THE CHOICE

This book is a personal account of a murder case. It is a story that needs to be told. It is a call to anyone who has become a victim to speak out now. A book about how to stand up for the truth and not be afraid. A book to honor a brave boys memory.

Plaque here reads: IN MEMORY OF AN UNKNOWN HERO WHO DIED FEB. 6, 1980 WHILE STANDING UP FOR YOURSELF. AN EXAMPLE TO US ALL.

BY GL CARPENTER

With special thanks to the V. Benson for her prayers. Mrs. Benson attended our nurses fellowship and she gave me a donation to help me when I moved out of California. It was that move that helped me to rest enough and gain enough strength to tell my story. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Prologue

 I would like to tell you the story of what happened on Februrary 6th 1980 in rural northern California and the subsequent attacks against me and my family because I spoke out about this murder. I am going to tell you what I witnessed in Northern California and what California criminals did to me after I spoke out about it. I will tell you what they did to me, I will tell you how they are doing this to others and it will prove beyond a shadow of a doubt, if you have any, that California is doing everything it can to destroy Christian families and Christian beliefs inorder to promote homosexual agendas. They are using teachers primarily to do this, among other people, I have named two teachers that do hypnosis or are accomplices in hypnosis on students that are responsible for what happened to me and their names are TIM MAY AND PAUL BADARACCO, but they did not do this alone and their are others who helped them and some who just observed. What I hope to accomplish by talking about this is to expose this underground group and their methods and cause an awakening of people, some who arent aware of what is happening, to empower those who do know what is happening but have been unsuccessful in stopping it despite their efforts, to help those who have become victims to know they are not alone, that this is very real and that we can if we work together stop them from hurting other families too.There are reasons this story wasnt told sooner, and I will tell you why I was silent for so long and assure you it is going to be told now.  The reasons are that they did hypnosis on me and it messed my mind up so completely that I was like a zombie afterward, they threatened to use their powers to set me up and cause others to think that I was the bad person in this situation instead of them, they said that they had the means and the power to put me in jail if I spoke out about any of this, they told me that they would kill my two sons if I did not listen to them and do as they said. I listened. I did what they said. That is my biggest regret, that I allowed these two bit street thrugs to intimidate and scare me into submission. It was that submission by me that caused me to sin against Gd in heaven and that was my only sin.Today is my day and Im not listening to them and I dont care what you do to me anymore because they are the ones that wrong and criminal and not even jail will stop me from telling my story. So bring it on! Im not afraid of you anymore. I put all my trust in Gd to take care of me and punish you for what you did! In 2006 I began to write my story and then I reported this to every person I could think of from the President of the USA to Christian lawyers, I reported it to every police station in the areas where this crime took place and I even went to Marysville Police station and reported it to Yuba College employees and police. That trip was wonderful in so many beautiful ways, from meeting with friends to having my feet done as a gift, the whole trip was a gift from Gd above. When I returned home however I began to be filled with more and more anger and frustration at the fact it appeared as though no one in authority seemed to care about what happened. So I began to make a list of all the men in that ten year period that I worked with or had any contact whatsoever with and gave this list to those who investigate Nambla or sexual crimes. That felt good but it did not relieve my anger nor did I have confidence that all these men would be included. I knew some men would be investigated but some that were guilty but had money or good jobs would be overlooked. So I decided to give this list to the bad guys, as I call them, the truck drivers of America. What I learned is not all these guys are bad and that some where connected to other guys who are connected to other guys who do the bad stuff. I knocked on a multitude of semi truck doors giving them my book that I had scribbled names of men who I felt where involved and responsible for hypnosis on woman and children. But that did not take the anger away. Gd had healed me of the pain and sorrow but the anger was still there. Until one day I held the list in my hands and started to pray to Gd. I felt him take those names and I felt as if he was asking me if the good guys had enough power to go after all of them. I said No. I felt in my heart that Gd asked me if the bad guys were reliable enough and I said No. Then I asked Gd what He could do, Him being Spirit to help against flesh. I felt as if Gd smiled and said  to my heart, let me show you what I  can do. I cant be stopped by bribery, or security systems. I dont care what kind of connections they have or how many cameras they use. When they shut their doors at night I am there. I speak to their hearts while they are asleep. They cannot run from me. They cannot hide any sin from me. I will rebuke them and if I rebuke them they will crawl with tears in their eyes, like every one does if rebuked by Gd Almighty. And then I asked Him but what of those you dont rebuke? He said they are even worse off because that means there is no hope for them to be reconciled with me. And then I smiled because that didnt seem such an awful thing at that moment. Ok Gd I said. And from that moment on I have had no anger. No matter what has happened in your life Gd does care and He will handle it. And when they close the door and think they are alone they are not alone, Gd is there too. And if He rebukes them He will also have mercy on them when they repent. If you are one of those lucky men that Gd rebukes, thank you lucky stars, because to not be rebuked is far worse. After you confess your sins you might need counseling. You will definetly have to report the crimes you did and are aware of to the authorities. But life awaits you. Just like life comes to everyone who comes to Gd. In 1998 life came back to me and it can come back to you too. Gd is Spirit and you cant hide your sin from Gd. Maybe from people but not from Gd. He is the one you need to fear, not me.

