9-3-10 I was thinking this morning as the sun was shining in my window that another thing I love about my faith, Christianity is this; that God helps to relieve the burdens from the oppression of reality. Christianity is not a faith of buried heads, its not one of rose-colored glasses, its not some kind of mental hocus pocus to trick ourselves into believing something inorder to make life easier, its sincerely the healthiest mental thing a person can do. Talking your problems out to a psychiatrist or psychologist, more often than not, does not help, and even stirs up more pain and emotional instablity causing secondary issues but when you decide to accept Jesus and put your faith in God your burdens are lighter and that makes it easier to cope and to press on. So my one liner is this,
" Faith in God relieves the burden of oppressive reality"
Why then would the medical world say that Christianity is a delusional mental state or mental illness? When they should be teaching people to face reality, not celebrate the wrong inorder to deceive your own mind of the issues wrongness and thereby attempt to allieve its pain. I choose to face the facts, look hard and deep at it, and then run to Jesus and seek spiritual help with a reality that is too oppressive, too real, too much, and in doing that I have peace. Instead of attempting to understand the value of faith they undermine it and laugh at it and set those of faith up and try to destroy it...how sad, in a world where they are teaching kids about dildos and anal fisting in schools, this is mental illness, and then at the same time take all hope and faith in a healing and loving God from them....THIS GENERATION OF MEN ARE SICK!!! THE LORD REBUKE THEM, THEY HAVE CONDEMNED THEMSELVES BY THEIR HEINOUS ACTIONS!
8-30-10 Love Ephesians chapter 1, it explains what I feel about " sons of Jehovah". We are all chosen now, by Gods plan, through Jesus, to be sons,daughters, of Jehovah! Love Proverbs 2:7 and Psalms 37 too! God word can be depended upon, in good times and in bad. I made the right choice to choose to serve God. I do not want favors from Masons, I do not want their prayers either, to me its like asking satan to pray for me...God forbid! When I ask my church to pray for me Im asking the Spirit of God in the hearts of those who are not masons to pray for me. If you have the Holy Spirit in your life then you know as well as I do that you cannot be a Christian and a mason, its impossible! If you choose Jesus he washed your soul/spirit with His mighty blood, if you join the masons you taint that soul/spirit by saying that you will take on your life all sins committed by every mason that ever walked the face of this earth...and that soils you and seperates you. I treat all people on a working level as equal. If a mason hires me I work as hard for him and as fair for him as I would a non-mason, same with praciticing homosexuals, and those of different faiths, thats how Christians are different! You wont see that in other faiths....youll see exclusivity and discrimination, but in Christianity...I love that! I can vehemently disagree with someone and still provide for them the same care I would someone in my own family....thats God! They however seem to not be capable of playing fairly and by rules. Hence why I have said in my book....IF THEY LIE TO YOU, THEYLL STEAL, ...THEYLL CHEAT...THEYLL KILL...THEYLL LIE! They hate the truth...I love the truth. I can shake the hand of my enemy and I know God has shielded me because I put my trust in him. I made the right choice and not looking back I look forward to the new year when I stop telling my story at this site and look forward to what God has planned for me to tell my story in the future. I love being happy and though times are hard, I feel happy,but even more than that I feel at peace, that no matter what happens my name is written in heaven and thats a wonderful feeling.
PS Gentile dogs in my poem represent those deceived by homosexuality..only Jesus can save us and them!
8-28-10 A little humor to help in life. I love God and life, despite evil men is truely a gift from God. For my friends fighting for traditional marriage, a little GL creativity I call HOMOSEXUAL HUMOR.
A reporter asked a group of MD's researching signs of homosexuality in unborn children in the uterus and this is what was said.
Question- Doctors how long have you been trying to link homosexuality to a birth condition? Answer-for forty years now.Reporters reply...GOOD LUCK WITH THAT! Question- How are you attempting to prove that babies exhibit homosexual behaviour before they are born? Answer- We observe them via sonograms and have recorded thumb sucking, hiccups,smiling,kicking, once we thought a child reached for their genitals and we recorded it as masterbation. Question- Have you detected anything that would signify that children are born homsexual in forty years? Answer-No
Reporters conclusion- That in forty years no unborn child has ever exhibited homosexual behaviour and apparently not one child ever attempted to suck its thumb by sticking it up its ass! Proving that children have a wisdom from God instilled in them that homosexuality is wrong and that homosexuals once again have it ASSBACKWARDS!
A group of psychologists from California decided to interview heterosexual men and homosexual men to see how their thinking processes were different. When heterosexual men were asked how they compensated for agression and feelings of inferiority among other males said they often looked for the largest meanest male and picked a fight, since they would gain respect, and self respect for just attempting this feat. However when homosexual men where asked the same question, all but one new homosexual, stated....' I look for a woman I can beat up because this will give me respect or a child to screw because this will make them respect me' And how do you think it relates to your own feelings of inferiority and it has been said that homosexual men protect other men but kick the shit out of weaker woman and children..Again proving homosexuals have it ASSBACKWARDS!
LAUGHED MY OWN HEAD OFF! HELPS ME COPE!
8-26-10 Had to go to ER today due to that blasted headache, so much pressure I felt my ears would explode. I truely felt like I was dying today. I vomited in the ER parking lot...my gift to them. Like all other doctors they try to say its not from the shot Dr. England gave me or from the Bells Palsy I got right after his shot but my neck injury. However, I remember now that Slights building has a neurologist who did and mri and said it was perfect just before I left there.I dont know if I told you but when Dr. England gave me the shot another nurse was with me,she has two children that are practicing homosexuals, not that it matters but when you put the puzzle peices together you see how wrong these homosexuals activists are and how far they will go to silence those who oppose homosexuality being taught as acceptable to God and a birth condition...both lies!I continue to ask the doctors to check for parasites but they dont do it. After I throw up my headache eased up and I felt good again. All blood work and urine comes back within normal limits...yet I keep getting these headaches since the Bells Palsy. I have only had these kinds of headaches since I got Bells and only after that time have I ever had to go to the doctor for headaches! Also my right eye lid feels strange the past two day, like its drooping and tightening. Whatever, I tell you this so that someday the world will wake up to the heinous crimes so called professional men perform. I trust in the Lord. I never take any of their shots or pills when offered to me at the hospitals, I just tell them I use my aspirin and motrin and prayer....Jesus is the best medicine to cure anything mankind has been afflicted with. I will exchange this body someday for a heavenly one and believe me that will be some wonderful day indeed. Not worried. Not scared. But Redeemed and Praising our God in heaven, GL
8-19-10 Dispelling lies by the homosexual activists and deceived men in our churches and Masons...the most vile of the three.
LIE- That the Bible means not to stand against homosexuals in the verse DO NOT KICK AGAINST THE PRICKS. A lie taken out of context!
Truth- Not to kick against the pricks means not to bring pain and harm to yourself by fighting God and His people! Pricks are large two foot long stickers and they will if you kick them. If anything its a warning not to fight against Gods word and His people! You hurt only yourself! We must stand against homosexuality, EVERY SINGLE CHANCE WE GET!
LIE- That to speak out against homosexuality means your phobic or guilty of the same sins. So typical of twisted minds! Twisted minds, twisted truth.
Truth- To be silent about something you know is wrong will cause others to sin and their downfall will be laid upon your account in heaven. So if you are silent, its just the opposite...you will be guilty if you are silent not vocal. You can breath good when you know the truth!
8-15-10 The Lord rebuke the men of N. California and their teachers association and their powerful affiliates, today and forever, and an eternity!
Here is a poem for Israel, and those who accept Jesus as their Saviour and King by ,GL
The God of heaven bless's Israel today and forever, so loved are you , Virgin Israel, city of all cities, that God is covering your many sins and forgiving your ignorance and rebelliousness by the name of Jesus
You have been hated and despised by many but God is on your side.The suffering you have endured at the hands of ruthless mighty men who hate your God hascome to an end and they will be eternally condemned for their heinous acts against you and all humanity
Your tenderness toward God and His only begotten son Jesus through historic adversity has won your Kings heart.Your unwaivering strength against all odds has become your crown oh Queen of Gods heart
Throw your garments of suffering and woe into the furnace where satan will live forever for his acts against you and those who have chosen to serve God and Jesus. Smile Oh Israel and sing a new song for God has seen fit to wipe away all your transgressions and remember them no more.
He has offered once again salvation to His chosen Israel through Jesus and would be that all cities could know the compassion and mercy of God extended to you oh Israel. Forget forever the past, dont look upon it ever again, for men of secrets and dark hearts are cast into the pit of hell for eternity because of their schemes toward those who serve Almighty God.
Gods righteous right hand, Jesus, has taken your right hand oh beloved. Sorrow no longer belongs to your woman and your mothers but to the enemies of Jehovah God. Drink up oh sons of Jehovah, drink long and full of the generous mercy of God toward you.
The day of the gentile dogs is over and forever they will not conquer you, though they try and try, you will always come out clean and spotless, and the heap more and more condemnation onto themselves. God has sealed some for His own and those are protected by His angels, their names are written in heaven in the Lambs Book of Life, that only Jesus is qualified to open.
Dont weep daughters of Israel, dont sob for your downtrodden men, the temple of the Most High is within the hearts of those who serve God and its precious beyond any stone we know, this temple will never be destroyed and some gentiles are like the temple treasures of God, sealed for Him alone
Do not hate those oh Israel who serve God almighty but open your hearts, your hands and take charge of the dogs that rip and tear God possessions to shreds, charge them today for their crimes against all humanity, charge them, but stand in the seat of mercy and not rebellion, remembering the many great transgression taken from you and offer praise to God by offering mercy to those ravaged by satan and his dark powers.
Do not condon their sins but rise up and rebuke them in the name of Jesus and then let the peace of God that passes all understanding to fill your hearts and minds, forever and ever. Be the light post that Jesus can use to draw all men unto God by way of forgiveness of their sin. For only you oh Israel will Jesus rise and come to our aid, charge them oh Darling of Cities inorder to save us all from Gods wrath.
To Israel from GL. PS Homosexuality is a greivous sin and unless you rise up and condemn those who are sinning against God and His precepts and prevent further destruction more will suffer needlessly. God bless Israel today and forever.
8-7-10 My family is right...we should praise the Lord at all times, even when evil men do evil things such as Judge Walker did in Cal. over Prop.8. Its time for civil war!
How to launch civil war in the twenty-first century in America by a concerned mother
When one homosexual judge can overthrow over 500,00 ( the actual number of Prop. 8 supporters wass voters in California was 7 million) then its time for civil war.When one person can negate 7 million, then ITS TIME FOR CIVIL WAR!
When our children are forced to see porn. in schools because homosexuals says its "safe sex' and parents that protest are vilified, then its time for civil war .
When our churches can no longer talk about moral and social issues without being deemed "politically incorrect", which by all means they should always remain, then its time for civil war.
When a country elects by virtue of falsehood a man so opposed to Christianity and traditional values then its time for civil war.
When we have more people unemployed, homeless, and crime rate skyrocketing and to call the police would be the wrong thing to do...then its time for civil war.
When a father is arrested for telling a public school that they cannot teach his son that two men can marry because its against his faith then its time for civil war.
When a public school does hypnosis on its students and is protected under federal law then its time for civil war.
When a school can disrobe a twelve year old and body search her because she took two aspirin then its time for civil war.
When our kids are killing eachother in school and cant say why except that they hate the other people and they were bullied and the schools keep teaching our kids double standards by giving preferential treatment to those living immorally and discriminating against morally correct students then its time for civil war.
But the question is how do we in our century declare war without looking crazy, without doing harm to innocent people, and without bullying those who are misguided? We cannot do what the North/South did with arms against eachother. Open warfare is only a last resort, and the liberals of our country who would like nothing better than to rid America of conservative Christians, would love it to see us draw weapons, giving them the perfect reason to kill without fault. So that is not an option at this point, so how then do a civilized Christian society wage war against an uncivilized, uncooth, barbaric hypocrite liberals? Well here are a few uneducated suggestions. When one cannot be heard or effective any other way it leaves no other option than to fight back. This has proven effective throughout history.
Rule 1. Start by removing their source of power. Such as all electrical, gas, any and all sources. Including all backup generator options.
This should work if the area affected is large enough and it causes enough severe damage to at least make a dent in their systems.
Rule 2. Disable all communications in that area at the same time. This cant be too hard, we have computer down issues all the time. It will effect alarm systems, phone systems, security systems, banking systems. There is no other way to get their attention and to take back our country!
Rule 3. No weapons. But their are ways smart men can manipulate the system, unlike what they are doing, it must be public, it must be strategically profound, and well, well thought out! Have you seen the movie " RUNAWAY JURY? " This is how its done....you get smarter, you get organized, and you get what you want!
Rule 4. God does not bless America anymore and unless we the people seize the moment when it comes God will never bless her again. We have nothing else to lose here. Our country is lost. God has been thrown out of it by corrupted politians. So the final move , in my uneducated opiniion, would be to destroy all political buildings. Personally I would start with masonic lodges but hey, I just think they are satanic, its a personal preference. Had to throw that one in.
If Rules 1-4 do not work then you arent smart enough, organized enough, and you wont get what you want!
Well now, that felt good! Empowering. I put no trust in people, no trust in the physical, my trust, as with our founding fathers remains faithfully to GOD! What team are you? And how willing are you to make your life count? When your voice means nothing to the government, when the government looks at you and your family as meat only....THEN ITS TIME TO REMOVE THIS GOVERNMENT ! Calling all men who are still FREE!
8-1-10 Had a job offer the other day and they tried to get me to go back on my honoring God on the sabbath, ok sunday, but whose splitting hairs, but really it was more of an offer to pay me to go to church with my client than to pay me to not honor God...somehow I dont think God would mind if I got paid to go to His house on the sabbath...think what you will, I laughed. I eventually declined offer because I need something more concrete, no regrets. Position offered for PT and I took that, very happy. God is and continues to be good and merciful, very much unlike my attackers, very much unlike Yuba College and their ridiculously fake intelligence. I dont miss working with doctors , while the perks where comfortable, it destroys you slowly on a spiritual level. Life is an adventure now and while rough edges occassionally, much life than what their false god offers. PTL!Letter to write to a place that offers food and money to buddah....unbelievable...and so much work to do. Growing in the Lord, slowly.
7-26-10 I know I did the right thing when I stood up to the jerks in Californicia who attacked me and my family because I am a Christian. They caused me to stumble for awhile but God is good, I left him , He never left me...just stood at a distance until I came home!!! I am home! I went on a church mission trip and what a great experience. God is good. So like those who have suffered much pain and loss in the past I say to God and to my heart..... "Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God" (Psalm 43:5). There is no reason for me to be downcast and sad, but there is great reason to praise God!!! I survived them and God saved me. Now that is living.
7-4-10 So many answers to prayers! God is wonderful! I had a fabulous dream the other day! There was a car and a big jaws of life coming down from heaven and opened the car. Men,one at a time, pale as ghosts ,all in doctors white coats stepped out into the light. end of dream. I think the car was a satanic hospital in california or wyoming....anyway I think doctors are leaving the worship of satan and this hospital...the jaws of life are GODS hands...freeing them. God in heaven is a cazillion more powerful than Tim and Pauls and Yuba Colleges false god...OUR GOD IS A MIGHTY ASSKICKER for sure. Now for some this seems harsh but really its just Gods rebuke....Gotta love Him.....Life is good when you stand up to assholes and jerks. Thats when you know the Spirit of the Most High is with you!!!!When I was silent,I was under their spell,now speaking out against homosexuality, Kinsey and his perverts,and the men of N. California....WHEEEEE....This is living!!
7-2-10 For about 3 hours I was not able to access any of my accounts....enemies must be a bit upset. I restate...I am not sorry and I would send Tim May an email again. I would never lift a finger to hurt anyone, never have, never will, and that will never change. I would soften my email, just a tad ,and say this instead...
THE LORD OF HEAVEN, THE MAKER OF ALL THE WORLD, THE LIVING HEBREW GOD, ON A SPIRITUAL LEVEL, BEYOND ANYTHING MAN COULD DO, OUR GOD MIGHTIER THAN ANY CREATURE THEY CONJURE UP, THE GREAT ASSKICKER OF ALL THE UNIVERSE, HEAVEN KICK YOUR ASS TIM, AND PAUL BADARACCOS ASS, YUBA COLLEGES AND ALL THEIR AFFLIATES. AND WE WILL ALL KNOW THAT OUR GOD OF HEAVEN REIGNS OVER THE FALSE god OF N. California. AMEN
PTL...OUR GOD REIGNS!
Is that softer? Im so trying to be nicer these days.If its not. OH WELL. NO REGRETS.
7-2-10 Im humbly asking the Living Hebrew God of heaven by virtue of His only sons death and resurrection to give us by way of Jesus's Holy Spirit protection in marriage for woman and children. We so need this protection. We need marriage to be stable for us woman, we need a place to go to raise our Godly children, a place where God can be taught and our husband can come home and find the Spirit of the Lord residing there. I ask God to protect our children by protecting PROP. 8. Today and forever, to give us Holy marriage, as a way to set apart a Holy institution for Holiness in our children and in our lives too. AMEN! Remember, Oh my lovely Lord, whom I love so dearly, what they did to me and my family and prevent this from happening EVER AGAIN, by protecting traditional marriage, for me , MY LORD AND MY KING!To God in heaven and Jesus be ALL the Glory.
To the doctors in N. California and other places,
YOU ARE WRONG! You deceive yourselves and others to think you do any good for them! Your good intentions are worse than criminal! And you know it, and so do I. Im not perfect, you looked for a victim such as me, and you will reap what you have sown, here and in the hell too.
I am not sorry! I am not sorry I sent an email to TIM MAY...because hes a pervert. Id do it again. And all the times I used the computer at home for emails etc.....PS...I WAS ON A BREAK....thats allowed you know. I could have been a bit better at stewardship of my time I think I was pretty darn good at giving you my best. The Bible says if you return evil for good, evil will never leave your house. The men doing this to me and others will never leave the medical field...but good men will, in droves! You are getting what you deserve. I am finally at peace with God and man, and God has been merciful and gracious and forgiving to me...I in the future knowing I belong to God in heaven and your satanists will never have that knowledge or peace, ever. Im not a bit sorry!
6-24-10 We walk by faith and not by sight. And that is the most delicious aspect of Christianity. For too long as a new Christian I struggled with how to do that, and after I was attacked I could not do that, and once back in the arms of God in 1998 it has been an on going struggle for me to learn to do that again. I have not always suceeded, but I will not stop trying. PTL!
I am ashamed of you so called professional men. I am ashamed of ADF for not helping me to stop them from hurting others, but mostly Dr. Scarmon, Dr. Nesbitt and the other doctors of Auburn and Gridley and Cody. And esp. the Mormons and Masons!But above all of them I am most ashamed of you TIM MAY and PAUL BADARACCO.
I sent two Jewish organizations a gift yesterday. Ill try to send more, because its the right thing to do and for sooo long, ten long years I served a false god via the medical field...and I know why now.
Its painful for me but Id still speak out , Id still write letters to my senators against the added protections of homosexual teachers, Id still stand for Gods precepts even knowing theyd do hypnosis on me, even knowing that hypnosis would destroy my life completely..Id still do it!...BECAUSE ITS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. Sincerley,GL/Hope7
Now I know why the doctors gave me a career....because before that I had nothing but my family and this way they could take my career away from me too. WELL DOCTORS OF N.CALIFORNIA KNOWING ALL THAT YOU WOULD DO TO ME...ALL THAT YOUR EVIL MINDS COULD CONCEIVE TO HURT ME BECAUSE I STAND ON GODS PRECEPTS THAT HOMOSEXUALITY IS A SIN AND BELEIVE WITH MY WHOLE HEART THAT ONLY MARRIAGE FOR ONE MAN AND ONE WOMAN IS FITTING AND ACCEPTABLE....KNOWING ALL THAT YOU WOULD DO TO ME. ID STILL CHOOSE GOD AND HIS PRECEPTS!!! TAKE IT ALL I COUNT IT A LOSS FOR THE KNOWLEDGE OF JESUS CHRIST!
