3-18-10 Good morning,
I have been reading Psalms 71 and would like to share my favorite verses from that chapter and encourage you to read it for yourself. G-d bless you. What a beautiful day. Foggy here and I told the family not to watch the movie THE FOG today( one of the few scarey movies I will allow in my home, maybe because its about the sins of the fathers past down to the next generations...dont know but I like it, its not too scarey but scarey enough), bet they will.
I am also reading two other books ie THE TWELTH ANGEL and Lee Strobles book, THE CASE FOR EASTER. Both are very stimulating and uplifting. We miss you. We are praying for you and your families as well.
Favorite verses from Psalms 71 are:5,9,14-16 and 19, and last but not least verse 24. Love to you all. G-d is good, life is tough, but I am learning to trust fully in G-d and not in man and that is a wonderful thing! We could all learn to do that more.
3-16-10 Im being WOWED! by G-d in heaven. He is doing some Amazing things and Awesome things for the people who love and serve Him. I am surrounded by so much that my jaw drops with the magnitude of G-ds provisions and His love and mercy. We serve a mighty G-d indeed. I share with you Psalms 60..esp verse 12. G-d bless and keep you and no matter what is happening around us know that where sin abounds grace from G-d abounds even more. We have nothing to fear! G-d is taking care of the situation.
3-15-10 A most excellent book the book by students titled, FREEDOM WRITERS", It was on tv again recently and while on a day trip to the mall yesterday my family and I discussed this book and how wonderful this teacher was and how it made a postive and miracluous difference in the lives of the students in her class. And youll never guess what we witnessed at the mall that day! A young boy in an altercation, maybe 16, if that, with what looked like two gang members. Right there in the mall, broad daylight, a young man looked right at me, blood all over his face and at the moment in the humogus crowd it was 1980 again for me. I immediately ran toward him and saw another woman telling the boys that hit him to leave him alone. I noticed they were following him and thats why he turned around and thats why I say his face and thats why I ran to him! Who would have guessed right here in America, at a mall, of all places we would witness this horror! What a horrible world kids live in today! They cant even enjoy the mall for goodness sakes. I went to the boy and told him I would do what I could to help him and protect him. Me, protect him from gangs...no wonder he didnt listen to me. His nose was broken, well misplaced and swollen, blood spattered all along his face and on the side of his face. I think he has a broken bone in his cheek maybe a concusion. I dont know what he was hit with but I heard a crack or a chair fall to the ground, whatever it was, it was loud! When a policeman came he roughed him up too. I yelled at the police to stop it that he was a victim and hurt and that it wasnt his fault and stood between them. The policeman stopped then. He actually took his arm and bent it behind him and was shoving him up against a wall before he even knew what had happened! Do they men think!!!!!!Hello....here! I stayed until several more police showed up. But later that night while trying to sleep the images kept coming to my mind. The face of that young man. For that moment he was son!!! My enemies might have destroyed my family and my reputation in my home town they only gave me thousand and thousand of sons!!!!!! Every son that is hurt is my son! I will not be silent and cowardly like these men!!!! I stayed awhile and then left after several more police showed up but you I should have stayed and went with him to the hospital because I dont think these police gave a hoot about his medical care and Im sure that dont care about him or his injuries or stopping the bad guys. Not one policeman ran after the two that did it! That I witnessed anyway. I stood there10 minutes and no one offered this boy to sit down and evaluate his medical status. As I lay awake last night I considered his outcome and prayed for him. And without realzing it I was rocking back and forth with folded hands and I was once again crouched over the young mexican boy killed by a homosexual man in California. You see doctors I am still suffering from PTSD...and you and your minions Tim and Paul are in the same boat as these attackers.
G-d is my vengence and I have peace that He hears my prayers and will answer and listen to my petitions. Freedom Writer....thats what I am...and I will do all I can to hold the hands of the next victim of this generation of men and tell them. G-d loves you and He will heal you and He will restore what has been taken from you. That you are not like these bad men and you can make a positive change in your life and in the lives of others by speaking out and not choosing their lifestyle! Praise G-d in heaven from whom all blessing flow!!!