 This story will explain why I speak out so passionately; it's also why I care so very much and why I will not be silent about some things anymore. No one should have to endure the pain and suffering that John Doe went through and no one has the right to attack for sexual pleasures  or to silence the truth; not even if those attackers use hypnosis. My story while unspoken of for many years is a testimony to the fact that homosexuality is not just a sexual sin but a crimson stain on all mankind and we must, for this generation and the young generation blooming among us, do all we can to prevent the lies of this movement from continueing unabated. I dont want to lose even one more young person to their twisted immoral sexualized community.

  This book is poorly written, I know that, I have done the best I can do with what skill I have and with my ptsd. It happened nearly thirty years ago but its like yesterday to me. Its my  account of what is happening in California mostly in the political and education sectors albeit not well received but factual as any victims story can be factual despite post-traumatic stress disorder. It has been written and revised by me many times inorder to not sound to harsh and uncaring for those innocent people that have bought the horrendous lie that you have no choice in your sexuality.  I have tiptoed around the idea of not harming anyone, I have not harmed anyone in my life, for years since they threatened me and even while writing my story I could not help but walk gently. No more. When I was silent my attackers grew stronger and more blatant about their perversity. So to those who have tragically fallen into the slime pit of homosexuality I want to say that if my book offends you then it is only because there is no other way to share the truth and it is not intended to be a personal attack on you but on the homosexual movement itself inorder to save the lives of others who they are manipulating for their own selfish and illegal purposes. The recollections are brutally honest and I tell them in memory of every victim of the homosexual movement, I tell them in memory of David who at the hands of a perverted psychologist was indoctrinated as a child into sexual perversion, I tell it in  memory of the mother who came to me at a meeting I spoke at several years ago and said her boys told her that their teacher had taken advantage of them sexually and that nothing was done about it when she reported this to the school,  I tell my story in memory of Jeffrey Curley, a king in heaven today,  a young boy that was raped and killed by two homosexual men, I tell it in  memory of the young mexican boy who did not have any identification on him when he was attacked for sexual reasons and the homosexual man who attempted to rape him then murdered him by throwing  him off the train. For these people and many, many others not supported by the liberal media I tell my story. And now I can smile again!

 I will start by letting you know that I am a retired nurse having graduated from Yuba College, Marysville California in 1986 as a Certified Nursing Assistant. I went on to graduate from a sister campus in 1990 as a Licensed Vocational Nurse and served the public as a geriatric nurse for ten years. Today I am semi-retired and continue to do some part-time nursing. For those in the medical field that I worked with for those ten years know that I never spoke about the murder and you know that I never spoke ill against anyone of the homosexual lifestyle. My story is being told now in 2006 because I am seeing things happen in California and the sickness this state has is infecting the other states and I cannot be silent about it anymore. I no longer tiptoe around the sin of homosexuality. I no longer consider that they are powerful because my faith in Gd is restored and I know who holds my hand. That is one reason I speak out now and I feel in my spirit that Gd has said, IT IS TIME. The reasons I stayed silent are many but the primary one is that hypnosis was done on me and it caused me to somehow disconnect from what was done to me and from the past and it somehow devastatingly and tragically affected my bonds to my family and personal connections to my family and friends, as well. My words are blunt, they are often not coated and they are real. I know longer fear what they can do to me and I no longer gingerly speak of those who choose that lifestyle but I am boldy and unabashedly telling what they did to me, and lesser degree to my family. I struggle through the telling of my story only in trying to do my best to not be hateful toward those who did this to me, its not easy ,and I have to frequently give that over to Gd. I called one of the professor that attacked me and pretty threatened him. Ofcouse I have never hurt a soul my entire life and dont plan on doing so now but the hurt and anger festered up and just overflowed. Today is my day. Because today I expose the hidden secrets of a society so black hearted that no one could stand in their presence without becoming defiled. I have two ways of thinking about my justice, that my justice has come in the way of my book and my testimony and that my Gd in heaven will provide me peace through His divine interventions.  Today I confront my attackers with only the name of Jehovah and ask that Gd in heaven rebuke them. I tell you the truth it is the generation of men, those who actively participate, and those who girly-like ignore the truth, both are condemned. One for their heinous acts against woman and children and the other for their silence and cowardice.