6-23-10 Finding homes for abandoned and stray animals seems to be a way God blesses me and my family. It has been a blessing to us to show kindness to these lost animals and to take care of them. Here is some more good news! When I got home from work yesterday I loaded up the mother cat and her two kittens, we orginally had four but two where given away already. We found them abandoned in over 100 degree weather. I know for sure we saved the runt of the bunch, it was on its last leg. We named her Daisy, after our flower garden. Actually we named all of them after flowers in our garden, until we found out Rosy and Zennia where boys, oh well. I went to one place and tried to find homes for them but not even a bite so I drove to the mall and before I could even sit down with my sign a family drove up and their three kids and feel in love with all of the cats and the father said he couldnt see breaking up this family and took all 3!!!! WOW! So I went back home and loaded up the dog!!!!.
We took in a stray dog last week, no response from newspaper or radio, and last night I put him in the car and went back to the mall and sat down with my FREE TO GOOD HOME sign. It didtn take long and a beat up old station wagon barely able to run and falling apart passed and looked at me. I said a quick prayer, please dont let them ask for this dog, they cant care for it and hes so beautiful. You know it, the woman came over and I just got very bad vibes. She said she would breed it and that they sell dogs......nit kisch...or not good.Right at the time another car and family showed up and I instantly felt better about it. I gave the dog to them. All with my phone number and disclaimer if not happy I will take them back! Life is good, hard work, hardships, but God gives us goodness and song in heart.
We planted a flower garden this year. We have about 20 different varieties blooming. So much fun to watch them grow. I picked some and gave to a neighbor for Fathers Day and took some to work. So many good things in life to enjoy and appreciate and God gives us the most sweetest joys in life. Ones man cant buy or give you, only God can bring it together in such beautiful ways.
We are in the last days my friends, and drawing close to God and making our ways to follow His precepts is the only way to go! Best decision I ever made!
6-23-10 Praise the Lord! Read Isaiah 66 and Jeremiah chapter 1. WOW! That is what God is doing to America and to ALL MEN!!! in Isaiah 66. Praise God! Finally! Just a reminder that the men of this generation will pay for the sins of all past generations and for their calous treatment of woman and children!!!! And this by God, not any person, but by God Himself. We are seeing it, oh yes we are! And not to play favorites, lets not forget to thresh the queen of the witches in N.California and her witchettes! Be threshed today in the name of JESUS, the only son of the LIVING HEBREW GOD OF HEAVEN. Your day is over according to Isaiah 47, and Gods word is always right.
As a former victim of the homosexual movement in California that we must also speak out against the acts of homosexuality to our children and tell them the truth...HOMOSEXUALITY IS A SIN AND IT WILL CAUSE YOU TO LIVE A LIFE THAT WILL BRING HARM TO YOU AND OTHERS.....STOP THIS NOW!! Stand for traditional marriage every time you can!! Tell your kids the truth, homosexuality is a sin, it can be changed if you choose it, that you are not born that way!!! SAVE OUR CHILDREN FROM THE HOMOSEXUAL COMMUNITY AND THEIR LIES!!!MY STORY AT WWW.HOPE7.HIGHPOWERSITES.COM
Do you want to know why this generation of men are cursed above all other generations? Read my story below, and then know that the men of God looked away and did nothing to stop those who attacked me, and others via Yuba College educators and police! And that is why America's sons are feminine, not genetics, but the sins of the fathers passed down. Americas men have become woman on the inside and cowardly in regards to standing against the powerful organizations doing this to our children. It is better to be a man in any generation , i if you ask me, than a man in this one! Just my uptake on this! A quote from the book, ONE CHILD....Madness appears to be the only way truth is spoken.end quote. Then I hope the world gets mad as hell over what N. California is doing to students and families that are Christian...Hynosis on Christians in schools...The Lord rebuke them! He will. He so will.
6-22-10 Another amazing answer to prayer. A friend at our church has a daughter with Dermatomyocytis and she underwent chemo and it damaged her kidneys. She was forced to go on dialysis. We have been praying for her and her family and yesterday we heard that her kidneys are now, miraclulously,working and she can have her catheter removed and stop dialysis, after nearly a year of nonworking kidneys . THAT IS HOW MY GOD WORKS.
Many ohter answers to prayers too, but that one , was a specilal one. Praise the Lord!
6-21-10 NO CONFIDENCE IN THE FLESH.
But ohhhh the Spirit! Our God is wonderful and life is good indeed, even when jerks hurt us, in the we have nothing to be ashamed of and they have a mountain of REGRETS. Id rather live with knowing that I was an innocent victim than a guilty N. California person and in the end...who did the noble thing.Not my attackers!So many blessings from God, so many small answers to prayers and so many smiles and much happiness.
1) Flowers blooming in my garden, about 20 different varieties. I thought it especially delicious that the California poppies where the first to bloom! I sowed good and Im reaping good!
2) Paperbackswap cancelled my family because I said I believe what one of the books I read in their system said...HOMOSEXUALITY IS A SIN. They harassed me and blocked me from sharing, even though I had over a year of good reviews and good interaction with other members. PBS stole credits from my family...BUT....God is good and we have a new place and we have more credits than we can spend. Currently my family has 10 credits and doesnt know what to do with them...I have 4 and cant read another book at this time...GOD IS GOOD, People are yucky...BUT NOT GOD!
3) Our softball team is in 1st place! PTL!
4) Job is now Monday -Friday, and that is fabulous! Good things happening and God is good to me and those around me. So many blessings, for many of us. What an awesome God!
5)Still rescuing animals. Currently a beautiful collie and a mother cat and four kittens...well now just two kittens left. Animals are so human....more so than most men!
6) Answers to prayer even this morning.
7) Prop. 8 is doing well and with Gods help Judges will understand that by protecting traditional marriage they are really protecting woman and children...AND THAT WILL BRING A BLESSING ON AMERICA.
6-17-10 Sharing this wonderful scripture with you; Isaiah 40, the whole chapter is fabulous, but I esp. love verses 26-31 and I know that God in heaven has not abandoned me, He has not looked away from my causes, He hs not turned His back on me and I know God is trustworthy. I esp. noted this verse today:
31 but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles;they will run and not grow weary,they will walk and not be faint.
Now that is a truth we can rely on......The Bible is 100% accurate and we can be sure it will be as God has said. Also while reading in Rev. the last chapter I noticed God said there He would not curse us anymore....when we are in heaven. AWESOME. We are indeed cursed on earth, meaning this generation of men who hate God and His precepts and His followers....but as in the verse above and the chapter above we have nothing to fear from God. He is a mighty and awesome Father!
6-15-10 I declare this the year of VIVILA ASSHOLE RESISTANCE!!!
I am so happy that finally America is reaping what the so called educated have sown. The lies regarding homosexuality being normal and Kinsey and His followers...aka pedophiles bragging about what they do to children..Horrifying. I for one am glad to see this country get what it deserves! I can only look up to God and say THANK YOU JESUS!!!YOU know Kinsey did the heterosexual moralistic crowd a favor by proving Homosexuality and Sex Offender are one and the same!!! More PROOF...When will the homosexual community learn that each time you have one of your smart ass's, like Kinsey, speak out for you...THEY ONLY MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE BIGGER ASSHOLES! So in a horrible way...WE CAN THANK THE KINSEY INSTITUTE AND INDIANA FOR PROVING OUR POINT HOMOSEXUALITY IS DANGEROUS TO CHILDREN, APPARENTLY EVEN TO 2 MONTHS OLD...A BABY THEY RAPED! HOMOSEXUALS AND BABY RAPERS....ONE AND THE SAME..
I suffer from PTSD, and when I read a book like, KINSEY-CRIMES AND CONSEQUENCES, I am right back in Badaraccos class surrounded by assholes out to hurt me, and others, it brings it all back....And Im glad too, because I dont want to forget what these men are doing, and did, and I dont want to forget how heinous they are and how proud they are of things they should be ashamed of and reading Kinsey and what he did to children and how he raped them and when they screamed and yelled out he said..look they are enjoying this....THIS IS A SICK MAN AND THIS IS WHAT TIM MAY AND PAUL BADARACCO AND THE LIKES OF THOSE THEY SERVE ARE LIKE....EVIL TO THE CORE. When a group of grown men raping children brag about how many orgasms they can produce in them and collect semen from little 5 yo boys then there is something mentally and emotionall disturbed about this society...IM ASHAMED OF THE MEN OF THIS COUNTRY. And as Mr. Patreous fainted today....MANY MANY MORE MEN WILL FAINT BEFORE THIS IS OVER...I look forward to seeing what is coming in the future for the men of this country....Death is too easy....God has even better plans. I trust Him only.
They did hypnosis on me and others to hurt us and make us like them....I REFUSE TO BE LIKE THEM!!!!The Lord rebuke these assholes today and better yet...FOREVER! My story at www.hope7.highpowersites.com GL Carpenter/Hope7
6-14-10 what joy in serving the Living God of heaven. I woke up singing, BREATH OH HEAVEN..LIGHT UP THE DARKNESS..BREATH OF HEAVEN. After going to bed numb from gnawing nausea from Kinsey and his vile pedophiles.Dont despair those who are in academia who look at such men as above and work with such men as Paul and Tim because their father is not God above....THANK GOD! One would look at such men, they are many, too many, and say if man is made in the image of God then not only are we screwed but he is a sorry sob....and one could see how those who dont know God above could hate Him based on these kinds of men.....but what joy in the truth...THEY ARE MADE IN THE IMAGE OF THEIR FATHER SATAN...NOT GOD! Satan can hurt us temporarily but he caannot change who are Father is or take His blessing from us....BUT OH THE JOY THAT GOD CAN BE CHOOSEN BY THOSE WHO BELONG TO SATAN....CHOOSE GOD AND LIKE ME WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR LAST EARTHLY BREATH CAN SAY " HAPPINESS FEELS SO GOOD!' I want that on my headstone....God is good...surrounded by assholes who serve a false god but I feel your prayers...THEY ARE NOT WASTED....Im in love with the Living Hebrew God of heaven and my household smiles!!!How can I not smile too!
6-13-10 Im convinced that the men of this generation are cursed by God. I can only guess and make my own assumptions as to why that is but it most definetly has to do with rejecting the idea of a creator, and the most troubling of all is to watch grown Christian men stand by as though under a curse, powerless, to stop vile creatures harming our children, that to me has got to be the worse thing I have ever seen, and Ive seen some things in life. I am currently reading a book that is so disturbing that not sure ill be be able to finish it,I saw it just as I was leaving the library and having read Kuplians book,"THE MARKETING OF EVIL" where I first learned of Kinsey,so sick this man.I am reading,KINSEY-CRIME AND CONSEQUENCES by a female author.Truthfully Id take 5 sick men of need of God verses a so called Godly man who does nothing to help those who are victims of Kinsey monsters! If the 5 sick men would not change it would be no loss to heaven but when Godly men stare at evil and do nothing,what a vacuum of riches are lost,here and in the kingdom above. There is no other excuse for the rampid sexual perversness we are seeing. And I say BOLONEY to the smart assholes with PHD's and BS's etc that say that Kinsey was a legitimate scientist, Boloney...He was a serial rapist, pedophile predator and a closet homosexual, and in my opinion criminally insane! I had no idea he worked with boy scouts....wow!! How many children did he phtograph, watch bath nude, masterbate with, and molest? God only knows.Which leadss me back to my book and the statement that if (the homosexual, OR CRIMINAL) will lie to you, they will steal from you, if they will steal from you they will cheat on you, and if they cheat on you they will kill, and if they kill they again will lie,a vicious cycle that can be trusted, a spiritual LAW IF YOU WILL!.The college campus is a bed of criminal activity and the perfect medium for predators such as TIM MAY, PAUL BADARACCO too.What condemnation awaits such men is unspeakable, but I can say this generation of men will be held accountable!!! What a relief to be born a woman in this generation for despite all the heartache we endure, mostly by men..sick men, we have as woman a higher capability for spiritual things, and it seems as though many,the majority of men today just the opposite, an ability to sink lower than animals..even as low as subhell demons.I see an army, not a visible one, of angels in heaven coming with Jesus, for that can only be the end of what has befallen this world.What more can man destroy?Sex...they have polluted it in every possible way...ways even demons could not have imagined..Marriage...men dont even have a concept anymore of faitgfulness,what can they jnow of heavenly commitments and rewards?And scripture...they dont even understand it...they think the word says not to stop evil men when it says not to sit in the seat of the scornful or in the way of sinners they dont even know that it means not to attend colleges and schools of ungodly men...they dont get it...They have some kind of delirum that they must stay pure and uninvolved...they are in for a shocker....it is impossible to be or stay pure as humans...Jesus is the only part human that has that title of pure..He alone is our righteousness... and some men dont get that either...but hate Jesus...thats like hating your wife...only hurts yourself...Well back to reading...something that college took from me...the ability to comprehend what I had read...God gives wisdom...colleges could never come close to experiencing...I wrap myself in my faith and no matter what I know it is a good thing given what is ahead to be a woman.
Im surprised that doctors are involved in this club using trafficking of students but I shouldnt be...if you dont have God you have satan....and fyi Terry is a good man, he was a victim of Live Oak,Yuba College too. I forgive him...I think NAMBLA lives inN. Calif..youd have to ask the professors and Cris about that...Terry was always a good husband and father...distant once they got to him, but not ab
6-11-10 I have told you my story and you have my website. There is nothing you can do to help me except to pray for my children and that I will hold on to the end....sometimes Im hanging on my just a thin finger. The man that attacked me was TIM MAY a professor at Yuba College, but I think he does odd jobs on summer breaks and I think he works with kids in younger grades, GOD HELP US!! God protect our kids from these heinous group of vile men!! But I find so much of this man and his drones...one of which is PAUL BADARACCO also a professor and he too was used to hurt me....so scripturally accurate.Im no scholar and I dont know if Im right, but there are just too many arrows pointing toward them and Calif. to ignore it, to me anyway.I do not think he is the anti-Christ, that would give him too much credit for he is just a small bit thug and hes using the school system and his buddies to hurt students.
Tim May...I dont care if they dont like that I tell their names....THE WORLD KNOWS WHAT THEY DID TO ME AND OTHERS!! Its not secret and if they dont like it TOO BAD!! Take me to court...Ill have more help proving them than they will proving me. Im willing to take the risk! But Tim and Paul are not....total sissies! Anyone who hides behind school walls to attack unprotected, unknowing victims....IS A TOTAL SISSY! I dont know what his name is in numerology but he transferred to Woodland, College after they transferred me there and the area code is 666, a satanic number, rather prophetic dont you think?
Some men involved wore masonic rings, the sheriff and the man from Colusa and others, and that leads me to believe that the masons are in on this scheme to use hypnosis on students for illegal and immoral reasons. Also last night I thought how bizarre that Masons and MAYS SONS....referring to satans sons....sound so much alike!!! If you know of any Jews in Masons, tell them if they care about their eternal salvation to GET OUT NOW!
America is under so much attack from demonic forces...but I have a peace, a feeling infused in me that God is in control of ALL OF IT and I have nothing to fear.Not one thing. Even if they surround me....I carry a bat these days with the name MASONS etched on it...somehow it empowers me, internally. Not that I would ever use it but just holding it gives me peace.
Also I had such a vision, a day dream in my mind, the other day was sitting on a white horse behind a strong man...I think he was JESUS, because on His right leg were the words LORD OF LORDS. I did not look to the left leg but I know it said KING OF KINGS. I held onto Him so tightly, and laid my head on his shoulders. We were kicking big time dark powers and our mutual enemies!!! What a lovely vision!!! I am so happy. God bless Israel....but I also am not naive...not all Jewish men will go to heaven....but then again not all Christian men will either! Too bad huh! With you in Spirit, GL/Hope7
PS IMAGINE THIS!!!Its true. What we say to the poor , the outcast, the ones no one wants to help, such as the very words they used against me in Badaraccos class and in Mays class will be the very words they hear on judgement day....I look forward to looking into their faces and saying GOOD LUCK as I point to hell itself and send them away. The ones that the masons hate, the mormons hate, the ones that look hideous outwardly and are considered unclean by most righteous standards...though in Gods eyes they have repented and serve Him wholeheartedly the best they can, the stinky person that makes your stomach turn, the ones the world has rejected because they hate the Living God of heaven and those who believe in Him...when such as these come to you for help we need to know that it is our response that will be returned to us on that most horrid day, judgement day.I hope your responses will be WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU, HERE SIT IN THE BEST SEAT, TAKE MY FOOD....JUST NAME IT, IF ITS WITHIN MY POWER I WILL DO IT! I WILL PRAY AND FAST FOR YOU, HERE TAKE MY COAT, MY BLANKET AND KNOW THAT GOD LOVES YOU.LIVE RIGHT. STOP SINNING. SERVE GOD ONLY.
Anything else will be counted against us....IMAGINE THAT!
6-4-10 While reading Psalms 64 and thinking of what happened to me at the hands of Gods enemies in N. California this psalms fit them so well...and when I read verses 7-10 and then I REJOICE in the Lord and put my trust in Him alone. All things honestly do work for my good and I am seeing soooo much good, even from trials and hardships. WOW. Thats so cool. We serve a mighty God indeed. Nothing compares to Him!
6-2-10 Praise the Lord. Reading the book, Prayer of Jabez, one of 12 ( now 17 books) that I have chosen through a new book club and books are flying to us right and left...God is soooo good! I am swimming in a sea of small miracles. At every place that evil presides...God is VICTORIOUS over it, every single time. When I needed time off when my dog had parvo God provided, when I needed to work, God provided again. When one book club stole from us, God gave us more book orders in week than in 1 year at pbs!My family cant order books fast enough. Do I feel like Im wearing rose colored glasses, no way,I know evil and I know it lerks just around the corner..Im not scared. Im in love with God and Jesus and I trust the Living Hebrew God of heaven, even to avenge. God is good! Indeed.
If you look at obstacles as prepartion of the road ahead then they are so useful and I know that ALL things work for our good.
5-27-10 The people who do this to others God has already bound them and we dont have to ask for that but I ask in the name of Jesus, Gods only son, for Chris to be released and with us in heaven. I know GODS word is true, and whatever we ask, believing we will receive..so Chris is in heaven and those who do this kind of harm to will not be....If you are a practicing homosexual...GET OUT BEFORE ITS TOO LATE! Save yourself and others. A concerned mother.
5-26-10 I agree life is fragile and we should make the most of every single moment. I was just saying this morning how lucky we are in the life we live, we celebrate selling a book and making a profit of two dollars, we enjoy our pets, we love our flower garden, our friends are decent people,we live in a world of where we are not protected from evil and our faith is all we have to stand on...
You wont believe what just happened. I am here at the Library and a hispanic lady walked up to me and said would you read this story and tell me if its ok to put in the newspaper. Her name is Martha Gonzales and her son Chris committed suicide because he could not live with the pain of being molested by a homosexual man. I dont know why she came to me here at the library but I read her story and I supported her! I told her to keep telling her story regardless of if anyone listens. I told her about my website www.hope7.highpowersites.com and my story and I told her about the memorial I am scraping to purchase in the memory of JOHN DOE who also was killed by a homosexual man trying to rape him. God must have sent her to me!!! Please pray for this woman and look for her story, I hope they print it, she says she sees the perpetrator named RALPH CAUDILLO everyday and he is living a seemingly ok life and yet he robbed her son of his life, slowly, and forever. LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, Regardless of what you think of me, my story, or this lady and her story...WE MUST NOT CONTINUE TO ALLOW HOMOSEXUAL AGENDAS TO UNDERMINE THE TRUTH OF GOD. That homosexuality is a sin,God does not condone it, and we as parents must protect our kids, even from the school systems that indoctrinate. Ofcourse we dont hurt someone that has chosen that life but if we as Christians sit back and pretend its natural..we deceive them and ourselves. I will not be silent and I will make the most of each moment. God willing, when I have this memorial made for John Doe. Sincerely, GL
Here is the letter written by Martha Gonzales about her son Chris:
My son was sexually molested at age 5 by his then step father " Ralph Caudillo" I worked two jobs and his step dad was mostly his primary baby sitter. I came to find out about the abuse when Chris was 11 yo and that time he told me Ralph had been molesting him since the age of 5. On Chris's 16th birthday he told me the " REST OF THE STORY". Chris had a very difficult time dealing with the abuse, he turned to alcohol and drugs to cope with the abuse, while his molester was " living his life" happily and carefree and maybe still secretly indulging in his pleasures...Hurting innocent children and devastating families, Chris was not the only child he sexually abused. But people make the mistake of thinking it will never happen to their child. Chris was a gifted musician, he excelled academically, and easily made friends, he was kind hearted and funny and always seemed full of life, but inside he was dying and suffering fromw hat happened to him.