3-13-12 I am asking the Lord for these two things: To protect traditional marriage from those who would do as the mother who killed her baby did by stealing anothers in the Bible. They are attempting to destroy traditional marriage as Americas model of the family by trying to replace it with what they dont have...G-d in their lives. Like Solomon the truth wins out! And secondly that G-d will not allow the satanic Nazi doctors to change America into Nazi Germany by turning our system into a socialized medicine and one step closer to occupied Germany. The doctors will know that their false G-d that worships money is false and that the only G-d is the Living Hebrew G-d of heaven! This will not only show the men who attack woman and children to take advantage of them and bully them are the worse cloth of all men, next to perverts, are cowardly in every way possible. What kind of men do we produce here in America if they attack woman and children...no real man does such cowardly behaviour. And truely G-d fearing men do not sin against the Holy Spirit by doing hynosis on students in schools.
PTL!Exoneration and Happiness feel so good.
3-12-10 PTL! Woke up before alarm went off and decided to spend this time with the Lord , in prayer, and Bible reading.Opened up to Psalms 109 and read the verses I had circled and dated and that made me want to keep reading. I read all of 109, then 139, then 140! PTL! What can I say but PTL! He has done for me what men could not and would not do!!!!! He has saved me in every way from the practiontioners of satan in N. California. What a day!
3-10-10 I share this story to encourage you and bless you in Jesus. I titled it appropriately " My Beloved Jehovah-Jireh" by GL
G-d reminded me of His wonderful provisions in the wee hours of the morning, once again! I woke up happy and smiling...Happiness feels so good!
I moved my family out of occupied California in the year 2001 and as refugees we transplanted in another place and for a time we enjoyed relief from my enemies in California! One of the few things I missed about California was my loved ones and our adopted mother and grandmother Millie was one of the people we missed most. When we left California she had been diagnosed with Acute Lymphocytic Lymphoma and was undergoing chemo. therapy and managing fair.
One day I got the dreaded call that she had been readmitted into the hospital and was not doing well and had asked that her chem. be stopped knowing that death would be eminent. I was told that if we wanted to see her we must come back now. Having no preparation and only 300 dollars put aside for my rent I packed to go back right away. I put together some small other money but had a skelton budget. I asked G-d to help me to get there and back and then to help me pay my rent when I got home. I didnt want to accept that this would be the last time I would see our adored Millie and the whole way the words that were told me rang in my ear and stung my heart," Dont tell the kids that Millie is dying she doesnt want them to be sad but be happy".
When we arrived at the large hospital across the street from Sutter's Fort we went to her room immediately. I had borrowed the churches digital camera and decided to be sure and capture these moments for my family. There she sat with her beany cap , so frail, smiling and inviting. I wanted to cry and say " Dont go!, stay!" but I knew that it was her wish to go to heaven and not suffer anymore. My children embraced her and the time we spent with her is a treasure. I used the expensive camera to get some video of her talking to us and many photo's too. But when my daughter asked me if she could come and stay a month in the summer with grandma I nearly broke out into tears. I looked at Millie and then at her and then said, ' Sure , that would be great ". Millie shared with us that the man and children we met in the elevator were the family of the lady next to her and that she was expected to die at any time. With so much death around us yet we rejoiced in the Lord and I could tell she was glad we had come and she was obviously ready to go to be with Jesus and her beloved husband Les. What a humble and awesome emotional day we had together. Together for our last ime. It was hard to leave her that day.
It was Easter week-end and I called my sons and invited them to our old church,Trinity Life, on Hillsdale and Madison for Easter services the next day. We all met there and what a service it was indeed! I have yet to be disappointed by this churches special services. They pull out all the stops and really do G-d proud on special occassions and this serive was exceptionally marvelous! Again we video taped it! The play with the large 15 foot stone and the cave with the light that blazed through the cracks between the stone and cave when Jesus was resurrected. But just when I thought it had reached its apex the side doors to the church opened and a man wearing a white robe and riding a white horse entered. When He raised his sword and sparks shot out from the tip my heart lept in my chest! Wow! The King of King and Lord of Lords is coming back and He has overcome the world!
