family fell madly in love with this beautiful puppy. I
have not had a dog for over twenty years so this was a
surprise that I fell for this puppy so hard and so quickly.
He is part colli and a mixture of possibly spaniel or red
harrier and has an adorable face and personality. He choose
our family and that makes him special to us anyway.
About two months later I had just finished walking him
and I noticed he did not look to well. Later that night I
went out and checked on him again and the minute I looked
into his face I knew he was seriously ill.His nose was hot
and his mouth was too.His tail was hanging down and he was
not energetic. The next morning he would not eat or drink
and over the next twenty-four hours he became lethargic and
weak. I read as much as I could about puppy illnesses and
called the vet too. Since it was the weekend I asked the
vet what I could do to help him survive until the following
Monday morning. The vet said it sounded like our puppy had
Parvo and gave me some really good information on what to
do but said that if he had Parvo that it was very fatal and
even if I kept him going until Monday his prognosis was not
very good.
So I just broke down and cried as did my whole family. I
was so surprised that I had found so much love in my heart
for this puppy. It so happened that I had several days off
just as he had gotten sick so I had plenty of time to
handle his illness. I got up the second day and the dog
could barely stand and yet he attempted to stand and come
to me. I cried again. He refused any food or fluid and just
basically laid down and would not get up. I got a blanket
and laid down beside him and just said my goodbyes to him
and thanked him for coming into our lives and told him how
much I loved him. I could not sleep that night and every
hour I went out and talked to him and checked on him hoping
that if he did die I would be able to bury him before my
family had to go through the trauma. I had a dream that I
was playing with our dog in the backyard and all the sudden
he was on the other side of the backyard fense looking in
at me. I justmped out and ran outside thinking maybe he had
died and as I walked up to him he did not move at all and I
called to him and he slowly lifted his head up. I broke
down and cried. I fell to my knees and said to myself to
help me prepare for his immenent death "hes just a dog".
But then I'd look at him and pray "Oh God he is just a dog
but he is more than that to me and my family please help
him"
The next morning to our surprise the puppy was still
hanging in and I went to the store and bought gaterade,
pedilite, honey, a turkey baster,pepto-bismal. I began to
force 60-120 cc's of fluid every one hour around the clock
for the next twenty-four hours. Followed by pepto-bismal
twice per day and honey on his gums three times per day. I
reduced it to every 2-4 hours and on Monday morning I took
him into the vets office.
He tested positive for Parvo and was very dehydrated. We
all broke out into tears again. The vet was very kind and
we gave him an antibiotic shot to help with the virus and
some reglan to help his stomach because that is where the
virus does the most damage. For several days I kept up the
force hydration along with reglan and antibiotic tabs
crushed into our liquid.
Back in my day Parvo was a death sentence and the advice I
was getting from family was to just put him down. But
everytime I looked at him I just could not imagine him not
in our lives. I could not imagine him not waiting at the
gate, I could not imagine walking the track without him, I
could not imagine going back to time before he was in our
family. After many prayers and with Gods mercy he survived
Parvo.
Today he is a bubbly energetic ball of pure joy to our
family. I thanked God over and over again for helping me to
be off work during this time, for giving me people who
advised me in what to do, and in a way it kind of put pets
in a different perspective for me. Our puppy is not a pet
he is a part of our family.
I have often struggled with the part of the Bible where
God said that gentiles are dogs. I know God has blessed the
Jewish nation and I know that cleanliness to God is of
utmost importance and that Gods ways were handed down to
the Jews. I know that in Gods eyes I am not clean so I have
to put all my trust and faith that Jesus is my
righteousness for me. I am not Jewish and I wonder if God
is ever surprised at his love for me. I wonder if I have
caused God to warm to me. Did I worm my way into his heart.
I wonder if he will say to me that I am more than a dog
that I am a part of his family too. I wonder when I am sick
if God is there beside me and I wonder when I die if he
will be there to greet me at the gate. God says he chooses
us. Am I more than just a dog to God.I think so!
Thank you for your great love to me and my whole family. GL
Hello everyone,
I have so much to tell you all about how wonderful our God in heaven is to all of us no matter what we face in life OUR GOD REIGNS.
First sharing these scriptures with you:
Isaiah 2:22 Stop trusting in man, who has but a breath in his nostrils. Of what account is he?
Isaiah 3:9-11 The look on their faces testifies against them;they parade their sin like Sodom; they do not hide it. Woe to them! They have brought disaster upon themselves. Tell the righteous it will be well with them, for they will enjoy the fruit of their deeds. Woe to the wicked! Disaster is upon them! They will be paid back for what their hands have done.