Chris was the first Hispanic to win the " Chief Davidson Award" and he loved school and College life, and his music was his escape from his reality. Soon after graduating from High School Chris moved to Austin and during his years there he started drinking more heavily and taking cocaine. He often talked of his abuse and often talked about wanting to die. He attempted sucide severa times in Austin. Last April 2 years ago he committed suicide in my home on the 28th of April he was b rain dead. I see his pedophile often, seeing him enjoying his life and having every thing my son could have had if it had not been for him. My son lays in a box, while the pedophile lives his life....It makes me sick, and unfortunately I cant take the law into my hands. But i would like to request our community to take the rights of pedophiles away. Do not let them enjoy time in our parks, inour restarants, especially like where children hang out. Take a stand against pedophiles, get them out of our city. If we can take a stand against PORN in our city, then lets take a stand against having them live in our city. They are as dirty as PORN and a lot of them do not serve the time in prison they deserve ( she said he got 3 years and is out on probabtion) Lets unite as a community and stop sexual abuse, all we have to give is our time...Martha Gonzales.
I add and speak out against the acts of homosexuality to our children and tell them the truth...HOMOSEXUALITY IS A SIN AND IT WILL CAUSE YOU TO LIVE A LIFE THAT WILL BRING HARM TO YOU AND OTHERS.....STOP THIS NOW!! Stand for traditional marraige every time you can!!Tell ALL KIDS YOU HAVE A CHOICE...YOU ARE NOT BORN HOMOSEXUAL. STOP PORN BUT STOP THE LIES TOO!!!
5-24-10 PTL! We have found a wonderful place and books are flying out and flying in. AWESOME. GOD IS GOOD!
The men of our generation have done some really bad things, using hypnosis on students, taking advantage of students, illegal and immoral things.....AND THEY ARE SEEING THEIR CONDEMNATION EVERY DAY IN THE NEWS...IN THE OIL SPILL, IN THIS PRESIDENT,IN THE ECONOMY, IN HOUSING, ON AND ON....I will make NO DEALS WITH YOU!! I have found something better.....Jesus the son of Living Hebrew God! God does not bless America...or her men any more. I will not bind myself to anyone but Jesus, I will not give my blessing until the men who attacked me are stopped from hurting anyone EVER AGAIN!!! I DO MEAN EVER!!! Until Im exonerated for being falsely accused as some kind of homosexual and or pervert! Simply because I told my story and asked that teachers not get added protections!!! Until Im reunited with my family. UNTIL I HAVE 100 PERCENT JUSTICE GIVEN TO ME!!So I dont see these happening.....so NO DEALS! I like living for Jesus and serving God has brought me peace and happiness....long time coming! I will support efforts to make this country better but I stand against the sin these men are performing in N. California and elsewhere and until they stop, until every student is given a writen public appology in the newspaper by YUBA COLLEGE FOR PROFESSOR WHO HAVE DONE HYPNOSIS ON STUDENTS, Until you find a way to exonerate me for falsely accusing me and messing my mind up and defiling my spirit, and reuniting me with my family.....I WILL NEVER DEAL WITH YOU AGAIN....ID RATHER DIE FIRST!!! And I dont care if your masons, mormons, secret society perverts, school board members or the President himself....what is happening to this country is your own condemnation....I JUST GET TO BE THE ONE TO TELL YOU BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID TO ME!! COOL HUH!
5-23-10 I am shouting HALLELUJAHS. I can see!!So instead of hurting me it has actually helped me~ Dont we serve a mighty God! I am so happy that my teams name is VICTORIUS......I serve a might God, who through small insignificant things brightens my life immensely!I am happy indeed! What a roller coaster ride serving God can be...but what a thrill too!!
We won our first game the other day and on the way home I sang this song, except in place of Aquarius I put in Victorius. Ofcourse as a Christian I know that LOVE WILL STEER NOT JUST THE STARS BUT HE STEERRS ALL OF US TOO! GOD IS LOVE.AND HE HAS ALWAYS GUIDED THE PLANETS AND WILL ALWAYS GUIDE THOSE WHO SEEK HIM!!In this manner life is good. PTL!
When the moon is in the seventh house
And Jupiter aligns with Mars
Then peace will guide the planets
And love will steer the stars
This is the dawning of the age of Aquarius
Age of Aquarius
Aquarius
Aquarius
Harmony and understanding
Sympathy and trust abounding
No more falsehoods or derisions
Golden living dreams of visions
Mystic crystal revelation
And the mind's true liberation
Aquarius
Aquarius
When the moon is in the seventh house
And Jupiter aligns with Mars
Then peace will guide the planets
And love will steer the stars
This is the dawning of the age of Aquarius
Age of Aquarius
Aquarius
Aquarius
Aquarius
Aquarius
Let the sunshine
Let the sunshine in
The sunshine in
Let the sunshine
Let the sunshine in
The sunshine in
Let the sunshine
Let the sunshine in
The sunshine in
5-22-10 I was praying to God this morning and asked Him what He would say to me if I could come to Him and ask for His help and guidance. And I opened my BIBLE and read Psalms , the last half of 105 and then I said Lord...how does this pretain to me.Im not Israel...and then I read PSALMS 106!! Yes Lord!!! REMEMBER ME TOO!! Now I feel good! PTL!
5-21-10 And saying homosexuality is a sin is not illegal! Nor does it mean you hate a practicing homosexual, I only hate how it makes them treat others and themselves!
5-21-10 I stand on Micah chapter 4 verse 13 and sing all morning long....AMAZING GRACE .......AND I CHANGED THE WORDS TO THE SONG AQUARIUS.....INSTEAD IVE BEEN SINGING...THIS IS THE DAWNING OF THE AGE OF VICTORIOUS, AGE OF VICTORIOUS...VICTORRRRIIIIIIIUSSSS, VICCCTOORRRRRIIIIIIUSSSS! PTL!
5-21-10
PRAISE THE LORD!!
5-20-10 Recently I had some homosexual activists use these arguments to bully me. I would like to share with you what they used as lies and bullying tools.
First actual emails from them:
This email was addressed to me about a person who was emailing hate mail to me. I complained and asked politely to not send me hate emails. This , however, is what supposed unbiased homosexual activists have to say about people hurting Christians.
We'll talk to her about not sending unpleasant PMs to other members. You have to expect a response to the stuff you have posted on the Internet, though. Since you have not provided a way to contact you on that other site, then you need to stop linking to that site to PBS , because people will find a way to respond to hatespeak when they read it.
We have removed your homepage link from your profile; if you want to link to it here, you will need to provide a way for readers to comment/send messages ON THAT SITE so that they don't have to do it through PBS.
We have a diverse membership and just as we would not want anyone to post here about the "stupid fundamentalist Christians" we do not want anyone here posting about the "sin of homosexuality." There is no lack of places to post such stuff on the Internet. We are not one of them. Try to keep hatespeak off our site, please.
But when you look at it and dissect it you can see the lies:
Here is my response :
1) My email address is on my site. Also has been, in several places. Plus you can reach me other ways by googling.
The complaint I received was regarding my website and not my profile and yet they took my link off. Why?
2) They are calling my website HATESPEECH. Have they not heard of FREEDOM OF SPEECH.So apparently I can be attacked by activists who hate Christians in California but I cant talk about what was done to me, criminal as it was, and I cant voice my feelings about it without being called names and banned, and I cant be mad about it! What is this world coming too? Rhetorical.
3) If they dont check all other links from other members then its discrimination to remove my link and not others!
4) She says they have a diverse membership but what am I chopped liver? I get good reviews from my book reviews and have very nice emals from other members...why dont I count as a diverse member?I have diverse beliefs, you cant call your site diverse if they only allow one train of thought on homosexuality!
5) Homosexuality is a sin. I have a right to voice my opposition. If they dont like it PBS has a system in place to block views you dont like.I only shared this point of view in book reviews of books on their own site.
6) I am contacting them about someone sending me hate mail and they put my website down as hate speech and then say Im hateful.
What is this world coming too? God only knows! Thank you
In an effort to make amends I sent an apology and this is what I received back, more slurs and name calling:
Heterophobia-The act of hating those who defend heterosexual sex as the only acceptable and proper form of sex between two adults.
So in the end I was able to tell my story, for awhile, and feel they proved my point that the homosexual activists are not only discriminatory but wrong and unless more of us speak out they will continue to bully anyone who disagrees with them
5-18-10 The Bible says that if we believe and if we delight ourselves in the Lord He will give us the desires of our hearts. I desire that traditional marriage be protected for all time in California. If Gods Word is true and if He loves me, I believe He does so very much, then I can trust in Him alone.
I was reminded the other day of a day shortly after committing myself to honoring God by not working on Sundays of a day when my family member called me at work and asked to use a bunny cake pan they had found under my cabinet to bake a cake for Easter. I said Ok and shortly thereafter I received a phone call saying that the cake was overflowing and causing the stove to smoke. I laughed and then said scoop some mixture out and clean up the mess and try again. This was followed by another call saying it was still overflowing. I said to try it again. When I got the next call I expected that it was to say all was well but what I was told was now the mixture had caught fire on the bottom of the stove. That is when I felt in my heart that God was saying....Easter is not about Bunny Rabbits and eggs....its about Jesus and Gods plan of salvation for all mankind. So I told her to throw it out, buy more mix, put it in a 13x9 pan and I would make it into a cross. It worked!! Never give up! If you have sold out to bad guys...if you have joined secret societies and have made pledges to them....JUST STOP and do the right thing and THEN GOD WILL BLESS IT! God will not and cannot condone sin.
And that is why I will not say that homosexuality is not a sin, because it is, and you can do whatever you want to try and shut me up or stop me....BUT LIKE THE CAKE....it wont work....it wont work even if you scoop it out....only if you do what is right. Because as I said in my book..ONLY RIGHT IS RIGHT. And wrong will never be right.
The cake was delicious! We shared it with our Right to Life friends and then we shared it with our church!! Sense reading the book, LOOK WHAT HAPPENED WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING, and committing to serving God better...I fail once in awhile...I have honored the Him by not working on Sundays...I dont put up Christmas trees anymore and I dont celebrate Easter with bunnies and eggs! They dishonor God and polute the church! PTL!
I am honored with the gift I received on Monday of the 3 year service pin and I wore it then and again today and every day I am able to do so. I wear it with much pride. God has blessed me. Thank you! Also things are different this time and a pastor actually appolgized to me...so unlike the past....a breath of fresh air in a world of so much stink! I love Jesus! I think He loves me too!
5-17-10 We are making progress. How do I know. The bad guys are getting really mean and that usually means their pissed! Too bad, think of all the happiness they forfeit by trying to wipe out Christianity....IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN...Men greater than these have tried and it cant be done, not according to the Word of God...and that is 100% reliable.
What a great weekend. Church was fabulous....the singing was the highlight of worshiping God! Studied Phillipians in church....what a great book, still one of my favorites. Inspiring words to live by and that is another mystery of God, how His word inspires us and guides us toward excellence...the world has no idea what perfection that is to us!! And Im glad! So many good things happening...Evil coming against us but that is just more proof that we belong to God! And that He wins in the end and that means we win too. God bless Israel and those who are serving the Jesus and our Father God. Read Daniel...mentions Greece, I think it mentions Obama too and a Jewish bad guy...but Im no scholar. Gods word is true and and I love to see it happen just as He predicted it would!! Happiness does feel so good when you put God first in your in life.
5-14-10 I put my trust in the Living Hebrew God of heaven and reject those in N. California. What have we to fear from people when we put our hope in the creator of the universe. Consider reproduction, and just how the solar system is so organized,and appreciating sleep and sheets and blankets and pillows and water..life is good and God did all that for us! I can trust the Living Hebrew God of heaven and I know that any suffering here is a reward in heaven and cause to rejoice! All I can say is PTL! Wow to be so honored as to have trials here because someone doesnt like me because Im a Christian....now thats cool. Im happy to be allowed that priviledge.
5-12-10 Answers to prayer. God has humbled me again with His kindness and Graciousness! WOW GOD IN HEAVEN IS AWESOME. CHOOSING GOD IN HEAVEN AND REJECTING WHAT YUBA COLLEGE/TIM & PAUL/ SECULAR PROGESSIVES in N. California said to me..WAS MY BEST DECISION EVER!
Here is my review of book, AGAINST ALL ODDS, by Chuck Norris.
Another book PBS cant have back! I give this book a 7. I love real life stories and his life is so real AMERICAN and real CHRISTIAN too! He doesnt hide all his flaws in this book and what that does is make it real and gives men and boys a role model that you dont have to be perfect to be a Christian man, just one that keeps serving God anyway. Why? Because God is good, and thats good enough for any of us, man or woman. Mr. Norris, for me, embodies the scripture that says...Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. He has known pain and suffering and failure but he knows the key to success is with Christ and he shows that he has lived a delightful and pretty cool life because of his faith.
This book shows a typical young boy, into a strong young man, into a humble and genuine God-loving and God-fearing soul! He is right, you dont have to be perfect to serve God, just willing to see God as what He is...AWESOME, LOVING, and most GRACIOUS!Mr. Norris isnt perfect and thats whats so endearing about him. God bless him and his family today, and in heaven.
I recommend that someone get this book back into the system. My copy is going to my family!
5-8-10 While it is true that most men in America, for various reasons ranging from fear of reprisal from their societies or clubs,or some fro-m spiritual darkness and a heart that has grown cold and caloused, will not try to stop these men in California and elsewhere from doing hypnosis on students but God sees and God does not condone or approve of what they are doing and I have assurance in the Bible that He will stop them! Look, He set me free from them and their lies and despite all they did to me I am still standing! And I will until God is ready for me to come home!!! But for the men/woman who wake up and speak out and pray and do all they humanly can know this that in the end the Living Hebrew God of heaven WINS, And when He wins.....so do we!
5-7-10
EZEKIEL 14:13 VERSE 20-23 IS FOR YOU
THEREFORE KNOW THAT I AM THE LORD. BECAUSE YOU DISHEARTENED THE RIGHTEOUS WITH YOUR LIES, WHEN I HAD BROUGHT THEM NO GRIEF, AND BECAUSE YOU ENCOURAGE THE WICKED NOT TO TURN FROM THEIR EVIL WAYS AND SO SAVE THEIR LIVES, THEREFORE YOU WILL NO LONGER SEE FALSE VISIONS OR PRACTICE DIVINIATION. I WILL SAVE MY PEOPLE FROM YOUR HANDS. AND THEN YOU WILL KNOW THAT I AM THE LORD"
I know telling what they did was the right thing.I know trying to get Alliance Defense Fund to help me stop them was a good idea in theory, I just thought they would care and they would at least record what was done to me to help someone else. No man has even done anything to stop them, that I know of,...the teachers I mean, and who ever they represent.
Too bad because someday everyone Ive told will answer to God for what they did to prevent other victims. Obviously its much to late to stop them from hurting me and my family, unfortunately, but to see grown men cowar is almost more than my spirit can take.
As I have said I will continue to speak out with my website, telling my story,strange as it is, hoping that some other victim will come forward. But after Christmas this year I plan on removing my website and letting go of stopping them from doing hypnosis on students. But as I am an old woman I promise you that I will not lift a finger from that day forward to help stop them.
I, like Ruth with Boaz, lay at Jesus feet and ask Him to be my help and choose Him as my husband and head of my home, and if all my talking has been in vain then so be it. At least when I stand before God I will tell Him..LORD I DID ALL I COULD TO STOP THEM!
I only wanted a place to tell my story, I am grateful for that. I would like you to ask God to stop them from hurting any more students and families. But more than anything I want more people to continue to stand up, without fear of them, that is how we will overcome them. I want traditional marriage to be upheld in California....that wont make up for what they did but it will prove that my cause of standing up for traditional marriage and against the sin of homosexuality, though it cost me everything, WAS THE RIGHT THING! And that makes it worth it. I would speak out and write letters to my legislators again today, even knowing the pain it would bring me, because that is what God wanted me to do. I can smile and know in my heart God is with me. GL
5-6-10 To the teachers at Yuba College and Sierra College- Your sick little sexual predatory game jig is UP!!! Everyone knows about what you guys are doing and come hell or high water God will stop you. You cant take my salvation away and no mattter what you do you cant get yours back!
To any teacher who knows what is happening with students please come forward now! Tell Alliance Defense Fund! Whether or not they seem like they are doing anything, God will cause them to care and do something! Dont be silent...more students will suffer if you do! And maybe you still have a chance, unlike those in the middle of this ring!
5-6-10 How much better to get wisdom than gold, to choose understanding rather than silver! Proverbs 16:16
Wow! Most people, and me at one time, think that if you just had more money, more gold, more of something life would be better but the truth is just the opposite. The more money the more corruption of your life, your spirit and eventually your soul. Until you no longer serve God but serve it only. Who would have thought that Gods Bible and His words are the most precious thing we could own!!! More lucrative than cash, more valuable than gold bars, who would have thunk that Gods Word would do all that and more!!! The devil and his school thugs know the value of words, they use satanic words of selfish ambitions and twisted desires to corrupt this generation. How sad...not only have they lost out on TRUTH but they have convinced themselves of their lies.
TO THE DOCTORS OF NORTHERN CALIFORNIA AND YOUR BAND OF CRIMINALS THAT USE YUBA COLLEGE AND THE POLICE AS THEIR MINIONS:
EZEKIEL 14:13 VERSE 20-23 IS FOR YOU
THEREFORE THIS IS WHAT THE SOVEREIGN LORD SAYS: I AM AGAINST YOUR MAGIC CHARMS WITH WHICH YOU ENSNARE PEOPLE LIKE BIRDS AND I WILL TEAR THEM FROM YOUR ARMS; I WILL SET FREE THE PEOPLE THAT YOU ENSNARE LIKE BIRDS. I WILL TEAR OFF YOUR VEILS AND SAVE MY PEOPLE FROM YOUR HANDS, AND THEY WILL NO LONGER FALL PREY TO YOUR POWER. THEN YOU WILL KNOW THAT I AM THE LORD. BECAUSE YOU DISHEARTENED THE RIGHTEOUS WITH YOUR LIES, WHEN I HAD BROUGHT THEM NO GRIEF, AND BECAUSE YOU ENCOURAGE THE WICKED NOT TO TURN FROM THEIR EVIL WAYS AND SO SAVE THEIR LIVES, THREFORE YOU WILL NO LONGER SEE FALSE VISIONS OR PRACTICE DIVINIATION. I WILL SAVE MY PEOPLE FROM YOUR HANDS. AND THEN YO WILL KNOW THAT IAM THE LORD"
There is nothing better in life than to be freed from the hands of the men of N. California by the very hand of God Almighty! PTL!
5-5-10 Tomorrow is National Day of Prayer! And I have a challenge for you.
I encourage all of you to pray that God will protect those who trust and serve Him. I challenge you to fast one meal tomorrow and ask God to be with us and direct us. I will begin and end my prayers with three words, not God bless America, but COME LORD JESUS!I cant speak for you but I am not praying that God will bless America, because I dont want to ask God to condone sin, but I will ask Him to protect Christians and those who are doing what is right and serving Him with all their hearts from evil and to supply all our needs.
The fact our government knows that schools are doing hyponsis on unsuspecting students of all grades is disgusting. The fact that masonic men have done all they can to serve satan and destroy Godly precepts will cost them more than they realize. The sins of this country stink! No I will not ask God to bless this stink!! I will ask God to bless His people despite what is happening in America. And COME LORD JESUS!