We visted more family and friends and then went back home from our two day visit but not before seeing Millie one last time. On the long drive back home funds were running low and when I reached Winnemucca Nevada I was exhausted and looked for a dark, safe place to pull over and sleep inorder to save money and be sure I could still get us home. But after trying three to four spots gave up and rented a cheap hotel room. The next morning I went to the Connoco gas station and while standing in a long line noticed a slot machine that said, Lucky 7's. I said why not and put in a quarter and as soon as I pulled the lever it began to twirl and soon the light on top was turning and a horn like squel was blaring. I looked to see what the noise was when the person next to me said " You won the jack-pot!". I couldnt believe it. I won 300 dollars! Just enough to help pay my rent when I got back home! Now I dont support gambling,per se, but Wow!
When we got home a few days passed and then we got the dreaded news that Millie had passed. It was devastating! We couldnt go back for the funeral so I did the next best thing I had a plaque made for her and had it put in the Riverside Cemetary. When I went to pick it up the man had neglected to put her date of death. I noticed it right away and started to say something. But stopped and said to myself what would Millie do and the answer was she would accept it graciously. He must have seen my face and said,"Is there something wrong?'. I politely said " No, its perfect!" Because Millie isnt dead to me, shes alive in heaven and her spirit is well. I got the idea to send copies of the video and put the pictures on cd for her two children and when I did G-d confirmed it. Here were photos and video of Millie and then video and photos of Easter and Jesus and the empty tomb! A forever reminder that our Millie is alive and well because of Jesus! I shall never forget this story about how G-d provided for us here but how He even provides for us in eternity! Our G-d gloriously reigns. He reigns over sin, death, and life. He reigns over the good and the evil and good triumphs in the end EVERY SINGLE TIME BECAUSE OF JESUS!
I donate this story to the satanic doctors in N. California as a gift from one who loves G-d and stood up to your evil minions Tim May and Paul Badaracco! You know who you are and so do the authorities, but you dont need to worry about them...ITS G-D YOU NEED TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT!
3-9-10 Sharing a word of the Lord with you today! Our G-d is splendid and beyond superior! PSALMS 66! He has answered my prayer!
3-9-10 It is well with my soul!
I had originally put the word sexual between violent and crimes in the monument for John Doe, because that is what it was a violent sexual crime, then due to having difficulty finding a place for it to be set took it out in the hopes that it would be more acceptable and easier to place. I am moved to put it back and have done so. I dont care if people are uncomfortable with the topic of predator sexual crimes because they need to hear it and that is how we shame those who do it and how we stop those on the verge , by speaking the truth of what these criminals are doing we pay respect to the victim and point out the crime and thereby stop the perpetuation of these crimes by speaking out vs previous silence about them! So it stays in!!!
3-4-10 I am renewing my mind with truth.
"Choice,not circumstance,determines your success" by Frank Vizzare
I choose G-d!
Choosing to sin causes your lifestyle, not genetics,by practicing to do right,accepting G-d and the Bible you reap good rewards!His promises are real!!Not Mr. Dahls group, not the lying teachers.
AND PSSST BOYS OF SATAN...I AM NOT ALONE, NOR AM I UNLOVED! YOU WILL FIND THIS OUT IN DUE TIME.
3-3-10 Good Morning! Have you seen the Hubble photos of what they call " The Sombrero Galaxy"? It jazzed me because John Doe is Mexican and it was like he was celebrating the monument! Like a FIESTA IN HEAVEN!!!
Anyway, The only way to dispell lies is to the speak the truth. Here are lies the enemy of G-d tells about me. Those who believe the lies are my enemies,those who, despite whatever believe the truth are my friends.
LIES:
1. That I hate men.
2. That Im homophobic. Because I have the guts to say its a sin and stand by it.
3.That Im a slut /whore/prostitute and therefore my words are slippery and Ill entrap you into hell if you listen to me.