 As a nurse I had the opportunity to work with many practicing homosexuals. I liked them. I had no feelings of anger towards them because I dont see them as personally responsible for what the homosexual movement is doing, I see them as victims, just like me, just in a different way. I worked in Auburn, California and worked for several years with a very nice lady who was living the lesbian lifestyle. She never insinuated herself upon me and I never preached to her. Once a CNA came up between us as we were sitting at the station and made some comments about homosexuality and I said only this, " I believe what the Bible says". And that is the total sum of what I spoke to co-workers regarding homosexuality. I dont begin to tell others what that lifestyle is like because I dont know but this I do know that you cant force Gd to accept something that is not according to His will. You cant force Christians to accept it either. Three years into the hellish ten I spent outside the Christian community a married man came onto me and being so alone and so lonely I took his offer so I know what it is to love someone you shouldnt love and no amount of forcing it on society ever changed the fact that it is still wrong. So with whole heart I tell this new homosexual movement trying to redefine marriage in America that not even if the whole world shouted horrah for you would it make same-sex marriage alright. You can try as you might, I did too, but nothing you try to do to change the word of Gd will ever change the truth. And deep in your hearts you know Im right.

Due to finanaces I have only made these changes manually in the books being sent out. So my changes are made here first, and in those being sent out and later in the book permanently, God willing, THE CHOICE, By GL

 Page 2 I have scratched out the price of the book. Really it is priceless to me. For the priviledge of writing this truth to you it cost me everything . I only put 15.00 dollars because the manual on the example said to put the price of cost plus overhead into the book. I have written: The book is free. Please give a donation to one of the resources in back of book.

Page 7 para 3. Sin seperates us from GOD on a spiritual level but God through Christ redeems us back. It is true that nothing can seperate us from the love of God. God is the WAY, TRUTH, LIFE. Most powerful force known to exist.

Page 9 para 2.  Should read; This is what is happening right now in the fight for same-sex marriage.

Page 12 last paragraph should read; God says to try him, do it! We test things in order to judge them, we try things in order to prove them. TRY GOD!

Page 14 is blank so I have written this in the space.I reported my attackers ie Tim May and Paul Badaracco to Yuba College in 2006 & 2007. Campus police officier Wilkerson told me that the hypnosis on students has stopped and offered me an apology. I do NOT believe him. Please join me in praying that God will stop them! Im not afraid of them anymore!

Page 15 I have made many changes on this page because I feel that I can speak out about it and now I am not afraid of what they will do because I have told enough people that it would make them look even worse to hurt me further. I put nothing past these criminally minded men. The corrections are below

I can answer that.

I can answer that.

I can answer that too.

I can answer that.

I can answer that.

 I can answer that too.

 I would be able to answer that.

I would be able to tell you what they look like, dress like, what kind of cars they drive and which of the schools in a certain area are involved.

I especially would be able to tell you what their names are and where they live.

I can answer that.

Page 18 I have written this in the margins but when I can I will have this ammended.

Sometimes you have to name the criminals inorder to stop them.

Page 34 I would place a common here and it should read:

If we want to be angry we should be angry with ourselves because if we were doing what God wanted us to be doing in our society then violence would not be on the increase, traditional marriage would not be declining and practicing homosexuals would not be trying to form a pseudo-family.

Page 40  Added word can to sentence because making wrong choices alone does not lead us back to God however when we make a conscience decision to follow God no matter where we are in life our lives can be turned around. Hypnosis is not a conscious decision, in other words, whatever you say or do under hypnosis is equivilent to being under alcohol or drugged. You do not make sound decisions or choices that you would make in a conscious state of mind so no decision made under  hypnosis is considered your true and real decision!! Take that!!

Be glad that God allows us to make choices in life, even wrong ones because even those can lead us back to God.

Page 44 Now reads. Free speech does not breed violence, sin breeds violence .

 I removed the word ignorant because even though I have a low IQ, because I have choosen Christ, I am a genius! Well on a spiritual level anyway! Haha.

 Page 46   Added the words, at least. Wouldnt it be nice if many people came back to God?

I hope this book helps at least one person to make a wise choice, which is the choice to take God's road vs a lie.

Page 55 para 3. Made this correction:

Physically and spiritually we can be hurt but our souls cant be destroyed because our souls are eternal.

Page 57 Last paragraph is rewritten as such: Protest any teaching material related to sexual orientation. I removed the word tolerant because to be tolerant is to allow it to occur, which I agree with, because we all have choices. I however believe we can most certainly stand up and protect this kind of deceptive lifestyle being taught to our children by their teachers without compromising their right to live this lifestyle.

 And page 57 Now includes the remark to; CONSIDER REMOVING YOUR CHILDREN FROM PUBLIC SCHOOLS NOW.

Page 58 List other books to read such as:

THE HOMOSEXUAL AGENDA BY SEARS AND OSTEN

LOOK WHAT HAPPENED WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING

THE MARKETING OF EVIL BY DAVID KUPELIAN

The Truth about Same-Sex marriage by Erwin Lutzer

Page 59 HAS REMOVED STEPHEN BENNETTS EMAIL AND WEBSITE BUT NOT HIS ADDRESS. I HAVE INCLUDED OTHER HOMOSEXUAL COUPLES WHO HAVE LEFT THIS LIFE STYLE INCLUDING EXODUS INTERNATIONAL SITE.

WHEN GOD ALLOWS I WILL DO IT BETTER BUT RIGHT NOW THESE CHANGES ARE JUST DONE MANUAL IN THE BOOKS I GIVE OUT EVERYDAY AND HERE ON THE WEB SITE.