5-3-10 You tell me who did the right thing! The two sons of mine raised by their supposed Christian father, who by the way stopped serving God many years ago and served money instead, are not in church, do not respect God and His precepts, one outright hates God. When I left them to go to college it destroyed this family, I will answer to God for it, but those boys where raised by their father. My intentions where to have take care of my family, they attacked me, I feel away. I sinned against God, He has forgiven me and restored my life to me, despite them.My two daughters, though their fathers are evil to the core, where not raised anywhere near their fathers, and they are good Christian girls, attending church, and serving God, happy children, and happy young adults! Now you tell me! Who did the right thing! I know the importance of a mother, far outweighs the sins of the fathers, so I can tell you I made the right choice. My two sons are paying for the sins of their father! He loved money more than God, me and his sons!
Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me; Exod. 20:5
I choose to serve God, and not money, and thats the right choice! I also dedicated ALL my children to God in church and I TRUST GOD!
5-1-10 Proverbs 18:24 A man of many companions may come to ruin but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.
AMEN! Jesus is that friend. No brotherhood or club will ever compare to Jesus! God does not bless America anymore, He blesses men and woman who sincerly do the right thing and stand against the wrong, and the men of America, Christian and otherwise did not do that! over and over again they have rejected God and HIs precepts, and there is nothing these men can do about it! We pray and we speak out, but ultimately, we are not apart of this world. So even while we speak out and do what we can to prevent evil from happening we are seperate from them, and there is a peace about that so supreme, so divine. We can trust God....no matter what they say!
4-30-10 The most wonderful thing happened today! The Lord allowed me to purchase a sewing maching this new year and we have been making blankets. Not so perfect to start and we are learning as we go. Today we made the cutes blanket of all and we are rejoicing in the Lord because He allowed us to be apart of this and to do something wonderful for someone else. That feels good! We have decided tomake it our thing....making blankets for others! God is good. People...not so good, but God is always good. After this year I dont plan on scolding this generation anymore, I dont know why I have been so bold to do so these last few years, except what they did to me was so vile, so heinous, and they are doing to others and I cant bare the thought of the pain they are causing others as well. So I will continue until the new year and then will trust God to do His thing! I will however continue to stand for traditional marriage and against the sin of homosexuality, which undermines traditional marriage and hurts, even kills our children in America. I am an American, I cant change that, but Ill be darn if I am going to set back quietly while jerks destroy it! No sirreee sir....while I feel free from the past I feel obligated to be do all I can to make the future better! God bless Israel! God help the men of America to WAKE UP!!!!
4-29-10 WAKE UP AMERICA!!
I asked a long time ago when Peurto Rico became a state of ours...even when you mail something all you have to do is put PR and they the federal mail system already accepts it as a part of USA. I dont know if your aware of it or not but this is not the same country our founding fathers began. This is not my America anymore. I personally dont feel the same alliegance to her as I did as a child. The public schools have excommunicated God from its hallways, the goverment sanctions funds to teach our kids evolution...we come from monkeys and that homosexuality is fine and dandy...and we wonder why our churches are ineffective. Why would children want forgiveness from a God that doesnt exist, from sin that doesnt exist. Well keep putting your kids into the hands of satan.....I choose not to! I took my family out a year and a half ago, wish I had done it sooner, and we just took the online Math Texas Assessment 2004 and scored 37 out of 42! Im so happy. See you can homeschool and still teach as good, if not better, than the public system...and without all the bs!!!
You can check out this test by typing in TAKS Test for fifth grade 2004. We took the 2003 already. We took that one because thats the book I have and thats only fair. America might be changing for the worse....but I dont have to be flushed down the toilet along with it...I choose to follow God and the Bible and decline the help I sought after earlier in my life. I trust GOD in heaven, and knowing what California schools are doing to kids.....I WONT BE SEEING THEM IN HEAVEN..THANK GOD!!!
4-29-10 Good morning! I wish you Jesus in your heart! Here is my response to site, arguewitheveryone.com ( I dont particularly like this site but its one of few that wont ban me for sharing Jesus and my Biblical beliefs...so I take what I can get! Under the topic Judaism, under the thread title Anti-Semitism-a mental mal-function-Homosexuality, a disease of the penis....both of which can be changed with behaviour modification and prayer...and Jesus!)
If you read the Old Testement it is filled with people that fail God, right and left, even supposed Godly men failed Him. What does that tell us? That their way of just following the rules of God, though we must do that, does not hold back a person from sinning, so what does? I think accepting Jesus as Saviour, having that edge, that clean spirit, that connection with God, helps, it doesnt cure the human factor that we are prone to sin, but it does fortify ones resolve to serve God with ALL your heart and ALL your mind, soul, strength and that because the Holy Spirit enters our lives and gives us strength, that and reading the Bible helps too. I have witnessed that many Jewish people hate God because of His preceived lack of help toward their situations but really its their hearts that listened to worldy ideas that caused their situations not God!( I SAY THIS BECAUSE OF MY OWN PERSONAL EXPERIENCE) God set out a plan of salvation for them through His ONLY begotten son Jesus, one of their own Jewish brothers through a royal blood line including King David, and they rejected Him. If they would only listen to God, if they would only search it out themselves, if they would only stop the fear of banishment from their own clans and fear the banishment of God Almighty, maybe they would repent and a light would go off in their heads. Until them we watch and pray for them and see many turn to God but so many have given up hope and lost their salvation. I guess as a NON-JEW ( I try not to refer to myself as Gentile because that word has become an abomination to Jewish people, so I say Non-Jew. For to me Gentile means someone who does not serve God or acknowledge Him. Making some Jews Gentiles in heart and spirit, another travesty of life. If more Jews accepted Jesus, Gods Son, and worshiped the only Living Hebrew God of heaven, Jehovah, the world would be filled with less sin, less pain, less suffering, since they are the firstborn and the leaders of the rest of us, they are responsible for setting the example. Pardon me but They suck at it!! Christians , who have far less spiritual gifts are wiser than the majority of Jewish people, in my feeble opinion) We need to help one another to serve God better and while the Jewish people have been given much from God they are also required to serve Him more stingently than we, so I dont begrudge them their rituals, they have just lost site of God because of those rituals...again a travesty of life. One can only hope and pray for them that they WAKE UP this time, before its too late!! I trust God, I know He loves them so I trust God, that like in the days of Noah He will save the ones He chooses to save. I hope its all of them, but its leaning toward the same, only a few will listen. Another great travesty of life.
God bless Israel! Today and Forever!
PS...
Thank God for the remenent in Jerusalem and scattered here and there that serve God wholeheartedly, because of them, the light has not gone out! We must All stand together against the dark powers and principalities of this world, and stop fighting each other! We all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, His mercy, love and grace are all that save any of us!!! Because Im fair I will say that the Christian men of America have poluted our churches by joining hands with evil itself....they will answer to God for this....thank God Im not a man in this generation...THANK YOU JESUS!
4-28-10 Happiness feels so good! Truth feels so good!
My review of the book, Anti-Semitism, A disease of the mind by Theodore Isaac Rubin, MD.
I have serious concerns with sharing my point of view on this authors perspective on Anti-Semitism. ( IF YOU LOVE TRUTH YOULL LOVE IT, BUT IF YOU HATE TRUTH YOULL HATE IT. IF YOU LOVE IT YOULL BE HAPPY, TRUTH ALWAYS MAKES YOU HAPPY, IF YOU ARE SERVING GOD!)While his insight will be vassly different from mine, Im not Jewish, I agree with him that anti-Semitism is wrong and that the more we discuss it the more likely that common solutions are agreed upon however I found much of his conclusions to be questionable and some in gross error. I would classify Anti-Semitism as a mental malfunction vs a disease...the term disease, in itself repells positive feedback and causes one to feel that it is terminal, which it most certainly is not. Which point he does make right away but knowing that he knew this and put it in anyway apprears arragant and mean. One hopes that the use of correct terminology will help bridge the blocks and I would omit the use of the word disease.
I found his rationales for the unconcious/subconcious actions of the anti-Semitic mind to be far-reaching in some places and filled with subjective projection in others, especially when it came to the misguided, and frequently overused term, homophobe. I did find his perspective, in regards to his views on the feminity of Christianity as a potential cause for over compensation in male agressive behaviour toward Jews, tantilzing and a tad bizarre. ( CLEARLY, JESUS WAS NOT HOMOSEXUAL, CLEARLY ANY MAN WHO THROWS OUT ROBBERS FROM THE TEMPLE IS NOT SISSY, CLEARLY ANY PERSON WHO STANDS UP TO DEMON POSSESSED PEOPLE AND HEALS THEM IS NOT A WIMP!!, I CANT SPEAK FOR YOU BUT I HAVE STOOD UP TO SUCH PEOPLE AND IT TAKES COURAGE AND SUPER STRENGTH, THERE IS NOTHING, NOTHING WIMPY ABOUT CHRISTIANITY...DONT FALL FOR THEIR LIES!)
No wonder the Amercian Psychological Association uses guilt of masculinity to control men and their diplays of machoness if they have bought into his line of crap-ola! It is my belief that it prevents men from full self actualization when authors such as these cause them to self doubt over strong male attributes, fearing that it disguises some female attribute. Sometimes you just get pissed and it doesnt mean your scared of your feminine side! What a delusion that way of thinking is to men. You gotta feel sorry for men who have bought into their lies that because someone is mean to them it must be because that male person has a phobia of femininity. I say tell authors and psychologists with such idiotic and retarded notions to get lost! ( DONT EXCHANGE THE TRUTH OF GOD FOR A LIE...NOT EVEN BY WELL MEANING JEWISH DOCTORS! WHEN A MAN SLEEPS WITH A MAN OR WOMAN A WOMAN THEY DO NOT FULLFILL THEIR SEXUALITY AS WHEN A MAN SLEEPS WITH A WOMAN HE BECOMES MORE A MAN, WIHEN HE SLEEPS IWTH A MAN HE BECOMES MORE SISSIFIED! JUST FACT.! WHEN YOU FALL FOR THE LIE THAT YOUR A WOMAN WHEN YOU STAND UP TO THESE LIARS, YOU BECOME LIKE THEM, SISSIFIED! TO REACH THEM YOU MUST USE THE TRUTH ABOUT SIN, THE TRUTH ABOUT THE POWER OF JESUS BLOOD SHED FOR THE REMISSION OF SIN AND THE TRUTH THAT THEY WILL GO TO HELL IF THEY DONT CLEAN THEMSELVES! NOW BE PREPARED FOR BARBARIC RESPONSES FROM THEM, AND STAND YOUR GROUND....IN THE END THE TRUTH ALWAYS, ALWAYS WINS OUT!)
Now, back to Anti-semitism, where the anti-simite is afraid of over relating to Jews, through Jesus,or fear of the passivity of the Jewish belief system, or whether is just plain self-hate, causing them to have a misplaced, and in my opinion a mental malfunctioning based on preceived animosity causing an overreaction cannot be determined by anyone but the person experiencing that anti-semitic feeling. One can only guess why someone would behave in a uncharicteristicly violent manner toward any Jew, based soley on prejudice of that ethnicity. ( THE ONLY WAY TO COMBAT THIS BEHAVIOUR IS WITH THE TRUTH OF GOD...AND THIS BOOK DOES NOTHING YTO SPREAD THE TRUTH...IT TWISTS IT!)
The saving grace of this book was that it does much for opening eyes to the fact that Jewish men and woman and really no different than any other human being! That they have endured horrific situations in history and are proven survivors. They have much to teach us and we have much to teach them. My overall assessment of this book was a disappointment. I expected something new, something different, but got the same ole excuses. My personal response to this book is this:
As a mother: Id slap some sense into him.
As a woman: If I were his wife, Id give him alot of hot sex.He obviously needs to feel nutured to bring out his male attributes...in my opinion.
As a Christian: Id call him a Jerk!
The writer is a bit lofty for me in places, almost as if he is in such a hurry to share his beliefs that he jumps from one idea to another, over my head in many places, but you can see that he is a deep thinker and that he has much to say on this subject. Far too often he rambles from one thought to another and does not fill in the gaps as wells as I would like him to connect the dots of logic he is using. He is passionate about the subject and it comes through and while I dont agree with everything he said, esp. about "lesser gods" which I find to be borderline for kosher topic, ie no man is a god, not even a lesser one, and to imply that in the times we live in is quite dangerous, in my feeble opinion. Much of what he says is very astute and learned and kudos to him for his openness and willingness to try to communicate his most profound beleifs. I like how he expained about the art of communication and how it evolves and how important it is to Jewish people....I liked that, being a talker myself and how that helps me to grow and to understand others , when I understand myself.
You might not like my review, thats ok.This book is still an interesting read, Id probably give it to some skin head bully but not to the average person.
4-26-10 Our sign language troop performed our song, HIS GRACE STILL AMAZES ME, yesterday in church. It was such a blessing for us to be apart of this fantastic group of signers. I am learning sign language and love it! Its a way to sing without a perfect pitch! God is good to us, too good, too wonderful for words. Right after I burned my Yuba College diploma and graduation photos this past week I found a sacred heart medal in my backyard...what a nice sign that I did the right thing!! God bless you all, PS
Reading two really good books, just finishing up, THE BEGINING OF THE END, by Hagee and WOW! I disagree with him that Israel is the one spoken of when the Koran used by Islamic terrorists says they will destroy the people who come from monkeys, America is the one teaching their children evolution and have time lines showing monkey into man in almost every history/science class in public schools. We are the ones that Iran wants to destroy, more than Israel, we should be more concerned with our involvement in the coming days. And dont you find it odd that Obama has a Jewish man named Rob Emanual as his right hand man? Considering the Anti-Christ will have a Jewish False Prophet according to this book, anyway! Well...God bless Israel....I dont know why I say that I know He will!!! He keeps His word..They can trust Him, so can we! Dont trust man, in my opinion, even the best of them fail God, but you can most assuredly trust God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit, so we should keep our eyes on God and not man. We can be free from worry of man when we trust in God....this Ive learned, At first I was a little frightened by the end times prophesies in this book but as I read more I became more confident that we have nothing to worry about , as long as we put our trust in God alone, and in His plan of salvation through Jesus.
Reading, ANTI-SEMITISM-A DISEASE OF THE MIND. The writer is a bit lofty for me, over my head in many places, but you can see that he is a deep thinker and that he has much to say on this subject. Far too often he rambles from one thought to another and does not fill in the gaps as wells as I would like to connect the dots. He is passionate about the subject and it comes through and while I dont agree with everything he said, esp. about "lesser gods" which I find to be borderline for kosher topic, ie no man is a god, not even a lesser one, and to imply that in the times we live in is quite dangerous, in my feeble opinion. Much of what he says is very astute and learned and kudos to him for his openness and willingness to try to communicate these most profound beleifs. I like how he expained about the art of communication and how it evolves and how important it is to Jewish people....I liked that, being a talker myself and how that helps me to grow and to understand others , when I understand myself. I will give a review of these books later. I did learn alot from both and both writers contribute to the cause of promoting good relations with Israel and make good points. My review of this author is harsh, I hold back nothing, hope hes man enough to take it!
4-23-10 PS No more eggshells. This is how I believe, like it or not, I am solidly grounded in my faith. Jesus was born of a virgin, of Jewish parents, in Bethleham, He is a decendent of King David and His father is divinely the Living Hebrew God of Heaven, He was crucified and rose from the dead. Regardless of my love and support of Israel, Israel lives because Jesus LIVES. Jesus ROSE FROM THE DEAD THERE! On this matter, many Jewish people and I shall probably never agree, and yet I still support you in prayer! I hope the Jewish people listen to God this time regarding Jesus; His only son! I hope that doesnt alienate me, no eggshells, not anymore. Like me or hate me, I accept Jesus as Gods only begotten son and my Messiah, MY RIGHTEOUSNESS, because mine, even on my best rescuing, good day is filthy to God. I am not stupid and dont plan on falling for any pseudo-Christs that may or may not present themselves in the future. I wont have to worry about that if I follow scripture. Jesus said over and over again...I TELL YOU THE TRUTH! That is so refreshing to me, I have been lied to so much in life, I find that wonderful.
4-23-10 Life is good when you serve the Living Hebrew God of heaven and I am so in love with Jesus! It's official my family and I are in the animal rescue business. To date we have helped to find homes for over 55 dogs and today we rescued another 4. Yeppers! Four dogs, two beagles and two dutchhounds, were all running around together. With much work we rounded them up and called the number on the colar and found out that they all belonged to the same person. The wind has been fierce here and had somehow allowed the dogs to run free. The most we have ever rescued at one time was three puppies, I am slightly concerned with the potential of a possible 5 stray dogs at once prospect! Whats hilarious is that the owners of the 4 dogs said they actually have two others.....wow....So much work and so little time!!! I cant imagine rescueing 6 dogs at once...can you? Life is great when you are spiritually right with God and man!! My advice is to keep your children from secular schools, they defile you by causing you to listen to secular opinions and that is a very bad thing!! Esp. for kids!!!
4-21-10 I feel cleaner inside now that Ive burned the Yuba College diploma and graduation pictures! I wish I had thought to do that sooner!! Oh well, at least I did it. I am listening to the still small voice of the Holy Spirit now and after the monument I will no longer stand in the way of sinners nor sit anywhere near the seat of the scornful! Meaning attending secular schools....thats the seat of the scornful and the way of sinners! Let them do what they want..dont care...I just want to focus on cleaning my own self and praying for my family and doing good works! Life is getting better now. I found a photo of myself and my family pre-attack when I was searching for Yuba College stuff and I smiled and put it up on my dresser...God is good....life is tough...but without God we would be lost in their web of deceit and sin. I dont want to be like Cain..I want to listen to God! And God only turns away from us when we listen to the world and not to Him, and when He turns from us we sin..God forbid we stop listening to God.
4-20-10 I have said that this generation of men are condemned and that is a very broad statement, true, but it needs some clarifying. Men who have joined the Masons, some say they have been around since the garden of eden, I wouldnt doubt it...satan was there too so it would make sense that Masonhood got it start with him and he was in the garden, and what that statement means is that for all these generations satan has controlled mens hearts and minds via secret societies and brotherhoods of dark magic arts and its these lucky men, and their lucky generation that will pay for the sins of all their fathers. Proof! None but the following. None but our testimonies and the BLOOD OF THE LAMB!
I burned my Yuba College graduation photos and diploma this morning and threw the ashes in the street. As I find more stuff from them I will do the same. Cleaning out my life! I found this most delicious poem I sent to Harold Smith from Deaconess Billings Clinic in Billings ( they changed their name to Billings Clinic...and lost their blessing from God) dated June 30, 2006. I smiled. It brought me much encouragement from God above! That and burning all my nursing papers...I shall continue to burn it as I find it.
" TO THE SONS OF SATAN AND THEIR NOT SO SECRET SOCIETY FROM THE ADOPTED DAUGHTER OF THE KING" by GL/Hope7
" LET US EDUCATE THIS FOOLISH GIRL ,SHE WILL THANK US SOME DAY."
THESE ARROGANT TEACHERS CONSPIRED
"SHE IS EASILY PERSUADED WITH WORDS SO WORDS WE KNOW, WORDS WE'LL USE TO TRICK HER AND MAKE HER WISER IN OUR WAYS "
"IN THE PROCESS LETS HAVE SOME FUN, LETS SEE HOW FAR WE CAN MAKE HER FALL. LET'S MAKE IT A GAME TO CAST SOME BETS, AFTER ALL, SHE IS BEGGING FOR IT. LOOK HOW WEAK HER RELIGION HAS MADE HER."THEY SAID.
AND WHAT A WEB THEY DID WEAVE! USING ALL THEIR HIDDEN,SECRET ,BOYISH SCHEMES THEY DID JUST WHAT THEY HAD SAID THEYW OULD DO AND THEN SAT BACK AND ADMIRED THEIR WORK.
BUT NOW THE STUDENT SPEAKS OUT WITH HER RESPONSE!