4. That Im after every womans husbands and boyfriends.
5. That I serve satan. That the devil is in me.
6. That I cheated on Terry. And therefore an adultress.
7. That Im a hater of homosexuals and a bigot.
TRUTH:
1. I love men. I just hate only men who do hypnosis and are liars but more than anything I hate cowardly men...no use for them on earth or in heaven and luckily I wont have to see them in heaven, according to Revelations anyway..
2. G-d didnt invent homosexuality...man did!. So I have nothing to fear since I dont fear anyone or anything but G-d.
3. Whether you listen or not, thats your problem, Ive said the truth, and sometimes the truth hurts.I have clean hands and heart,thanks only to Jesus!
4. I dont want them! Men let you down but G-d never,ever,ever lets me down! I miss sex but I love my quiet,peaceful,simple life and after 12 years of celibacy I have a true love and understanding of the joys of singlehood that Paul of the Bible speaks about. No man I've ever met lived up to my expectations and in my heart G-d removes the pain of their dissappointment and replaces it with His lifegiving words....I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU! So be quiet..I dont want your men!!!Now, Im not afraid to open my front door for fear I will catch my boyfriend with another lover. I go home and open my door knowing G-d is with me, I leave my house knowing G-d goes with me. I no longer live in fear of contracting an STD from one of my boyfriends or having one of my enemies yell at me or threaten me...now I see them as satans attempts to lie and distort the truth. Living a truth life far outweighs the consequenes of a life of lies.You have to let go and let G-d. The many times I reached out to G-d ,with my right hand,in those 10 years I always did so while I hung onto my way of life with my left hand. It wasnt until I let go of the life Tim and Paul introduced me into that LIFE CAME BACK TO ME...When I let go....G-d was there welcoming me back. Is He calling you home too? I hope so!
5. Wrong again!I am a daughter of the King of the Jews by virtue of adoption ,making me a joint heir to the Kingdom of Jehovah G-d. I serve G-d only. I make mistakes, alot of them, Im human. I love G-d in heaven only.
6.I never cheated on Terry.But I became an adultress the minute I divorced him.I answer to G-d for that one! I think I was a very kind and loving wife. I listened to my attackers and sinned against G-d only! After they attacked me, repeatedly, I submitted to them. After that I sinned and lived in sin and pig waller for 10 years! Then in 1998 G-d called me home! I had tried to get back to serving G-d many times in that 10 years but it wasnt until G-d allowed me to come back to Him that I was saved!He never left me...I left G-d, after my attackers did hypnosis on me!!!
I recall a dream G-d gave to me that He has blessed me and that He will repay my attackers 100 x's what they did to me and that He would replace what was taken from me 10x's over! I trust G-d! I relish the thought! That satan is cast into hell for 1000 years exactly 100 x's the 10 years they took me from my service to G-d and family before he is cast into hell for eternity!! My G-d rocks!!!!
7. I do not hate homosexuals, they are just people living in waller and how can I hate them, when I have sinned against G-d myself. But I hate what homosexuaity does to them....they hurt people and themselves when they embrace that lifestyle.
And to the man G. Scarmon brought into Lincoln one day to shake my hand.....and the others who over the years came to shake my hands and who even now come to shake my hand...I can bless you to fulfil G-ds word but I assure you it wont stay because of unworthiness!Do you remember I said to the both of you that before I could shake his hand that I had to wash my hands first? Well my hands are clean, yours and his and your lot of mobsare not! No blessing ever stays with an unworthy person!!! Only those who are deemed worthy by G-d...not by me or my handshake. George...do you ever wonder why I dont ask G-d to punish Lincoln? I figure you and your viperous brood,YOU SNAKE OF THE YEAR, are enough punishment for one town!Same for Colusa and Salt Lake City, all perverse! G-d already has your punishment in mind, no need to ask Him for that!
WOW! Victory in Jesus. Truth always trumps lies!! G-d in heaven always wins in the end!!! Always and Always!