God's plan always succeeds in the end. By GL
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TO THOSE WHO USED THE THIRD TIME IS A CHARM ON ME UNDER HYPNOSIS AND LAUGH BECAUSE IT STILL EFFECTS ME I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH MANIPULATION OF US, MEANING CHRISTIANS, YOU WILL NOT STOP YOUR PUNISHMENT NOR WILL YOU STOP WHAT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN! NO THIRD TIME IS THE CHARM MAGIC PARLOR SHOW WILL PREVENT YOUR DOWNFALL. JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES IT TAKES ME TO GET SOMETHING RIGHT OR NOT! MY GOD IN HEAVEN GETS IN RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AND EVERYTIME!!! UNDERSTAND RUBBERBAND?
PRAISE THE LORD! GL
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COMMUNITY MEMORIAL FOR RABBI GAVRIEL HOLTZBERG AND RIVKA
Delivered by Rabbi Marvin Hier
Chabad House, Westwood - November 30, 2008
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What is there to say or speak? What has become of our world? First, let me express my heartfelt sympathy to all the victims in Mumbai of this horrific attack – Jews and non-Jews, the families of the murdered, the maimed and the traumatized.
Every Saturday night when Shabbat concludes, Jews around the world make a special blessing, “Blessed are you Almighty…who has separated the holy from the secular – light from darkness.” Never has there been such a clear distinction between the world of light and the world of darkness.
In one community, a wonderful 29-year-old Rav Gavriel Holtzberg and his 28-year-old wife Rivka, of blessed memory, were in their Chabad house and what were they doing my friends? Helping people – meals for strangers, places to stay for travelers, counseling for the downtrodden and forgotten, Kosher food and a place to pray and study for those seeking spiritual sustenance.
They could have stayed in Israel or in the United States. They had a child who died of genetic illness and another who is hospitalized with the same ailment. They had no political motivations – all they wanted to do was work hard for a better world.
On the other hand, the young men who came by boat - they too had a task – who should they murder? Should it be the doctor making his hospital rounds, nurses at their stations, a mother shopping for her family, a grandmother walking near the hotel with her grandchild or anyone who just happened to look in their direction?
The world has never experienced such a plague of darkness like the plague of Islamic fundamentalism that reveres death over life – that teaches young people that the preferred way to get to heaven is by murdering and maiming. Even the worst murderers in the history of mankind, the Nazis, who gassed millions - for themselves would do anything to live another day. That’s what Eichmann and Mengele did when they were on the run.
The world should be very clear – achieving martyrdom by killing innocent civilians is an abomination – it is a concept that desecrates religion, denigrates humankind, and defames G-d himself.
But it is not only the terrorists who bear the responsibility – it is the religious leaders who programmed them, inspired them, and sent them, who are equally culpable. Joseph Goebbels and Julius Streicher never killed anyone – but they were named as war criminals at Nuremberg because on a daily basis, they poisoned the minds of tens of millions of Germans. That is exactly what the Imams of the Islamic Fundamentalists do.
The world must not remain silent. We have the tools to at least do something. The United Nations must make suicide terror a priority. Why is it that the General Assembly can call special sessions on drug cartels, on AIDs, on disarmament, on apartheid – all crucial issues – but it has not yet called for a special session on the greatest crime of the 21st century – suicide terror?
The other day, I saw someone on television making the point that we must understand the grievances of the terrorists – that the world has neglected them. My friends, if there is anyone who has grievances in history – it should be the Jewish people and, particularly, the generation of survivors of the Holocaust – who witnessed 1/3 of world Jewry gassed and murdered. They too had grievances – but did you ever see children of survivors blowing up hospitals, hotels, schools, and restaurants?
Yet what was their reaction? They picked themselves up by the bootstraps, taught themselves how to smile and love again, educated their children to dignify the world and not to destroy it – to contribute to it and not to demean it.
In keeping with that tradition, I’m sure that 2-year-old Moshe Holtzberg who was miraculously saved, who has no parents to bar mitzvah him or to escort him to his wedding, will learn about his parents and will grow up following in their footsteps – teaching kindness and love and finding good in people.
And to you, the supporters of the terrorists, wherever you are – your concept may be new, but we’ve seen your prototype before – you’re not the first to threaten our humanity. For 3,500 years, we’ve seen your likes during the pogroms, the Inquisition and the Holocaust and we’ve never changed our belief.
To use a metaphor that is appropriate for the forthcoming Chanukah festival - that one cruise of light that emanated from of the Chabad house in Mumbai has contributed more to humanity than your whole ideology and way of life. The Jewish people whom you seek to destroy will still be here – long after you and your haters have been deposited in the dustbins of history.
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