"I WAS WEAK AND IN NEED OF A HELPING HAND, A GUIDE, A TEACHER OF TRUTH. UNBEKNOWNST TO THEM THEY WERE WEAKER STILL IN THAT THEY IN ALL THEIR GLORY AND INTELLIGENCE COULD NOT CONTROL THEMSELVES ANYMORE THAN THE POOREST, SIMPLEST MAN. WITH ALL THEIR EDUCATION THEY AHD NO TRUTH IN THEM AND IN THAT ALONE THEY ARE THE WEAKEST OF ALL, EVEN MORE SO THAN I WAS ON MY WEAKEST DAY."
I BETRAYED MY FAMILY, THEY BETRAYED OUR COUNTRY.
I BELIEVED THEM AND TRUSTED THEM, AS I DO WITH ALL PEOPLE, UNLESS I HAVE REASON OTHERWISE. THEY PLOT MURDER AGAINST WOMAN AND CHILDREN. THEY PLOT DEATH TO INNOCENCE AND TO ANYONE NOT CONSIDERED THEIR EQUAL. THEY HAVE LOST THEIR MINDS WITH THEIR HATRED. THEY ARE NOT CAPABLE OF TRUSTING ANYONE BECAUSE OF IT.
I LOOKED TO BETTER MYSELF, TO IMPROVE MY CONDITION, THEY SOUGHT TO HUMILIATE ME AT EVERY CORNOR. THEY TOOK PLEASURE IN WATCHING ME FALL UNDER THEIR SPELLS AND LIES. I WAS STUPID. THEY WERE WITHOUT ANY NOTABLE, USEFUL OR FUITFUL INTELLECT. TEHY HAD THE CAPABILITY TO DO GREAT THINGS AND STOOPED TO LOWER BEHAVIOUR THAN THE MOST LOWEST OF MEN. MEN REVILED BY ALL MANKIND ARE SMARTER THAN THEY.
THEY SAW A CHANCE TO DESTROY. I SAW A CHANCE TO SOAR.
THEY SAW A FOOLISH CHILD. I SAW A WOMAN NEEDING ENCOURAGMENT AND CONFIDENCE AND HOPE.
THEY SAW A CHRISTIAN AND SAID, " THIS IS THE SCOURGE OF OUR COUNTRY". I SAW A WOMAN CAPABLE OF MOVING A COUNTRY TOWARD A BETTER FUTURE.
THEY LOOKED AT ME AND SAID, " LETS SHARE HER AMONGST OUR COLLEGUES SO SHE WILL LEARN WHAT IS IMPORTANT TO A MAN." I SAW A WOMAN WHO COULD HAVE OFFERED THE HIGHEST OF GIFTS TO A AN; TRUE LOVE ON A LEVEL THESE HEATHEN COULD NOT HAVE COMPREHENDED. THEY CHOOSE A LESSER ROAD. I WAS GIVEN NO CHOICE AND YET GOD IN HIS GREAT LOVE SAW ME AND HE CARED MORE THAN AL THESE MEN COMBINED! THEY HAVE ACCULATED WORDLY SOPHISTICATION BUT LACK ONE OUNCE OF CONCERN FOR OTHERS.
BUT IN THE END WHO REALLY IS WISER? AT THE END WHO CAN SAY " I AM STRONGEST". WHO CAN SAY THEY HAVE HARMONY WITH GOD AND WITH MAN? WHO IS SAYING THAT NOW? NOT MY ATTACKERS! NOT MY ENEMY. NOT ANYMORE!
THIS IS MY GIFT. I WILL NOT STOP UNTIL I SEE EVERYONE OF THEM PAY FOR WHAT THEY DID. WHAT DO I HOPE TO ACCOMPLISH? A PUBLIC APOLOGY TO ALL STUDENTS THAT YUBA COLLEGE BETRAYED FOR ALL THE STUDENTS THOSE TEACHERS RAPED IN BODY AND MIND AND SPIRIT. I HOPE TO CLEAN UP A COLLEGE IN CALIFORNIA. WITH WHAT YOU ASK? WITH GOD! IT WILL HAPPEN, IT WILL HAPPEN.
NADA ES IMPOSSIBLE CON DIOS. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD! By GL/Hope 7 www.hope7.highpowersites.com
4-18-10 What a lovely day! Would like to clarify some things:
1) Story in Chicken soup where I wrote 'So this mother comes home and her three children are all hurt in some way by things said or done to them while at school that day and she tells them that its a RED LETTER CELEBRATION DAY! " I loved the attitude of making it work for you no matter what! However, while this mother was a loving mother to take their booboos and make them better, a loving a wise mother would not only do that she would listen to her children and react appropriately. If your three children all tell you something is wrong you must listen! For instance if your whole family didnt like a restauraunt you would keep going there, or a church, or anyplace so to continue to send your precious children into a harmful situation is not being wise, and in my opinion, remove them from that environment, or at min. address the issue with the school. That is what a loving and wise mother would do! Not candy coat it and treat it passively but listen and change the situation and or environment.
2) When I said my children were doing well spiritually that was a mothers prediction based on my prayers for them and faith in Gods word and in the Holy Living God of Heaven. Two of them are not presently showing that but I have faith that one day my prayers will be answered! So I claim it now! I base that on the Word of God and it never fails!!
3) When I said below,"And because of this they condemn themselves, not because of the lifestyle contrary to Godly precepts but because they brutally force their agendas onto innocent people, including children!!!" I clarify it:
When anyone choose a lifestyle contrary to Godly precepts you are sowing spiritual seeds that will reap adverse consequences. By your choice! As far as condemnation goes, we are all under the cloud of condemnation simply by birth and it is accepting Gods only son Jesus that allows us to circumvent that condemnation. Now I am not always right and I am learning as I go, with Gods help, but I think that its the fact that original sin passed down to all of us makes our only hope Jesus Christ, for all people! So it is not desirable but understandable that without Jesus one would live a sinful life, it follows anyway. But once you have been washed in the lamb of God you no longer desire or even can live that life and have a true and honest relationship with God! It is here that what Yuba College/Tim and Paul did to me via hypnosis that spiritual defilement happened causing me to defile my spirit. Causing someone else to sin is much worse than sinning yourself and the punishment is much more severe. While I forgive them they are still answerable to God for causing me to stumble and fall away in my faith! Just some clarification.
Have you ever considered that God said in the OT that he loved one brother and hated another, that he accepted Ables gift but not Cains. Which came first..Gods face turning against someone and then they sin or they sin and Gods face turns away. I beleive ( and Im no scholar!..as you know, and Im learning and change my mind sometimes) I think Gods face turns away and then we sin! That is why I think Jesus said...FATHER WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME? He turned away when Jesus took our sins upon himself...FOR US!! The King of Kings....died so I could be a QUEEN! ( Have you ever considered that God said in the OT that he loved one brother and hated another, that he accepted Ables gift but not Cains. Which came first..Gods face turning against someone and then they sin or they sin and Gods face turns away. I beleive ( and Im no scholar!..as you know, and Im learning and change my mind sometimes) I think Gods face turns away and then we sin! That is why I think Jesus said...FATHER WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME? He turned away SO Jesus could take our sins upon himself...FOR US!! The King of Kings....died so I could be a QUEEN! ( Ok that sounds a bit full of myself but what Im saying is because of this Son of God part Jewish mans sacrafice the face of God can shine on my life...and without Him we all live under condemnation)Think of it! He suffered so I could be pardoned, He satisfied the wrath of God for me, He humbled Himself and served me so I would be qualified to serve God! Isnt that AWESOME!!! Thats my GOD!!!
4-1710 Read the most amazing story in Chicken Soup for the Mothers -Soul yesterday and re-read it today to my family. I will try and share it with them as much as possible and have our own celebration days. The story is about a lady whose mother and grandmother celebrated trials and tribulations because as they taughter her, they build character and make you a better person and its the stone that is weathered that skips the furthest, cool! So this mother comes home and her three children are all hurt in some way by things said or done to them while at school that day and she tells them that its a RED LETTER CELEBRATION DAY! She takes them out to eat and from that day forward they looked forward to days when trials and hardships came their way! Wow what a great way of planting seeds in the hearts of your children to trust in God that even the trials WORK FOR OUR GOOD! Speaking of I took a pipe/firecraker taped with duck tape found in my front yard this morning to the police station just before coming here to type this. But you know I dont have one ounce of fear because I have a home waiting for me in heaven and work to do until that day comes and when it does come....a glorious day when life triumphs over death, satan looses, and eternity with Jesus and my Adopted Father God will begin!!!
4-16-10 I don't mean to sound like a scornful person, and I most certainly don't desire to hurt anyone, its not why I speak out. I speak out to hope to prevent more victims and to let the world know what is happening! They not only hurt me they threatened my two boys lives by telling me to imagine two small graves and said to me " Now you don't want to see those graves filled, now do you". I don't care who they are representing to use schools to do this is a crime! You can call it sensitivity training or social justice or just bullying, which is what it is,if I keep silent they proliferate and grow more vile in their actions. So whether or not you care about me and what was done to me to re-educate me others,including children are suffering at their hands. Pray that God will stop them! I am going to do my best and trust God and thank him! If you have chosen this kind of lifestyle, thats your choice, but I would never have hurt you in this way! Tell you what I think about it but I would have respected your choice and not attack you, because this group does this they hurt your cause! And because of this they condemn themselves, not because of the lifestyle contrary to Godly precepts but because they brutally force their agendas onto innocent people, including children!!!
4-15-10 I feel better when I talk about it! For years I kept silent and would wake up in the middle of the night with tears strolling down my cheeks but I am doing well. I have lost nearly 25 pds, had my hair highlighted and more to my fading natural color, my family is doing well spiritually, my flowers are blooming, my animals are well. Speaking of we rescued another dog and found a nice home for her last night. Potential owners come to me now, knowing I rescue animals. I had her in the front yard and people came up and asked if she was available. I give all my animals away for free with the stipulation that if they are unhappy with them to bring them back to me. Im not afraid anymore. Not of anyone! I trust God only with my attackers and I know, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt He hears me and loves me and He tells me the truth and gives me happiness and peace. Im sorry to talk about this attacks so much but when I do its like a big zit and then I squeeze it and I feel better. Zits pop up once in awhile but God is making me beautiful inside and out and health is coming back to my bones and my spirit.. I only wish I knew for sure what else God wants me to do about this, Ive done all I know to do. God grant us protection of traditional marriage and protection of our children in schools in America and cause the men of this country in high places to reap what they have sown and know that the Living God of heaven is more powerful than their schemes! Amen!
4-15-10 Sometimes its hard to think about what Yuba College/Tim and Paul/those they represent did to me. Id prefer not to think about it but you know I can now without falling apart! They schemed together to destroy me because Im a Christian who knows that homosexuality is a sin and am not afraid to tell them the truth! They set me up to destroy my life on every level, as a wife, as a mother, as a woman, and as a Christian. They set up with delibrate plans to hurt me....hows that for a tolerance movement! They have not one ounce of compassion or tolerance yet they scheme and manipulate society to protray them as victims when the truth is just the opposite!!! They are the perpetrators and perverts of our society! I dont care if it sounds politically correct or not, its the basis of what they are doing! They did hypnosis so they could get into my head and make me think Im one of them...that Im a lesbain, that I am a pervert like them....and to this day I have to overcome what they said to me while under hypnosis! I am getting healthier and stronger and I can stand up to their lies easier and easier! But still there are days that I just cant believe that men would sink that low! Animals are not as low as they are! But I trust in God and He says in the Holy Bible that we will overcome them with our testimonies and the blood of the Lamb, which is Jesus. And I beleive we will! I ask you what does God do to men who condemn the innocent and aquitt the guilty? Let us watch California and see what God does. What could anyone else do but slap their hands, only God is my vengence. I dont have have to do anything but PRAY! And watch!!! PS I am nothing...absolutely nothing like youTim and Paul!
4-10-10 The woman of our church are doing great things and the church is thriving despite, not because of, but inspite of the men who are not walking straight! The woman are collecting clothing for distribution to needy families and food for needy families and reaching out to less fortunate. Our diet class has helped several woman including myself to lose much weight and take better care of our bodies which are temples of the Holy Spirit. I have lost 22 pds, in twelve weeks, and I am working on 25! The God centered study is really helping me, the 1200 cal daily and how it is distributed into 300 cal per meal and 100 cal snacks is working for me! Learning self control is critical and this study is helping me to do that..not that Im there perfectly, and never will be, but this is a much healther place to be.And the increase in exercise too. God is good and answering many prayers and even yesterday answered a big one by not allowing me to hit the divider when I was out driving. A lady walked into class last week very sad looking and when we shared prayer req. broke down and cried. We all lifted her up and shared her burden and she is smiling these days because Jesus gives us a lighter load when others do not! I maintain my advice to those practicing homosexuality that it is a sin and you must stop if you want to live in the light of Gods love. He has set a plan in motion for your salvation but unless you stop living in darkness you will not enjoy it! My prayers for you! And to the men who are masons, shame on you! The Lord continue to rebuke you until Jesus comes or until you give back your rings and take back your vows and serve God only! Just my advice. I am growing in the Lord and happiness feels so good. GL/Hope7
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4-9-10 I know Gods love is beyond human understanding and God can do above and beyond what man can do, we are not to play God but to pray and do our best. I dont want to seem calous, many Christian men are deceived, In my opinion. They cant get past the suckling stage in their faith. They stick mainly with preaching salvation but leave those who have accepted God/Jesus to feed ourselves mostly. The Christian men I see use schemes to get ahead, they use the masons as protection and security instead of the Great and Awesome God of Heaven they choose men. Is it no wonder they think God is a powerless, meally mouthed, wimp when they think He loves Hitler and Akmadidajad. I know Gods ways are above mine,I know His love endures forever and I know that He has the capacity to love beyond reason because He see the begining and the end but I will not buy into condoning sin and contradicting God and His word by telling those sinning that God loves them! That is akin to reinforcing bad behaviour and not what I feel God would have us do. We should help them gently see they are wrong and then show them that God is calling them to repentance and to change their ways.
I am either grossly mistaken or waking up to the truth and the vision of what our Christian men have sunk to I find appalling and worse than my attackers even, borderline satanic.
Rabbi, I hope to God in heaven that God will let me know beyond a shadow of doubt if this is from Him or if I am deceived and they are right. How can one woman, so hated by many, and who makes so many mistakes, make a difference in helping others to turn to God and accept Jesus as Messiah? God help me too. GL/Hope7
4-8-10
Some opposition noted is that the Bible says we are to love our enemies and do good to them. This I agree with! But when that enemy is kidnapping your jet planes and ramming them into skyscrapers or killing Jewish families, imprisoning them, stealing their possessions, raping them, burning them alive and torturing them, then those enemies could care less how much we love them or how good we are to them, understand! At some point you no longer cast pearls before those who dont want them! Pray for them!
Another point made was the Bible says to love our brother....Hitler and Akmadidajad are not my brothers!! They are no brother of any Christian. My brothers are servants of God through Jesus His only son! And even if I disagree with their points of view, I do not hate them!
4-8-10
OK. After asking God to help me with this I have an answer!
First Paul, beloved and endearing Paul, was speaking to Christians in Phillipians when he said that nothing can seperate us from the love of God. That is true, as a Christian, God is with me and with all of us who are His. Paul was calling on us to live alife worthy of the gospel of salvation through the plan of God, which is Jesus His only son, and Paul is not addressing unbelievers!!! Akamadidijab and Hitler are not being addressed in this passage.
God in the Old Testement is the same God in the New Testement. God never changes; therefore God HATES those who are sinning! Because God HATES those who are sinning, none of us have any hope!!!! Because we have all sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.
EXCEPT THROUGH JESUS CHRIST! OUR JEHOVAH NISSI !! He is the WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIFE. AND NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH HIM!!!!
So I am right that God does not love Hitler or Akmadidijad but if they turn away from sin and cry out to God He will hear them then....but not while they are living in sin. I was there once and I can tell you that is the TRUTH!
PEACE AT LAST! GL Carpenter
4-8-10 I need your prayers regarding this topic!
I am reading the book titled, PURSUED, about such a victim and it moves me. I am curious about something that happened in Sunday School and need your prayers.
We are studying a wonderful book Phillipians and the teacher said..he is a fill in teacher...GOD LOVES AKAMDIDAJAD AND HITLER! I pointed to the old testement verses that said the seven things God hates...liars, those who shed innocent blood, etc and said God does not love a mass murderer! I was rebutted with Jesus died for them and God sent Jesus. I agreed with them and added that we should pray for them but I would careful to NEVER say that God loves them!
Then someone said FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD and I too agreed also but I added what they left out...THAT WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH SHALL NOT PERISH...and by their ( Hitler and Akamdidajad's actions) prove that they reject God by not believing and therefore condemn themselves. They can receive forgiveness but God does not love what they are doing and I do not think He loves them either!
I n church last night the pastor reiterated that God loves these monsters! Please I beg you to pray that they will know that yes God loves us all even while we were sinners but sin seperates us from that love until we accept His way of salvation through JESUS, which bridges that gap! Please tell me I did the right thing and please pray for the two men that are wrong that God would open their eyes and if I am wrong to open my eyes. God does love us all! And we must not forget that once we were sinners too BUT God never , ever condones evil and a person is known by what they do , correct? I am struggling with this one because I know that Hitler is not in heaven so how can anyone ever, ever say that GOD LOVES HIM!!! HELP!!!!!!! Maybe I have it wrong, maybe God hates the sin but not the sinner! And if that is true then pray that I will be able to love the sinner but not the sin also!!!
4-3-10 Isaiah 61:10 and Proverbs 2:7-15
4-3-10 PTL! The more I read the truth, the more I speak the truth, the more I hear the truth the happier I feel! And I feel very happy today!
Review of Book, THE BROTHERHOOD,the secret world of the freemasons, by Stephen Knight.4-2-10
I learned about the masons just after I witnessed the murder in California when my husband was approached at his work to join them. My husband stopped attending church soon afterward and was not the same fun-loving, lighthearted man he was before he attended one of their meetings. From what Ive learned about them and from meeting some I can tell you they are criminals, many at the top are satan worshippers and anyone who is fooled into joining them, in my sincere opinion, forfeits their eternal salvation by voluntarily defiling their spirits. Just my uptake! After reading this book I wrote the following poem to encourage men who have refused to join them!
I title this diddy " ODE TO ALL NON-MASONS" Hold your ground and continue to serve God only! It's worth it in the end! Inspired by the 23rd Psalm. Written by Hope7 and dedicated to all NON-MASONS, both past, present, and future!
Because the Lord is my only need; I do not need masons or their favors
Nothing a mason could offer provides me with eternal salvation but all who enter their doors will not enter Gods
To all who glance at this unholy society a stern warning is given; no peace will come of putting your soul in with the likes of this band of blood hounds
Though masons be on every side I will fear no mason for God is not with them
To my left and my right are men without the intellect or the insight to see the spiritual danger of such a criminal society and in the midst of their oppression God gives me a song
Of a day when His gates will open and because I did not join with the unfaithful passage will be granted to me
Written to encourage those who have lost their livelyhoods and worldy possessions and some their very lives when they refused to join the brotherhood of masons and to let them know that God will replace 10 times what was taken when you reach the gates of God.For these men are unknowing satan worshipers and no brother of God or Jesus but their alligence and brotherhood is with satan.If you have joined them STOP! Trust God only and He will direct your lives and help you...eternity is the cost of joining with them. If you have joined them already, repent, give back your ring and take back your pledges and TRUST IN GOD ONLY! You wont be sorry, in the long run.
4-1-10 Im no fool..THERE IS A GOD! He is the Living Hebrew God of heaven ( not leaving out the o in God anymore because I dont think it offends Him) Just finished reading the book, TO LIFE, by Kushner and hope to read his book, WHEN BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE, soon. I am reading about Masons right now...what an evil group of men!
To Life by Kushner as reviewed by GL/Hope7
Splendid book! At first my thoughts after reading all their rules in the first four chapters was, THANK GOD IM NOT JEWISH! I will say that was a first for me! I have always felt a little envious of them, even knowing how much they are hated by the world did not persuade me otherwise. However after reading more, especially chapters 5 onward I must say I have more awe and good thoughts than anything else. I still cant help feeling like they hate Christians though and I cant seem to get past the idea that they have too many rituals and pious building outward works versus a true one on one committment to God. I always cant shake the thought that they seem to have more bonding with each other than with God. Am I weird to think this? They are chosen, they are a unique people, they are the apple of Gods eye, they must be respected, as one would respect the elderly or your older sibling, but not for one minute do I feel, any more, that they are superior or more loved by God than anyone one of us can be if we serve God with all our hearts, minds, souls, and strength. And live a life attempting to be worthy of the sacrafices of Jesus, Gods only son! I found myself shaking my head yes, good job, etc after reading what they think about God and others and how they deal and look at life in general. I give this book a solid and informative 4. Shalom.