2-28-10 Imagine a monument dedicated in the name of John Doe that reads:
THIS MONUMENT IS DEDICATED TO ALL VICTIMS OF VIOLENT SEXUAL CRIMES. IT IS DEDICATED TO THE BRAVE MEMORY OF JOHN DOE WHO DIED FEB. 6, 1980 IN N. CALIFORNIA AT THE HANDS OF A PRACTICING HOMOSEXUAL ATTEMPTING TO RAPE HIM. IT IS A REMINDER THAT NO VICTIM IS EVER FORGOTTEN. AMERICA, AS A CHRISTIAN SOCIETY, MUST PROTECT ALL PEOPLE WITHIN HER BORDERS, REGARDLESS, AND NO PERSON DESERVES MORE PROTECTION THAN THE NEXT. JOHN DOE WAS ONLY 17 YO. AND HE WAS BRAVE AND COURAGEOUS AND HE DIED ADMIRABLY AND WITH HONOR. HIS VOICE, DESPITE CALIFORNIA RESISTENCE, STILL CRYS OUT FOR JUSTICE AGAINST PERVERSIONS AND DEMANDS THAT WE STAND UP BRAVELY TOO. HE INSPIRES US TO STAND UP AND FACE EVIL WITHOUT FEAR. WE WILL NOT FORGET HIM OR ANY VICTIM WHO HAS SUFFERED AT THE HANDS OF DEVIANT CRIMINALS. REST IN PEACE AND WITH HONOR MY BROTHER.
2-24-10 I made the right decision.No regrets! I am still standing!! PTL!Please do not think that I do not know my faults, I do quite well. I just choose to not let them stop me from doing what is right!I know that I am not as gentle as G-d would have me be, I know that at times I have not acted as kind as I could have but if I focused on my faults I woulld not get to see the Great and Mighty things that G-d can do!!!So instead of looking inward, while I do hold my head down in reverence to G-ds majesty, I look up to heaven where my help comes from!
2-23-10 My family and I are going through beauty treatments and for Valentines day we got womanly fake nails! So Im sorry for type'os but the feeling of being beautiful is so feminine and luxurious that I'd risk a type-o for feeling pretty! But no beauty treatments compare to the inward beautyone gets from serving the one and only Living Hebrew G-d of heaven and standing against evil men in high places!
2-21-10 I would like to clarify something. The abomination of Revelations that causes desolation is not homosexuality, its not even cowardly men, it evil men who serve satan and use hypnosis to hurt students and those who oppose homosexuality and those who adhere to G-dly precepts. I dont care who they are, its wrong and its the reason Calif, is suffering so horribly. Just thought it needed clarifying.
After reafing , "In Defense of Israel" by John Hagee I have much to say, both pro and con about this book. At the end I too shouted "Israel Lives" but I added on and shouted out " Israel Lives because JESUS LIVES!!" "Israel Lives because JESUS LIVES"," Israel Lives because JESUS LIVES!" over and over again! Amen. If it werent for Jesus, noone, not even Israel would survive the days ahead! THANK YOU JESUS!
I do not fear Jews, I fear G-d only! I do not bless Israel for favors from G-d, or to look good, or to impress Jews. I do it because I love G-d and He said to do it! I do not care what they think my motives are or or not! That is my testimony! I will not change it for Jews , whether they serve G-d or not. G-d bless Israel. He did when He gave His only son Jesus to die for her and for us!
2-19-10 Happiness feels so good!
2-19-10 I have said this generation of men are condemned and do you want to know why I would say this...loving men the way I do, with my whole heart! Do you want to know why this generation of men are cursed above all other generations? Read my story, and then know that the men of G-d looked away and did nothing to stop those who attacked me, and others, via Yuba College professors and campus police! Instead they were silent and let woman and children be attacked in their own towns, by professional bullies. And then lacking any you-know-whats allowed evil to happen and were to afraid to stand against them for fear it would happen to them! Because of this generations cowardice, their sons are feminine! Because these men dont have male parts ie dont use them to fight evil or stand up for justice for those who have been wronged then their own sons are cuttting off their manhoods too and becoming real woman like their fathers! Thats why this generation is so cursed! The ten cities I have asked G-d to punish for this most heinous crime against humanity are..Live Oak, Yuba City, Marysville, Sacramento, Auburn, Cody, San Francisco,Woodland,Rocklin,Gridley. Just maybe G-d will have mercy if the men of these towns stopped this hypnosis and attack on students in schools and got rid of the teachers doing such things and then maybe G-d will heal this land of it's abomination! Maybe. Lets us pray it will be so.