3-30-10 PTL! Many answers to prayers! Among them: I had one of the most wonderful days the other day. It doesnt sound like it would be that much fun, I wouldnt have said this would be my perfect day, but it was, it so was! I was dropping off at the public library and noticed a book sale. When I went to the sale I just was in heaven on earth...books, tapes,magazines,periodicals,encycopedias, fiction, non-fiction,religious, you name they had it and all for very low prices. While filling up my bag it was announced that the prices of 1.00 for hard backs and 50 cents for soft back were for 30 minutes suspended, and that it was now just 1 dollar per bag. Well foolks.....thats what I call my perfect day!!!! If youve never watched a poor California girl shop then you havent seen a sight....I think before they even sat down from announcing the sale I had four bags filled..by the time this whole sale was over I had purchased 7-9 bags full. They ended up extending the sale for another 30 minutes and I thought surely God was smiling on me ! After I kept the ones I wanted and then sold the others I made a profit of 170 dollars, after costs, in all!! WOW! Smiling inside and out! My God knows how much something like that makes me happy and boy was I happy!! Life is good, black hearted satanist cant possilbly understand the joys of serving a magnificent, merciful , loving, gentle, and always powerful living God of heaven!! We are seeing the birth pains and Im so glad I belong to God and nothing His enemeis can do will ever rob me from Him!!! Oh they might cause temporary pain but nothing compared to their spiritual pain at what they do with their lives....really how sad for them! Life is full of beauty and wonderment and our God did and does all that for us!! I serve a mighty God and do not fear my attackers....NOT ONE BIT!
3-25-10 Wonderful answers to many prayers for friends and family! Lifting all of you to the Lord this morning. In Christ,
Some wonder why this email address mothersagainstpredators@gmail.com . I witnessed the savage murder and attempted rape of a 17 yo boy when I was a young Christian of 19 years old. My husband and youth pastor where on our way to a Singspiration at the GrassValley Church of the Nazarene and I witnessed him being thrown off a Southern Pacific North bound train. We stayed with him until help arrived. Praying for him! He did not survive it, mercifully! He had no id on him and is only known as John Doe, a young 17 yo mexican boy, brave young man. I too have faced Californias homosexual organization and I can tell you I have looked evil in the face and am still recovering from what they did to me and my family. I am a survivor and yesterday I was reminded and encourage to continue my work to expose the lies this organization tells our kids! Yesterday two young mexican boys pulled up beside me at the public library and asked me what my web site was about! PTL! I told them the whole story and they listened intently and then the boy lifted his thumb up in the air and said, YOUR A FIGHTER! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!...WOW just what I needed to hear! I love the Lord and He is the head of my home and I am a fighter, and will not quit!!!!!
3-24-10 Isaiah 62 esp. verses 11 & 12! PTL! Victory in Jesus!
3-23-10 I love a challenge, dont you? G-d is laughing at Obama and his croonies right now. They think this health care will happen. I put my trust in G-d with unfaltering faith. This is not a challenge to G-d. America does not need Obama. He is using America. I support the law suits by individual states and Impeachment of Obama!
We have had a lovely 80 degree day havent we? Thats what the temp. in the car said anyway! Im wearing shorts for the first time this year. I am glad to say goodbye to the cold winter and welcome the spring. My flower seeds are starting to come up and I look forward to watching the 12 different types of flower seeds we planted in the front yard.
I am so happy to have lost 17 pounds and on my way to losing 20 pounds total. I am enjoying our diet class and will be walking both dogs here in a few minutes so I can meet the exercise for the day. I challenge each of you to email and contact members of the class daily this week so we can encourage and inspire one another. I am sitting here and looking at my bling-bling ring on my pointer finger of my right hand ( a challenge winner for losing 2 pds and exercsing 5 hours in one week) and my 3 charm bracelet ( purchased with Babe bucks for meeting weekly criteria) dangling on my left wrist, all from our diet class! I feel like a Babe!
I so appreciate and love all of you and am holding up your needs to our Awesome and Powerful G-d. His time is best and His timing is perfect! I trust Him over any human being Ive ever met and know that if we continue to uphold -is Word and His Precepts in our own lives that it will reap a bountiful reward! Just like my flowers! Just like diet class. I am reading two good books, both short, but very uplifting, they are: The Twelth Angel by Og Mandino and Lee Strobels book, The Case for Easter. I recommend them to all of you. Dont let the current events of our country cause you to lose faith in G-d, He has not changed, even if Obama says our country has changed...G-D has not, I assure you. He still sits atop His throne and nothing escapes His notice! We must continue to do the right thing and help each other to do the right thing. With much love
3-18-10 Good morning,
I have been reading Psalms 71 and would like to share my favorite verses from that chapter and encourage you to read it for yourself. G-d bless you. What a beautiful day. Foggy here and I told the family not to watch the movie THE FOG today( one of the few scarey movies I will allow in my home, maybe because its about the sins of the fathers past down to the next generations...dont know but I like it, its not too scarey but scarey enough), bet they will.
I am also reading two other books ie THE TWELTH ANGEL and Lee Strobles book, THE CASE FOR EASTER. Both are very stimulating and uplifting. We miss you. We are praying for you and your families as well.
Favorite verses from Psalms 71 are:5,9,14-16 and 19, and last but not least verse 24. Love to you all. G-d is good, life is tough, but I am learning to trust fully in G-d and not in man and that is a wonderful thing! We could all learn to do that more.
3-16-10 Im being WOWED! by G-d in heaven. He is doing some Amazing things and Awesome things for the people who love and serve Him. I am surrounded by so much that my jaw drops with the magnitude of G-ds provisions and His love and mercy. We serve a mighty G-d indeed. I share with you Psalms 60..esp verse 12. G-d bless and keep you and no matter what is happening around us know that where sin abounds grace from G-d abounds even more. We have nothing to fear! G-d is taking care of the situation.
3-15-10 A most excellent book the book by students titled, FREEDOM WRITERS", It was on tv again recently and while on a day trip to the mall yesterday my family and I discussed this book and how wonderful this teacher was and how it made a postive and miracluous difference in the lives of the students in her class. And youll never guess what we witnessed at the mall that day! A young boy in an altercation, maybe 16, if that, with what looked like two gang members. Right there in the mall, broad daylight, a young man looked right at me, blood all over his face and at the moment in the humogus crowd it was 1980 again for me. I immediately ran toward him and saw another woman telling the boys that hit him to leave him alone. I noticed they were following him and thats why he turned around and thats why I say his face and thats why I ran to him! Who would have guessed right here in America, at a mall, of all places we would witness this horror! What a horrible world kids live in today! They cant even enjoy the mall for goodness sakes. I went to the boy and told him I would do what I could to help him and protect him. Me, protect him from gangs...no wonder he didnt listen to me. His nose was broken, well misplaced and swollen, blood spattered all along his face and on the side of his face. I think he has a broken bone in his cheek maybe a concusion. I dont know what he was hit with but I heard a crack or a chair fall to the ground, whatever it was, it was loud! When a policeman came he roughed him up too. I yelled at the police to stop it that he was a victim and hurt and that it wasnt his fault and stood between them. The policeman stopped then. He actually took his arm and bent it behind him and was shoving him up against a wall before he even knew what had happened! Do they men think!!!!!!Hello....here! I stayed until several more police showed up. But later that night while trying to sleep the images kept coming to my mind. The face of that young man. For that moment he was son!!! My enemies might have destroyed my family and my reputation in my home town they only gave me thousand and thousand of sons!!!!!! Every son that is hurt is my son! I will not be silent and cowardly like these men!!!! I stayed awhile and then left after several more police showed up but you I should have stayed and went with him to the hospital because I dont think these police gave a hoot about his medical care and Im sure that dont care about him or his injuries or stopping the bad guys. Not one policeman ran after the two that did it! That I witnessed anyway. I stood there10 minutes and no one offered this boy to sit down and evaluate his medical status. As I lay awake last night I considered his outcome and prayed for him. And without realzing it I was rocking back and forth with folded hands and I was once again crouched over the young mexican boy killed by a homosexual man in California. You see doctors I am still suffering from PTSD...and you and your minions Tim and Paul are in the same boat as these attackers.
G-d is my vengence and I have peace that He hears my prayers and will answer and listen to my petitions. Freedom Writer....thats what I am...and I will do all I can to hold the hands of the next victim of this generation of men and tell them. G-d loves you and He will heal you and He will restore what has been taken from you. That you are not like these bad men and you can make a positive change in your life and in the lives of others by speaking out and not choosing their lifestyle! Praise G-d in heaven from whom all blessing flow!!!
3-13-12 I am asking the Lord for these two things: To protect traditional marriage from those who would do as the mother who killed her baby did by stealing anothers in the Bible. They are attempting to destroy traditional marriage as Americas model of the family by trying to replace it with what they dont have...G-d in their lives. Like Solomon the truth wins out! And secondly that G-d will not allow the satanic Nazi doctors to change America into Nazi Germany by turning our system into a socialized medicine and one step closer to occupied Germany. The doctors will know that their false G-d that worships money is false and that the only G-d is the Living Hebrew G-d of heaven! This will not only show the men who attack woman and children to take advantage of them and bully them are the worse cloth of all men, next to perverts, are cowardly in every way possible. What kind of men do we produce here in America if they attack woman and children...no real man does such cowardly behaviour. And truely G-d fearing men do not sin against the Holy Spirit by doing hynosis on students in schools.
PTL!Exoneration and Happiness feel so good.
3-12-10 PTL! Woke up before alarm went off and decided to spend this time with the Lord , in prayer, and Bible reading.Opened up to Psalms 109 and read the verses I had circled and dated and that made me want to keep reading. I read all of 109, then 139, then 140! PTL! What can I say but PTL! He has done for me what men could not and would not do!!!!! He has saved me in every way from the practiontioners of satan in N. California. What a day!
3-10-10 I share this story to encourage you and bless you in Jesus. I titled it appropriately " My Beloved Jehovah-Jireh" by GL
G-d reminded me of His wonderful provisions in the wee hours of the morning, once again! I woke up happy and smiling...Happiness feels so good!
I moved my family out of occupied California in the year 2001 and as refugees we transplanted in another place and for a time we enjoyed relief from my enemies in California! One of the few things I missed about California was my loved ones and our adopted mother and grandmother Millie was one of the people we missed most. When we left California she had been diagnosed with Acute Lymphocytic Lymphoma and was undergoing chemo. therapy and managing fair.
One day I got the dreaded call that she had been readmitted into the hospital and was not doing well and had asked that her chem. be stopped knowing that death would be eminent. I was told that if we wanted to see her we must come back now. Having no preparation and only 300 dollars put aside for my rent I packed to go back right away. I put together some small other money but had a skelton budget. I asked G-d to help me to get there and back and then to help me pay my rent when I got home. I didnt want to accept that this would be the last time I would see our adored Millie and the whole way the words that were told me rang in my ear and stung my heart," Dont tell the kids that Millie is dying she doesnt want them to be sad but be happy".
When we arrived at the large hospital across the street from Sutter's Fort we went to her room immediately. I had borrowed the churches digital camera and decided to be sure and capture these moments for my family. There she sat with her beany cap , so frail, smiling and inviting. I wanted to cry and say " Dont go!, stay!" but I knew that it was her wish to go to heaven and not suffer anymore. My children embraced her and the time we spent with her is a treasure. I used the expensive camera to get some video of her talking to us and many photo's too. But when my daughter asked me if she could come and stay a month in the summer with grandma I nearly broke out into tears. I looked at Millie and then at her and then said, ' Sure , that would be great ". Millie shared with us that the man and children we met in the elevator were the family of the lady next to her and that she was expected to die at any time. With so much death around us yet we rejoiced in the Lord and I could tell she was glad we had come and she was obviously ready to go to be with Jesus and her beloved husband Les. What a humble and awesome emotional day we had together. Together for our last ime. It was hard to leave her that day.
It was Easter week-end and I called my sons and invited them to our old church,Trinity Life, on Hillsdale and Madison for Easter services the next day. We all met there and what a service it was indeed! I have yet to be disappointed by this churches special services. They pull out all the stops and really do G-d proud on special occassions and this serive was exceptionally marvelous! Again we video taped it! The play with the large 15 foot stone and the cave with the light that blazed through the cracks between the stone and cave when Jesus was resurrected. But just when I thought it had reached its apex the side doors to the church opened and a man wearing a white robe and riding a white horse entered. When He raised his sword and sparks shot out from the tip my heart lept in my chest! Wow! The King of King and Lord of Lords is coming back and He has overcome the world!
We visted more family and friends and then went back home from our two day visit but not before seeing Millie one last time. On the long drive back home funds were running low and when I reached Winnemucca Nevada I was exhausted and looked for a dark, safe place to pull over and sleep inorder to save money and be sure I could still get us home. But after trying three to four spots gave up and rented a cheap hotel room. The next morning I went to the Connoco gas station and while standing in a long line noticed a slot machine that said, Lucky 7's. I said why not and put in a quarter and as soon as I pulled the lever it began to twirl and soon the light on top was turning and a horn like squel was blaring. I looked to see what the noise was when the person next to me said " You won the jack-pot!". I couldnt believe it. I won 300 dollars! Just enough to help pay my rent when I got back home! Now I dont support gambling,per se, but Wow!
When we got home a few days passed and then we got the dreaded news that Millie had passed. It was devastating! We couldnt go back for the funeral so I did the next best thing I had a plaque made for her and had it put in the Riverside Cemetary. When I went to pick it up the man had neglected to put her date of death. I noticed it right away and started to say something. But stopped and said to myself what would Millie do and the answer was she would accept it graciously. He must have seen my face and said,"Is there something wrong?'. I politely said " No, its perfect!" Because Millie isnt dead to me, shes alive in heaven and her spirit is well. I got the idea to send copies of the video and put the pictures on cd for her two children and when I did G-d confirmed it. Here were photos and video of Millie and then video and photos of Easter and Jesus and the empty tomb! A forever reminder that our Millie is alive and well because of Jesus! I shall never forget this story about how G-d provided for us here but how He even provides for us in eternity! Our G-d gloriously reigns. He reigns over sin, death, and life. He reigns over the good and the evil and good triumphs in the end EVERY SINGLE TIME BECAUSE OF JESUS!
I donate this story to the satanic doctors in N. California as a gift from one who loves G-d and stood up to your evil minions Tim May and Paul Badaracco! You know who you are and so do the authorities, but you dont need to worry about them...ITS G-D YOU NEED TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT!
3-9-10 Sharing a word of the Lord with you today! Our G-d is splendid and beyond superior! PSALMS 66! He has answered my prayer!
3-9-10 It is well with my soul!
I had originally put the word sexual between violent and crimes in the monument for John Doe, because that is what it was a violent sexual crime, then due to having difficulty finding a place for it to be set took it out in the hopes that it would be more acceptable and easier to place. I am moved to put it back and have done so. I dont care if people are uncomfortable with the topic of predator sexual crimes because they need to hear it and that is how we shame those who do it and how we stop those on the verge , by speaking the truth of what these criminals are doing we pay respect to the victim and point out the crime and thereby stop the perpetuation of these crimes by speaking out vs previous silence about them! So it stays in!!!
3-4-10 I am renewing my mind with truth.
"Choice,not circumstance,determines your success" by Frank Vizzare
I choose G-d!
Choosing to sin causes your lifestyle, not genetics,by practicing to do right,accepting G-d and the Bible you reap good rewards!His promises are real!!Not Mr. Dahls group, not the lying teachers.
AND PSSST BOYS OF SATAN...I AM NOT ALONE, NOR AM I UNLOVED! YOU WILL FIND THIS OUT IN DUE TIME.
3-3-10 Good Morning! Have you seen the Hubble photos of what they call " The Sombrero Galaxy"? It jazzed me because John Doe is Mexican and it was like he was celebrating the monument! Like a FIESTA IN HEAVEN!!!
Anyway, The only way to dispell lies is to the speak the truth. Here are lies the enemy of G-d tells about me. Those who believe the lies are my enemies,those who, despite whatever believe the truth are my friends.
LIES:
1. That I hate men.
2. That Im homophobic. Because I have the guts to say its a sin and stand by it.
3.That Im a slut /whore/prostitute and therefore my words are slippery and Ill entrap you into hell if you listen to me.
4. That Im after every womans husbands and boyfriends.
5. That I serve satan. That the devil is in me.
6. That I cheated on Terry. And therefore an adultress.
7. That Im a hater of homosexuals and a bigot.
TRUTH:
1. I love men. I just hate only men who do hypnosis and are liars but more than anything I hate cowardly men...no use for them on earth or in heaven and luckily I wont have to see them in heaven, according to Revelations anyway..
2. G-d didnt invent homosexuality...man did!. So I have nothing to fear since I dont fear anyone or anything but G-d.
3. Whether you listen or not, thats your problem, Ive said the truth, and sometimes the truth hurts.I have clean hands and heart,thanks only to Jesus!
4. I dont want them! Men let you down but G-d never,ever,ever lets me down! I miss sex but I love my quiet,peaceful,simple life and after 12 years of celibacy I have a true love and understanding of the joys of singlehood that Paul of the Bible speaks about. No man I've ever met lived up to my expectations and in my heart G-d removes the pain of their dissappointment and replaces it with His lifegiving words....I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU! So be quiet..I dont want your men!!!Now, Im not afraid to open my front door for fear I will catch my boyfriend with another lover. I go home and open my door knowing G-d is with me, I leave my house knowing G-d goes with me. I no longer live in fear of contracting an STD from one of my boyfriends or having one of my enemies yell at me or threaten me...now I see them as satans attempts to lie and distort the truth. Living a truth life far outweighs the consequenes of a life of lies.You have to let go and let G-d. The many times I reached out to G-d ,with my right hand,in those 10 years I always did so while I hung onto my way of life with my left hand. It wasnt until I let go of the life Tim and Paul introduced me into that LIFE CAME BACK TO ME...When I let go....G-d was there welcoming me back. Is He calling you home too? I hope so!
5. Wrong again!I am a daughter of the King of the Jews by virtue of adoption ,making me a joint heir to the Kingdom of Jehovah G-d. I serve G-d only. I make mistakes, alot of them, Im human. I love G-d in heaven only.
6.I never cheated on Terry.But I became an adultress the minute I divorced him.I answer to G-d for that one! I think I was a very kind and loving wife. I listened to my attackers and sinned against G-d only! After they attacked me, repeatedly, I submitted to them. After that I sinned and lived in sin and pig waller for 10 years! Then in 1998 G-d called me home! I had tried to get back to serving G-d many times in that 10 years but it wasnt until G-d allowed me to come back to Him that I was saved!He never left me...I left G-d, after my attackers did hypnosis on me!!!
I recall a dream G-d gave to me that He has blessed me and that He will repay my attackers 100 x's what they did to me and that He would replace what was taken from me 10x's over! I trust G-d! I relish the thought! That satan is cast into hell for 1000 years exactly 100 x's the 10 years they took me from my service to G-d and family before he is cast into hell for eternity!! My G-d rocks!!!!
7. I do not hate homosexuals, they are just people living in waller and how can I hate them, when I have sinned against G-d myself. But I hate what homosexuaity does to them....they hurt people and themselves when they embrace that lifestyle.
And to the man G. Scarmon brought into Lincoln one day to shake my hand.....and the others who over the years came to shake my hands and who even now come to shake my hand...I can bless you to fulfil G-ds word but I assure you it wont stay because of unworthiness!Do you remember I said to the both of you that before I could shake his hand that I had to wash my hands first? Well my hands are clean, yours and his and your lot of mobsare not! No blessing ever stays with an unworthy person!!! Only those who are deemed worthy by G-d...not by me or my handshake. George...do you ever wonder why I dont ask G-d to punish Lincoln? I figure you and your viperous brood,YOU SNAKE OF THE YEAR, are enough punishment for one town!Same for Colusa and Salt Lake City, all perverse! G-d already has your punishment in mind, no need to ask Him for that!
WOW! Victory in Jesus. Truth always trumps lies!! G-d in heaven always wins in the end!!! Always and Always!
2-28-10 Imagine a monument dedicated in the name of John Doe that reads:
THIS MONUMENT IS DEDICATED TO ALL VICTIMS OF VIOLENT SEXUAL CRIMES. IT IS DEDICATED TO THE BRAVE MEMORY OF JOHN DOE WHO DIED FEB. 6, 1980 IN N. CALIFORNIA AT THE HANDS OF A PRACTICING HOMOSEXUAL ATTEMPTING TO RAPE HIM. IT IS A REMINDER THAT NO VICTIM IS EVER FORGOTTEN. AMERICA, AS A CHRISTIAN SOCIETY, MUST PROTECT ALL PEOPLE WITHIN HER BORDERS, REGARDLESS, AND NO PERSON DESERVES MORE PROTECTION THAN THE NEXT. JOHN DOE WAS ONLY 17 YO. AND HE WAS BRAVE AND COURAGEOUS AND HE DIED ADMIRABLY AND WITH HONOR. HIS VOICE, DESPITE CALIFORNIA RESISTENCE, STILL CRYS OUT FOR JUSTICE AGAINST PERVERSIONS AND DEMANDS THAT WE STAND UP BRAVELY TOO. HE INSPIRES US TO STAND UP AND FACE EVIL WITHOUT FEAR. WE WILL NOT FORGET HIM OR ANY VICTIM WHO HAS SUFFERED AT THE HANDS OF DEVIANT CRIMINALS. REST IN PEACE AND WITH HONOR MY BROTHER.
2-24-10 I made the right decision.No regrets! I am still standing!! PTL!Please do not think that I do not know my faults, I do quite well. I just choose to not let them stop me from doing what is right!I know that I am not as gentle as G-d would have me be, I know that at times I have not acted as kind as I could have but if I focused on my faults I woulld not get to see the Great and Mighty things that G-d can do!!!So instead of looking inward, while I do hold my head down in reverence to G-ds majesty, I look up to heaven where my help comes from!
2-23-10 My family and I are going through beauty treatments and for Valentines day we got womanly fake nails! So Im sorry for type'os but the feeling of being beautiful is so feminine and luxurious that I'd risk a type-o for feeling pretty! But no beauty treatments compare to the inward beautyone gets from serving the one and only Living Hebrew G-d of heaven and standing against evil men in high places!
2-21-10 I would like to clarify something. The abomination of Revelations that causes desolation is not homosexuality, its not even cowardly men, it evil men who serve satan and use hypnosis to hurt students and those who oppose homosexuality and those who adhere to G-dly precepts. I dont care who they are, its wrong and its the reason Calif, is suffering so horribly. Just thought it needed clarifying.
After reafing , "In Defense of Israel" by John Hagee I have much to say, both pro and con about this book. At the end I too shouted "Israel Lives" but I added on and shouted out " Israel Lives because JESUS LIVES!!" "Israel Lives because JESUS LIVES"," Israel Lives because JESUS LIVES!" over and over again! Amen. If it werent for Jesus, noone, not even Israel would survive the days ahead! THANK YOU JESUS!
I do not fear Jews, I fear G-d only! I do not bless Israel for favors from G-d, or to look good, or to impress Jews. I do it because I love G-d and He said to do it! I do not care what they think my motives are or or not! That is my testimony! I will not change it for Jews , whether they serve G-d or not. G-d bless Israel. He did when He gave His only son Jesus to die for her and for us!
2-19-10 Happiness feels so good!
2-19-10 I have said this generation of men are condemned and do you want to know why I would say this...loving men the way I do, with my whole heart! Do you want to know why this generation of men are cursed above all other generations? Read my story, and then know that the men of G-d looked away and did nothing to stop those who attacked me, and others, via Yuba College professors and campus police! Instead they were silent and let woman and children be attacked in their own towns, by professional bullies. And then lacking any you-know-whats allowed evil to happen and were to afraid to stand against them for fear it would happen to them! Because of this generations cowardice, their sons are feminine! Because these men dont have male parts ie dont use them to fight evil or stand up for justice for those who have been wronged then their own sons are cuttting off their manhoods too and becoming real woman like their fathers! Thats why this generation is so cursed! The ten cities I have asked G-d to punish for this most heinous crime against humanity are..Live Oak, Yuba City, Marysville, Sacramento, Auburn, Cody, San Francisco,Woodland,Rocklin,Gridley. Just maybe G-d will have mercy if the men of these towns stopped this hypnosis and attack on students in schools and got rid of the teachers doing such things and then maybe G-d will heal this land of it's abomination! Maybe. Lets us pray it will be so.
2-17-10 Hallelujah! Glory to G-d in heaven! So many wonderful answers to prayer lately!Now I know some will say it's coincidence others will say I'm being naive but the most amazing thing just happened and you are the second Im sharing it with today! I am not bragging Im just sharing with you, I donated some of my tithes to ' Save Jerusalem" in the name of my eldest son and he just told me that he was in a hit-n-run car accident and is not hurt!
He had a truck hit him while he was stopped at a light. It was pouring rain and the truck never even put on its brakes! He is only sore!!! That is how our G-d works! Now I have served G-d and bad people have done bad things to me so just giving tithes is not why I think my son was safe. I think its because all I have in life are my children and G-d loves them and me and watches over us! And He NEVER EVER goes back on His word ( my attackers do...satan does, their god...but not our G-d)...the Word of our G-d says if we bless Israel He blesses us. He just blessed me and I had to share it with you !!!!
2-15-10 Happy Valentines Day! G-d is doing wonderful things in my life and my childrens lives. I serve a mighty G-d! The mightiest! I would rather be abused and spit upon and belong to G-d than be a whore or wife of a satanist or worst a mason!
G-d is with me...I fear nothing!!! He is answering my prayers as I write this down today! And lives are being released from the underworld of homosexuality...Hallelujah! It's about time!!!
1-17-09 My statement of faith regarding Jesus as the cornerstone, rejected by His own people, and the Rock of my Salvation.
As with G-ds word it has so much more depth and symbology and meanings than any of us could understand. While it may also refer as you have said I believe it refers to Jesus, the only begotten son of the Living Hebrew G-d of heaven,( Im using the dash now instead of the astrik..its better I think too). Jesus is the rejected one. The builders are those who rejected Him. The builders I dont think could be unG*dly so that lets out the world viewers or naturalists, its already assumed they will reject G*d and therefore the Rock of G-d was rejected by His own builders, His own people. I think Jesus is the Rock not only because I beleive He is the Messiah, and so much more, but because of the reference in the OT where the donkey and the cart stop at the rock. And also in the desert when Moses struck the Rock...Jesus was also struck, wasnt He? Everything OT and NT points to Jesus, everything!
I know Im the most popular blogger here , not just here but in my own Christian arena, thats a joke, ofcourse, but I see Jesus as an extention of G-d Himself. Im not learned to explain the trinity but I can understand the concept of a ruler or king giving His righthand man His signature ring, which gives Him equal power with the King and is for all purposes the very voice and representative of the King. In this instance Jesus was for us G-d come to us in the flesh. Jesus is the ring bearer of Jehovah G-d. So when I worship Jesus I worship the Living Hebrew G-d of heaven also. Now if you didnt like me before you have more foder to use because I will never change my faith in regards to Jesus as not only the son of G-d, the Rock of all ages, He is for all puposes in my spiritual life and overshadowing my physical life my Saviour, My King. Without His sacrifice, His obedience, His righteousness, I would not be allowed into the kingdom of heaven.I owe Him my all and all for that!
1-26-10 In an effort to be softer and more gentle I would like to replace the word Idiotic with what is means to put any children into public schools ie its nothing short of murdering our own child spiritually, and some when they buy the schools lies physically via aids or promiscuous lifestyles that render them in physical harms way! G*d says to protect your hearts and minds above all ELSE! So there is no way He is going to let us parents off the hook when we put our children into public schools! Read what they did to me...Read what they do to others....then conside that you are murdering your children if you put them into public schools. I wont do it again! By G*ds mercy only,mine will be saved!
1-25-10 PTL! We must be making progress in heaven or on earth! The Lord is good! Another reason it is nothing short of idiotic to put our kids in public schools can be read at http://www.onenewsnow.com/Legal/Default.aspx?id=866234
Someone recently was quite offended that I do not support public schools. I have NO regrets! I did the right thing.
1-14-10
Many years ago, near the time we witnesseed the murder my husband and I , along with our youth pastor ( same youth pastor as witnessed the tragedy with us), took a trip to Washington state to see our beloved pastor who had moved there a few years before. We had heard that one of my husbands old school chums, who happened to live in that area as well, had accepted Jesus as Saviour and he had invited us to dinner as well. We were a very modest family and they were even more modest than we were and we were so humbled by their kindness. We had been through so much that the joy of our salvation was waning and we so needed this inspiring couple. He told us that he had been without work for sometime and that he and another former co-worker were out looking for work on a daily basis without any prospects. He had been witnessing to his friend and said they should pray and ask God to help them find work and shared the verse about G*d supplying all our needs according to His riches in glory. The unsaved friend said to him, " What do you expect G*d to drop a job out of the sky?". Our friend replied, "Well He could!" Shortly thereafter they got a call from a man who said hed pay them 50 dollars each to shovel snow from his roof. They both looked at one another and said, "OUT OF THE SKY!". Once they finished shoveling his roof they went door to door shoveling snow and made a small fortune Im told. Isnt our G*d wonderful! Keep lifing up Jesus and He draws all men to G*d.
1-7-09 Happy Day!
Now you know I am a born again Christian and have been serving G*d sense 1998. It has been difficult at times but G*d has been so good to me and my family. Here is a dream I had recently and want to share it with you. You might not enjoy it but it is an expression of my concerns adn my hopes and my peace. After this dream I felt as if I had been under water and was released to the surface to breath the fresh air and warm sky and sun. Peace.
I had a dream the other day and it explains why Christians are unable to stop this barage of worldy evil that is moving so rampid through America, as effectively as they should be!They are getting fitter but need much more work.We are making progress but we should never have been in this horrendous state of moral decay to begin with so its an uphill battel from here on out but one that with G*d we will win! Here is my dream.
I was running a long and treacherous relay race, exhausted, I had been through hell itself to pass the baton on to my fellow Christians. I ran and ran upon arriving I looked horrible. But when I saw the Christian man I was to hand this testimony too I cried. He wore the jersey of a runner and had Christian written on his chest but he was three hundred pounds, and wheezing, unable to hold even a baton in his hand.His spiritual condition was so weak he was of no use, I broke down and cried some more! Then on my right a man in jogging uniform, physically fit and healthy and spritually fit and ready to go ran up to me and said, " Ive been waiting for you a very long time". I broke down even more but with tears of joy and said, " Youve been waiting for me?". I just wailed with joy and exhaustion. I handed him my testimony and I knew that this is what G*d planned all along. I feel Christianity has become spritually weak due to over indulgence in worldly issues, they are almost indistinguishable from non-Christians in so many ways, they are spiritually weak from not worshiping G*d only and this runner was a model of what has happened to Christianity over time. It did not have the strength to even hold a baton. We, Christians, have become more and more ineffective because of cowardess in the face of adversity. Christianity is at a crossroads, I think, that if it doesnt begin to follow the Bible and worship G*d more heartfelt it will lose this race all together, how sad that will be. He fit man was so happy and he took the baton and sprinted away. He was spiritually healthy.
The pearl to this story is that it doesnt need to be that way, Christianity can win this race too but not until its leaders lose their love of lust and money and power and greed and worship G*d alone and stand up against the great worldy evils, without fear, and trusting only in G*d. The runner that was fit....had the name Jewish on his Jersey.A JEWISH MAN! You see many of them have been in training and are worshiping G*d and now His only son too, Jesus, which completes their training and they are and have been physically fit and spiritually ready for this day!!! PTL! Just my heartfelt dream. I woke up in peace.I believe the Jewish man is JESUS!
12-09 We got our White Christmas! What a nice day the Lord has given to -me and my family.
Heartbreaking that these adults would open the gate to homosexuality via adoption!
If one of these homosexual adults where my child Id get a box of tissues and cry myself to sleep!
Here is a video I recommend watching, below is my review of it. May Isreal esp Jews who have embraced Jesus as Messiah come to the aid of those who are being lead away by homosexual activists.
Its Not Gay: The video starts out with one x-homosexual man and he says after a bit of intro...I wish I could go back to when I was a young boy before I grew up way to fast. You can see his true heartbreak as he tells of how an older homosexual man got him to go out on the town and ended up in a homosexual bar and all the while he is saying this looks like a fun place and has cool light show and everyone looks like their having a good time never suspecting hed be seduced later that night. He goes to tell the good points and bad points of this life and religion is never mentioned in the whole video I dont think only their experiences. He says that until he was in his twenties he was the one persued but when he became old he became the agressor and he is so open and honest. This leads into more explanation of what exactly goes on in the homosexual lifestyle and how predator men happen and how easy it is to become their prey. He ends by telling again that he wished he could go back to the innocent young boy he used to be and do it all over a different way and make better decisions. Shows pictures of him when he was this adorable young completely innocent child and you think if he only knew what was ahead for him...how very sad. He talks about how at first the idea of the partner not getting preg. and not having to deal with abortions and all that is great and then he looks sad when he says how he missed out on girls and dating and finding a woman, marriage, family and children. The picture that is painted is quite a different story than most hear about from homosexual activists encouraring youth to come out of the closet. It's one of tragedy, seduction, being sexually used and the whirlwind of shallow experiences and the diseases and the deaths of friends. The old homosexual men left sitting at homosexual bars who are no longer desirable, lonely, and bitter.
Several other people tell their stories too and some medical data on actual cases that will shock you. Ends with first guy telling you that he has aids and then you realize why he wished he could go back to that innocent young boy again.
I recommend getting it because its in no way is preachy or over the top. Just a quick honest view into a world few of us seldom see or understand.
end of review of this film by Hope7
So I say, what could be more heartbreaking than to put a child into this environment? Cancer, Aids, what have they to look forward too? Heartache and pain , only a spiritually dead person would put a child into this lifestyle!It is the end times!
12-23-09 Merry Christmas! I am praying for you and will light a candle right now asking G*d to give you victory over dark powers in N. California, my home state and the area they attacked me. I ask G*d to see what they did to me ( www.hope7.highpowersites.com ) and to keep these powerful evil men from hurting anymore people or families via the school system and legal avenues and to give traditional marriage protection today and forever. To G*d alone be the Glory!
The Lord grant you exceeding wisdom over your adversaries in N. California and open up His storehouse of grace and mercy and shower all those Jew and non-Jewish who are fighting the good fight for what is right inorder to protect traditional marriage and protect what is Holy and Blessed! The Lord grant you your hearts desires in regards to a constitutional amendment for one man and one woman and give you astonding control and vision so that all that you do and say and present before the esteemed in court be impressed and find no fault in your presentation ( even if my presentation of my testimony was lacking and imperfect) I ask G*d to help yours to not be! AMEN and AMEN!
12-23-09 As you well know I am quite popular with mainstream America..haha. I most certainly am not but I like who I am, I like that I am standing against evil in our country. No Im not perfect either but G*d is perfect. I trust HIm.
We are working on finding homes for dogs numbered 19 & 20 right now. I thin anyway. I have not kept as good a count as I could have. Update on the our dog ministry. We are loving being foster parents to lost and runaway dogs:
Cody-black and white heeler/sheep dog found a home and while I heard he was having a rough time I havent heard any more so I assume he is doing well.
Black lab puppy we named Layla- went to a lovely elderly couple who have lots of acreage and I feel very good about this placement.
We rescued a dog from the kennel and he is so wonderful, Id keep him if I could. We are working on him a home today. We named him Patches.
Found a big white dog yesterday we call MO running down the middle of the street. No colar on. W e have to wait three days to see if owners claim her. We are so hoping to get her back to her owners soon.
Merry Christmas! We are trusting in G*d and He is wonderful! We pray for all of you and we challenge you to the following:
We are memorizing Psalms 23 and challenge you to do the same with that one or another Psalms! We are on verse 4 currently.
We challenge you to read Jere. 10 and to put up a nice and beautiful Nativity Scene instead of a Christmas tree next year! You wont be sorry. Our little Nativity has the most beautiful table and linens and the gifts under have never been so beautiful and seem to point to the real reason for Christmas, GODS GIFT to all of us. Love you all from our family to yours, and Riley, Sweetie, Jasmine....and the two we are currently fostering temporarily. G*d bless you all!
12-19-09 I would like to make some pronouncements followed by some retractions.
I would like to hereby and from this day forward give my testimony and writings to JewforJesus or any Jewish organization that is supportive of Christianity and Jesus! They may do with these stories and my testimony as the Lord G*d Almighty directs them. I proclaim my desires to be that America have a Constitutional Amendment defining marriage as for one man and for one woman only. I proclaim my desires to allow my testimony of what was done to me for my faith in Jesus, the Lamb of G*d, and my testimony against satanic beliefs, including homosexuality and Masons, Mormonism, and secret societies associated with the pubic Education system in America to be given to the people of my Saviour Jesus, the Jewish people of faith inorder to tear down strong holds and powers of darkness in high places. I proclaim that the medical field announce the truth of their medical findings that children are not born in any way homosexual and show evidence to support this fact along with the evidence to support that homosexuality is a destructive lifestyle choice, while anyone can choose it they can also unchoose it, and it is not a healthy choice in any way shape and manner.
I would like to retract my request that Alliance Defense Fund/Alan Sears tell my story/testimony. While this organization appears to do some good for the cause they did not offer me any help and have strong ties with those who support what was done to me for my testimony. I have given this organization ample time to help me or to offer condolences or just to state they will do what they can to investigate this crime against me initiated by the homosexual movment in California and they have proven themselves to be unworthy of my testimony and gift and therefore I do not want them to tell my story in any way shape or form, nor give any profits from my story to Stephen Bennett Ministries, Stephen needs our prayers and constant support, but he did not continue his ministry when the going got rough and therefore is also unworthy of any monetary gain from my story as well. These men and organizations are doing some good and I do not want to discourage them from continueing to do so they are just not the right people to help me to help stop these men and they are too much of the worlds likings to be of any value to faith stories, since they do not put any stock in them and that means they do not respect them or me and I find that the reason I retract my desire for them to have them.
If the JFJ group or other Jewish groups do not want to tell what was done to me then I will respect that this answer if from my Saviour Jesus, whom I trust above all men, and know that I have done the most I could do with my testimony and trust G*d with the rest. If they want to tell my story in the future there are plenty of doctors at Cody Clinic/Ralph Robinson and Terry Wood RN that will verify that Dr. England used a vile of botox that he stated he used on another patient to inject me with tainted botox, should my health deteriorate due to this action, you will know who is to blame for it. I love G*d in heaven and He has blessed me and loved me and offered me his forgiveness and eternal life and I accept it and reject Tim May and Paul Badaracco and the group these men represent. The teachers I have mentioned are guilty and the men I have mentioned are 99% guilty and the rest are aware of what happened to me. For what they are doing to silence people a condemnation has been put upon this country and the only way to overcome evil is with good and that is to tell the world that Jesus is the Messiah and that what California is doing in public schools is a crime, if not punishable here by corrupted men, even better, because it will be punishable for all eternity! And that is my gift from G*d! In order to stop them we must tell of the hypnosis and the schemes and tell my story inorder to save those trapped by their satanic schemes. I put my trust in G*d to do that since I am just a Christian woman and not nearly as connected as these men are and have no power, except my faith in G*d, so any victories will be given to the GLORY OF G*D, and not me or the JFJ or Jewish people either. But the shame of the lack of faith in those I reached out to for help will never leave them!Ever.