2-17-10 Hallelujah! Glory to G-d in heaven! So many wonderful answers to prayer lately!Now I know some will say it's coincidence others will say I'm being naive but the most amazing thing just happened and you are the second Im sharing it with today! I am not bragging Im just sharing with you, I donated some of my tithes to ' Save Jerusalem" in the name of my eldest son and he just told me that he was in a hit-n-run car accident and is not hurt!
He had a truck hit him while he was stopped at a light. It was pouring rain and the truck never even put on its brakes! He is only sore!!! That is how our G-d works! Now I have served G-d and bad people have done bad things to me so just giving tithes is not why I think my son was safe. I think its because all I have in life are my children and G-d loves them and me and watches over us! And He NEVER EVER goes back on His word ( my attackers do...satan does, their god...but not our G-d)...the Word of our G-d says if we bless Israel He blesses us. He just blessed me and I had to share it with you !!!!
2-15-10 Happy Valentines Day! G-d is doing wonderful things in my life and my childrens lives. I serve a mighty G-d! The mightiest! I would rather be abused and spit upon and belong to G-d than be a whore or wife of a satanist or worst a mason!
G-d is with me...I fear nothing!!! He is answering my prayers as I write this down today! And lives are being released from the underworld of homosexuality...Hallelujah! It's about time!!!
1-17-09 My statement of faith regarding Jesus as the cornerstone, rejected by His own people, and the Rock of my Salvation.
As with G-ds word it has so much more depth and symbology and meanings than any of us could understand. While it may also refer as you have said I believe it refers to Jesus, the only begotten son of the Living Hebrew G-d of heaven,( Im using the dash now instead of the astrik..its better I think too). Jesus is the rejected one. The builders are those who rejected Him. The builders I dont think could be unG*dly so that lets out the world viewers or naturalists, its already assumed they will reject G*d and therefore the Rock of G-d was rejected by His own builders, His own people. I think Jesus is the Rock not only because I beleive He is the Messiah, and so much more, but because of the reference in the OT where the donkey and the cart stop at the rock. And also in the desert when Moses struck the Rock...Jesus was also struck, wasnt He? Everything OT and NT points to Jesus, everything!
I know Im the most popular blogger here , not just here but in my own Christian arena, thats a joke, ofcourse, but I see Jesus as an extention of G-d Himself. Im not learned to explain the trinity but I can understand the concept of a ruler or king giving His righthand man His signature ring, which gives Him equal power with the King and is for all purposes the very voice and representative of the King. In this instance Jesus was for us G-d come to us in the flesh. Jesus is the ring bearer of Jehovah G-d. So when I worship Jesus I worship the Living Hebrew G-d of heaven also. Now if you didnt like me before you have more foder to use because I will never change my faith in regards to Jesus as not only the son of G-d, the Rock of all ages, He is for all puposes in my spiritual life and overshadowing my physical life my Saviour, My King. Without His sacrifice, His obedience, His righteousness, I would not be allowed into the kingdom of heaven.I owe Him my all and all for that!
1-26-10 In an effort to be softer and more gentle I would like to replace the word Idiotic with what is means to put any children into public schools ie its nothing short of murdering our own child spiritually, and some when they buy the schools lies physically via aids or promiscuous lifestyles that render them in physical harms way! G*d says to protect your hearts and minds above all ELSE! So there is no way He is going to let us parents off the hook when we put our children into public schools! Read what they did to me...Read what they do to others....then conside that you are murdering your children if you put them into public schools. I wont do it again! By G*ds mercy only,mine will be saved!