12-12-09
When I was 19 and a Christian woman I witnessed the horrific murder of a 17 yo hispanic boy when he was thrown from a moving train. I learned from the Yuba City, California Appeal Democrat newspaper dated Feb. 7, 1980 , the next day , that the man Mr. Frye was attempting to rape the boy and when he refused Mr. Frye killed him. I have spoken out about this murder, written a book, have a web site hope7.highpowersites.com and tell of what California did to me to shut me up! I know in my heart we are in the last days and I know that the unforgiveable sin is not homosexuality, but hypnosis on students in schools to control them. I will not stop telling my story until Jesus comes and brings me home. G*d bless Israel today and forever. Hope7/GL
12-12-09 Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah!
I finally found the verses I knew I had read about Christmas trees and now I know in my heart I have done the right thing!Please tell others...G*d specifically stated, long before Christmas trees existed that this is WRONG! Jeremiah 10!
http://christmascondemned.blogspot.com/2009/12/jeremiah-10-condemns-christmas-trees.html
Jeremiah 10
1 Hear the word which the LORD speaks to you, O house of Israel.
2 Thus says the LORD:
“ Do not learn the way of the Gentiles;
Do not be dismayed at the signs of heaven,
For the Gentiles are dismayed at them.
3 For the customs of the peoples are futile;
For one cuts a tree from the forest,
The work of the hands of the workman, with the ax.
4 They decorate it with silver and gold;
They fasten it with nails and hammers
So that it will not topple.
5 They are upright, like a palm tree,
And they cannot speak;
They must be carried,
Because they cannot go by themselves.
Do not be afraid of them,
For they cannot do evil,
Nor can they do any good.”
6 Inasmuch as there is none like You, O LORD
(You are great, and Your name is great in might),
7 Who would not fear You, O King of the nations?
For this is Your rightful due.
For among all the wise men of the nations,
And in all their kingdoms,
There is none like You.
8 But they are altogether dull-hearted and foolish;
A wooden idol is a worthless doctrine.
9 Silver is beaten into plates;
It is brought from Tarshish,
And gold from Uphaz,
The work of the craftsman
And of the hands of the metalsmith;
Blue and purple are their clothing;
They are all the work of skillful men.
10 But the LORD is the true God;
He is the living God and the everlasting King.
At His wrath the earth will tremble,
And the nations will not be able to endure His indignation.
I put a reply but as usual they did not put it on, or maybe just waiting. I said that I agreed but I asked them when they teach others that a Christmas tree is wrong to be sure to educate them not condemn them. Two years ago I read this also and from that moment on I have not had a Christmas tree in my home and teach my children to do the same. I was ignorant of this verse until G*d revealed it to me and that is all these gentiles, meaning those who are not practicing G*ds word but following empty traditions, are doing so out of ignorance. Some I imagine are not willing to forfeit such a frilly toy but I have learned that even small compromises have a cost and I just am not willing to pay that price anymore. I need G*d in my life and I love Him and I need His love in my life too and if He said its bad thats good enough for this Christian woman. I am a Christian woman, and a gentile by Jewish standards, but by G*ds standards I have a Jewish heart, and I think He looks at the heart more than my birth certificate.
12-10-09 G*d knows the desires of my heart, for my family to be together, good work for all of us to do so we can provide for our families, salvation etc But I would not sacrifice my salvation in Jesus Christ inorder to join their clubs, even if they would offer me a wonderful life filled with sex and money and power and beauty, because its an elusion and they are deceived and have bitten the lie and for that are cursed and unable to come back to G*d. So go ahead your anger and hatred and crimes will come back on you and I ...I put my trust in G*d alone. I would not willingly or consciously make a deal ( as per war crimes ie beating someone into pychological submission does not count against the victim but the perpetrators are worse than pedophiles!) with satans men aka MORMOS, MASONS, UNDERGROUND POLITICAL FACTIONS, SECRET SOCIETIES and if you have you have made the wrong choice! I advise you to take the harder less traveled road, its sometimes lonely, its one only brave people take but if you choose to listen to men such as these you lose it all in the end! They have taken all that I love but they cant take G*d away from me...unlike them G*d is with me! So I say this:
Watch the face of Obama for a sign that G*ds people will win in the end ps and that does not include Obama.( dont give me your rhetoric, youve known all along this would be the sign)
Anyone doing or participating or alllowing hypnosis to be done on people at school for any reason esp to silence them are condemned, not by me, but by G*d. And forfeit their salvation for that program.....bad decision on their part.
Any woman married to such a man must denounce his practice to him and to the public if she is to be saved herself.
Thats all I have to say on this matter!
I share with you Isaiah 14:... His yoke will be taken from my people, and His burden removed from their shoulders. This is the plan determined for the whole world;this is the hand stretched out over all the nations. For the Lord Almighty has purposed, and who can thwrt him? His hand is stretched out and who can turn it back?
Answer: NOT EVEN THE GATES OF HELL!
12-5-09 More reinforcments that we are doing the right thing!
If adults want to do kinky sinful sex thats wrong but they have a right as long as it doesnt hurt anyone.....raising kids in that kind of environment hurts them, and therefor should not happen! I was actually asked recently by a homosexual to give the reason why I speak out...and they seemed sincere in listening this was my reply, followed by a story of a person raised in a homosexual home, from the horses mouth so to speak:
What a breath of fresh air in a very stagnant pool of formidible opposing views. I feel the only way we will ever come to any sort of common ground is to give one another the freedom of disagreement without persecution! Thank you very much. I think you are unique in your ability to disagree with me without hating me or trying to put me on some list of radicals to target or harm in some way. I would never do to any homosexual, even the vilest, as what was done to me by Paul Badaracco and Tim May/Yuba College professors and the individuals they represent.
If you really wanted to help me you would ask around and find out who these men where representing, not just in face value, but who paid for what they did and what was their objective and why??? Why hurt me? I wrote letters...SO WHAT? I speak out against homosexuality because I believe it a sin that harms the spiritual welfare of those individuals as well as harms our society as a whole..SO WHAT? The majority of the liberals offended by me dont even believe in G*d so why would they care if I said G*d says its a sin? If I teach my family that we should follow the Bible in regards to our lifestyles how is that a crime? I dont tell you what to do with your life why do homosexuals feel they are somehow better than the rest of the world and deserve more protections? If they would do this to me think of the depravity of that mindset, do we really want children raised in that environment? I dont think so.
The Bible says homosexuality is common, the people who practice it are common...there is nothing special about homosexuality.I dont get their hatred of me and those who beleive like me while at the same time hold up a banner of TOLERANCE! Tolerance for whom? A selected minority while showing intolerance to the majority? I think we should treat all people equal, when it comes to human life. I do not think they have the right to run with that equality and hurt the foundations of our country, ie marriage for one man and one woman, which the majority of people in our Union support, evidenced by more than 35 states of 50 having DOMA's or equvialence. If they want a type of marriage their is civil unions, call it whatever you want if you dont like the name but....HOLY MATRIMONY has already been taken by those who practice heterosexuality.
I see the preclude to Civil War over this issue. I dont want that but it has all the earmarks if youve ever recall Dred Scott and John Brown and the fact that state laws were being overrode by Supreme Court Justices...similiar to what is happening in California. Well anyway. I have to go and take my dog to vet. Thanks for being thick skinned enough to talk to me.
Not many know about hypnosis as a means that the homosexual underground use, others use it too, but so do they, and its wrong.. I would like to stop all those who do such things to unssupecting students...INTERESTED IN HELPING ME STOP THEM? www.hope7.highpowersites.com
STORY OF PERSON RAISED IN SAMESEX HOME!
August 19, 2005 - Dawn C. Stefanowicz is a young Canadian woman who has been speaking out against the legalization of gay marriage in her country. In April, 2005, Ms. Stefanowicz read a statement at a Marriage Rally on Parliament Hill in Ottawa, Canada.
In her statement, Ms. Stefanowicz described what her life was like growing up in a home with a gay father. According to Stefanowicz, "I was at high risk of exposure to contagious STDs due to sexual molestation, my father's high-risk sexual behaviors, and multiple partners. Even when my father was in what looked like monogamous relationships, he continued cruising for anonymous sex."
She said she cared deeply for her father and he shared his life regrets with her. Her father was molested by older males as a child. "Due to this," said Stefanowicz, "he lived with depression, control issues, anger outbursts, suicidal tendencies and sexual compulsions.... Sadly, my father died of AIDS in 1991."
Ms. Stefanowicz noted that growing up in a gay household exposed her to "bathhouse sex, cross-dressing, sodomy, pornography, gay nudity, lesbianism, bisexuality, minor recruitment, voyeurism, and exhibitionism. In addition, "Sadomasochism was alluded to and aspects demonstrated. Alcohol and drugs were often contributing factors to lower inhibitions in my father's relationships."
After two decades of exposure to these behaviors, she became insecure, depressed, suicidal and confused over her own sexuality.
According to Stefanowicz, children should not be subjected to such an environment. "In my opinion, same-sex marriage will put the human rights of the individual in a higher place than what is best for society, families and especially children." end quote
No homosexual gene!!!!!
The APA has now begun to acknowledge what most scientists have long known:
that a bio-psycho-social model of causation best fits the data.
12-5-09
What a breath of fresh air in a very stagnant pool of formidible opposing views. I feel the only way we will ever come to any sort of common ground is to give one another the freedom of disagreement without persecution! Thank you very much. I think you are unique in your ability to disagree with me without hating me or trying to put me on some list of radicals to target or harm in some way. I would never do to any homosexual, even the vilest, as what was done to me by Paul Badaracco and Tim May/Yuba College professors and the indiviuals they represent.
If you really wanted to help me you would ask around and find out who these men where representing, not just in face value, but who paid for what they did and what was their objective and why??? Why hurt me? I wrote letters...SO WHAT? I speak out against homosexuality because I believe it a sin that harms the spiritual welfare of those individuals as well as harms our society as a whole..SO WHAT? The majority of the liberals offended by me dont even believe in G*d so why would they care if I said G*d says its a sin? If I teach my family that we should follow the Bible in regards to our lifestyles how is that a crime? I dont tell you what to do with your life why do homosexuals feel they are somehow better than the rest of the world and deserve more protections?
The Bible says homosexuality is common, the people who practice it are common...there is nothing special about homosexuality.I dont get their hatred of me and those who beleive like me while at the same time hold up a banner of TOLERANCE! Tolerance for whom? A selected minority while showing intolerance to the majority? I think we should treat all people equal, when it comes to human life. I do not think they have the right to run with that equality and hurt the foundations of our country, ie marriage for one man and one woman, which the majority of people in our Union support, evidenced by more than 35 states of 50 having DOMA's or equvialence. If they want a type of marriage their is civil unions, call it whatever you want if you dont like the name but....HOLY MATRIMONY has already been taken by those who practice heterosexuality.
I see the preclude to Civil War over this issue. I dont want that but it has all the earmarks if youve ever recall Dred Scott and John Brown and the fact that state laws were being overrode by Supreme Court Justices...similiar to what is happening in California. Well anyway. I have to go and take my dog to vet. Thanks for being thick skinned enough to talk to me.
Not many know about hypnosis as a means that the homosexual underground use, others use it too, but so do they, and its wrong.. I would like to stop all those who do such things to unssupecting students...INTERESTED IN HELPING ME STOP THEM! GL
READ THE STORIES OF DRED SCOTT AND JOHN BROWN.....WE ARE IN THE PRELIMINARIES OF CIVIL WAR. EACH STATES LAWS FOR A D.O.M.A. ARE BEING TOSSED OUT BY A FEW LIBERAL JUSTICES AND HOMOSEXUAL ACTIVISTS.....WE HAVE NO CHOICE IN THE FUTURE BUT CIVIL WAR SHOULD THE FEDERALISTS CONTINUE TO OVERRIDE STATE LAWS IN LIEU OF PUSHING THEIR OWN AGENDAS UPON THE UNION.
TAKE IT HOW YOU WANT IT. ITS JUST HOW I SEE HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF.....SAME AS DRED SCOTT CASE AND JOHN BROWNS STAND. AND AS HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF.....WE WILL WIN AGAIN AGAINST LIBERALS! BUT NOT BY THE NORTH...BY THE SOUTH THIS TIME! JUST HOWS I SEEZ IT. SOME LIBERALS WILL SAY THAT ANYONE WHO SAYS SUCH THINGS ARE A RADICAL, A CRAZY ETC. I WOULD REMIND THEM THAT THEY CALLED THESE PEOPLE THE SAME THING! GL CARPENTER
12-1-09 I do not support Eastern religions but this comment made me feel better today:
""First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win."
Mahatma Gandhi (1869-1948)
Dear Mr. President Obama,
I did not vote for you. I do not care for your politics at all but today I ask, for the sake of our country, for you to help rid our country of corrupted police!!!
The man who was killed for killing four policmen had as much a right to a trial as Manson or anyother mass killer but not in America where police are above the law. We all knew the minute this mans face was shown on tv that the police would kill him. Message...IF YOUR BLACK IN AMERICA GUILT OR INNOCENCE DOESNT MATTER AND FOR GOODNESS SAKES WHATEVER HAPPENS DONT CALL THE POLICE. I think this man should have had his day in court and I no longer support the police of America.
11-30-09 Inresponse to the comment that homosexual men are not as deviant sexually as the section, THE HOMOSEXUAL AGENDA, implies they are I would like to make this remark.
We are talking per capita, per population, it is fact that a large majority of that isolated group is involved in sexual immoral activity, and I not talking between consenting adults here. We are talking statistically not whether its right or wrong. We both agree its wrong no matter heterosexual or homosexual.
As far as using the overwhelming odds involved in the statistics of those men who practice homosexuality and illegal activity as a bases for showing that this lifestyle is destructive to society , if not themselves, putting that aside the lifestyle itself is frought will ill adised activities, from promiscous sex gatherings at public bathrooms and houses, often without protection and with one night complete strangers, there are a host of amebeas and anal bacteria and worms that are passed around and shared along with the devasting aids virus. That doesnt begin to hit on the topic of drug use during these orgies etc that contribute to the spread of aids.
There is more to my stand againt homosexuality than the fact that the larger population of homosexual men have a mentally repropate mind sexually...If the odds were the same for heterosexual men Id give them too but the fact is they are not.
If we put all this aside the psycological damage and spiritual defilement that occurs is the most, by far, devastating to the person practicing homosexuality. Homosexuality is a spiritually dark place and how can someone living in that darkness ever be of any good to anyone else in regards to spirituality and societal responsiblity? I know I sound so antihomosexual, and I am, that is true but I cannot ignore that the people who choose that lifestyle, are just as lost as I was before I became a Christian, so I hurt for them. While they have the right to live that lifestyle it is killing them, not just physcially but more importantly, spiritually, and that hurts me deeply. I wont change those who have decided to live that lifestyle, and its their right, but if I can help one young person from choosing it, then all that I have endured will be worth it. For that reason I wont stop telling the truth, every chance I get.
I appreciate you sharing with me. GL Carpenter
My testimony last Sunday night:
My testimony starts in rural N. California in 1976 when in the spring of that year my husband Terry and I accepted Jesus into our hearts. We both were from that small town known as Live Oak and attended schools there. I had lived there since I was in fourth grade and he had been there since shortly after his birth. We raised two small sons and attended the Church of the Nazarene for nearly eleven years. We loved G*d and our church dearly. We owned a home in the country and it was on a quarter acre with 3 bd and 1 and ½ bathrooms. It had a lovely white brick fireplace and a large back yard. Life was very good.
Then on February 6, 1980 our youth pastor Leon Brock picked us up in his truck and we headed out for a church singspiration in Grass Valley about an hour and a half from our home. I will give you the article of the murder we witnessed that day while in route to Grass Valley. I t was a horrific day for us in so many ways and jut the beginning of our horror story of life in a liberal and corrupted state known as California.
On that particular day in February I was just 19 years old and a Christian mother and wife and I witnessed the death of a 17 yo Hispanic boy. I stood over his body as he slipped into eternity, slowly, forever. The man who killed him was a practicing homosexual attempting to rape him and when the young boy had the courage to refuse to be raped he killed him by throwing him off the moving train. I witnessed this murder. We went back and stayed with him until help arrived but he did not make it as the newspaper bore out the next day. You can read about his story by contacting Sutter County Library in Yuba City, California and request the friends of the library send you an archived copy of the Appeal Democrat article dated Feb. 7, 1980 titled, Man killed in railway fall. Even this title is there way of covering up this tragedy so as not to point out that this kind of thing happens more often than most average Americans are aware of and would be shocked to know what kind of tolerance this movement is attempting , even by means of force. The murder Mr. Frye went on to attack the other men on board the train in order to keep them silent but as it turns out they were not and neither am I. Mr. Frye was sent to prison for murder and has paid his debt to society. However the story does not end there because when I spoke out about this murder California’s homosexual movement attacked me too. Turns out that tolerance for only the homosexual is considered politically correct, its one of their gravest errors. Now I do not feel this sin is the only sin on earth, I do not think homosexuality is special in any way. The Word o God says it common and those who practice it are common as well. It however is a sin that is so grievous to the Holy Spirit that it endangers the very soul of the person who practices this lifestyle. It harms the individual by persuading its victims that it is natural and they can’t help it because they are born this way. This logic causes them to give up trying to do the right thing and then they become seared in their conscious from years of abusing their bodies, minds and souls. Ladies…IT SUS THAT MUST PRAY FOR THESE CHILDREN, THESEE ADULST…ITS US THAT MUST STAND UP AND SAY COME HOME...G*D LOVES YOU AND HE WIL HEAL YOU BUT OU MUST COME HOME TO G*D AND CONFESS AND REPENT AND HE WILL RESTORE.
Pray for me as I continue to tell my story and as G&D TO BRING MORE AND MOR PEOPLE INTO THE LIGHT OF THE TRUTH OF Jesus Christ that without Gods mercy none of us can be saved and unless we acknowledge His word as true and holy we will not have faith to reach those who are are perishing before our very eyes. Those lost in the under world of homosexuality. God help us to help them.
Verse of scripture Romans 1:25-27
1 Co. 6:9-10
And Psalms 130:4
After I witnessed this attack a homosexual teachers union attempted to pass legislation to protect practicing homosexual teachers and I wrote letters to protest this bill. This sentiment got me targeted. Incessant phone calls with non one answering on the other end, trash in my front yard after we came home from church, doors to our home open when we had closed them the night before. They targeted me because I wrote letters voicing my opinion and felt threatened enough to come after me. They did some very horrendous things to me to shut me up and G*d will be my justice. I have written a book telling my story. I have a website www.hope7.highpowersites.com and I have a plaque and a cross made for the young victim to honor his bravery. If we continue to remain silent victims of a liberal society more families and more children will be hurt. It’s up to the church to reach out to those perishing and lead them into the truth but that can’t happen until we tell them the truth.
My testimony is one of uniting voices in order to stand for truth and righteousness for this generation of youth. My testimony is that homosexuality is a sin that destroy a person from the inside out and causes those who are deceived by this lie to become twisted mentally, a shell emotionally, a and defile spiritually. My testimony is that if we don’t make a stand against this sin we will lose even more children needlessly to Aids and this subculture of sexual debauchery and lies. We must ell these children the truth.
YOU ARE NOT BORN HOMOSEXUAL
THAT GOD DOES NOT CONDONE HOMOSEXUAL BEHAVIOUR
THAT YOU CAN BE DELIVERED FROM THE GRIPS OF HOMOSEXUALITY.
ResourcesNarth.com
Couragerc.net
Exodus International
Books to read on subject
OUTRAGE by Sprigg
The homosexual Agenda by Sears and Osten
Legislating Immorality
11-21-09 Hallelujah!
Two things
Session
THE SOUTH WILL RISE AGAIN!
This is how it will be done. Both blacks and whites will unite for less government and more states rights over the homosexual agenda being forced upon us all. Hereto gentle and good natured people have been fairly quiet but I say now it the time for the SOUTH to revisit session and this time WIN!!
Whistling Dixie today!
11-16-09 Speech went well. These are the changes I would make; just clarifications. I would spell G*d this way and I would include the following clarifications:
My testimony is one of uniting voices inorder to stand for truth and righteousness for this generation of youth. My