1-25-10 PTL! We must be making progress in heaven or on earth! The Lord is good! Another reason it is nothing short of idiotic to put our kids in public schools can be read at http://www.onenewsnow.com/Legal/Default.aspx?id=866234
Someone recently was quite offended that I do not support public schools. I have NO regrets! I did the right thing.
1-14-10
Many years ago, near the time we witnesseed the murder my husband and I , along with our youth pastor ( same youth pastor as witnessed the tragedy with us), took a trip to Washington state to see our beloved pastor who had moved there a few years before. We had heard that one of my husbands old school chums, who happened to live in that area as well, had accepted Jesus as Saviour and he had invited us to dinner as well. We were a very modest family and they were even more modest than we were and we were so humbled by their kindness. We had been through so much that the joy of our salvation was waning and we so needed this inspiring couple. He told us that he had been without work for sometime and that he and another former co-worker were out looking for work on a daily basis without any prospects. He had been witnessing to his friend and said they should pray and ask God to help them find work and shared the verse about G*d supplying all our needs according to His riches in glory. The unsaved friend said to him, " What do you expect G*d to drop a job out of the sky?". Our friend replied, "Well He could!" Shortly thereafter they got a call from a man who said hed pay them 50 dollars each to shovel snow from his roof. They both looked at one another and said, "OUT OF THE SKY!". Once they finished shoveling his roof they went door to door shoveling snow and made a small fortune Im told. Isnt our G*d wonderful! Keep lifing up Jesus and He draws all men to G*d.
1-7-09 Happy Day!
Now you know I am a born again Christian and have been serving G*d sense 1998. It has been difficult at times but G*d has been so good to me and my family. Here is a dream I had recently and want to share it with you. You might not enjoy it but it is an expression of my concerns adn my hopes and my peace. After this dream I felt as if I had been under water and was released to the surface to breath the fresh air and warm sky and sun. Peace.
I had a dream the other day and it explains why Christians are unable to stop this barage of worldy evil that is moving so rampid through America, as effectively as they should be!They are getting fitter but need much more work.We are making progress but we should never have been in this horrendous state of moral decay to begin with so its an uphill battel from here on out but one that with G*d we will win! Here is my dream.
I was running a long and treacherous relay race, exhausted, I had been through hell itself to pass the baton on to my fellow Christians. I ran and ran upon arriving I looked horrible. But when I saw the Christian man I was to hand this testimony too I cried. He wore the jersey of a runner and had Christian written on his chest but he was three hundred pounds, and wheezing, unable to hold even a baton in his hand.His spiritual condition was so weak he was of no use, I broke down and cried some more! Then on my right a man in jogging uniform, physically fit and healthy and spritually fit and ready to go ran up to me and said, " Ive been waiting for you a very long time". I broke down even more but with tears of joy and said, " Youve been waiting for me?". I just wailed with joy and exhaustion. I handed him my testimony and I knew that this is what G*d planned all along. I feel Christianity has become spritually weak due to over indulgence in worldly issues, they are almost indistinguishable from non-Christians in so many ways, they are spiritually weak from not worshiping G*d only and this runner was a model of what has happened to Christianity over time. It did not have the strength to even hold a baton. We, Christians, have become more and more ineffective because of cowardess in the face of adversity. Christianity is at a crossroads, I think, that if it doesnt begin to follow the Bible and worship G*d more heartfelt it will lose this race all together, how sad that will be. He fit man was so happy and he took the baton and sprinted away. He was spiritually healthy.
The pearl to this story is that it doesnt need to be that way, Christianity can win this race too but not until its leaders lose their love of lust and money and power and greed and worship G*d alone and stand up against the great worldy evils, without fear, and trusting only in G*d. The runner that was fit....had the name Jewish on his Jersey.A JEWISH MAN! You see many of them have been in training and are worshiping G*d and now His only son too, Jesus, which completes their training and they are and have been physically fit and spiritually ready for this day!!! PTL! Just my heartfelt dream. I woke up in peace.I believe the Jewish man is JESUS!
12-09 We got our White Christmas! What a nice day the Lord has given to -me and my family.
Heartbreaking that these adults would open the gate to homosexuality via adoption!
If one of these homosexual adults where my child Id get a box of tissues and cry myself to sleep!
Here is a video I recommend watching, below is my review of it. May Isreal esp Jews who have embraced Jesus as Messiah come to the aid of those who are being lead away by homosexual activists.
Its Not Gay: The video starts out with one x-homosexual man and he says after a bit of intro...I wish I could go back to when I was a young boy before I grew up way to fast. You can see his true heartbreak as he tells of how an older homosexual man got him to go out on the town and ended up in a homosexual bar and all the while he is saying this looks like a fun place and has cool light show and everyone looks like their having a good time never suspecting hed be seduced later that night. He goes to tell the good points and bad points of this life and religion is never mentioned in the whole video I dont think only their experiences. He says that until he was in his twenties he was the one persued but when he became old he became the agressor and he is so open and honest. This leads into more explanation of what exactly goes on in the homosexual lifestyle and how predator men happen and how easy it is to become their prey. He ends by telling again that he wished he could go back to the innocent young boy he used to be and do it all over a different way and make better decisions. Shows pictures of him when he was this adorable young completely innocent child and you think if he only knew what was ahead for him...how very sad. He talks about how at first the idea of the partner not getting preg. and not having to deal with abortions and all that is great and then he looks sad when he says how he missed out on girls and dating and finding a woman, marriage, family and children. The picture that is painted is quite a different story than most hear about from homosexual activists encouraring youth to come out of the closet. It's one of tragedy, seduction, being sexually used and the whirlwind of shallow experiences and the diseases and the deaths of friends. The old homosexual men left sitting at homosexual bars who are no longer desirable, lonely, and bitter.
Several other people tell their stories too and some medical data on actual cases that will shock you. Ends with first guy telling you that he has aids and then you realize why he wished he could go back to that innocent young boy again.
I recommend getting it because its in no way is preachy or over the top. Just a quick honest view into a world few of us seldom see or understand.
end of review of this film by Hope7
So I say, what could be more heartbreaking than to put a child into this environment? Cancer, Aids, what have they to look forward too? Heartache and pain , only a spiritually dead person would put a child into this lifestyle!It is the end times!
12-23-09 Merry Christmas! I am praying for you and will light a candle right now asking G*d to give you victory over dark powers in N. California, my home state and the area they attacked me. I ask G*d to see what they did to me ( www.hope7.highpowersites.com ) and to keep these powerful evil men from hurting anymore people or families via the school system and legal avenues and to give traditional marriage protection today and forever. To G*d alone be the Glory!
The Lord grant you exceeding wisdom over your adversaries in N. California and open up His storehouse of grace and mercy and shower all those Jew and non-Jewish who are fighting the good fight for what is right inorder to protect traditional marriage and protect what is Holy and Blessed! The Lord grant you your hearts desires in regards to a constitutional amendment for one man and one woman and give you astonding control and vision so that all that you do and say and present before the esteemed in court be impressed and find no fault in your presentation ( even if my presentation of my testimony was lacking and imperfect) I ask G*d to help yours to not be! AMEN and AMEN!
12-23-09 As you well know I am quite popular with mainstream America..haha. I most certainly am not but I like who I am, I like that I am standing against evil in our country. No Im not perfect either but G*d is perfect. I trust HIm.
We are working on finding homes for dogs numbered 19 & 20 right now. I thin anyway. I have not kept as good a count as I could have. Update on the our dog ministry. We are loving being foster parents to lost and runaway dogs:
Cody-black and white heeler/sheep dog found a home and while I heard he was having a rough time I havent heard any more so I assume he is doing well.
Black lab puppy we named Layla- went to a lovely elderly couple who have lots of acreage and I feel very good about this placement.
We rescued a dog from the kennel and he is so wonderful, Id keep him if I could. We are working on him a home today. We named him Patches.
Found a big white dog yesterday we call MO running down the middle of the street. No colar on. W e have to wait three days to see if owners claim her. We are so hoping to get her back to her owners soon.
Merry Christmas! We are trusting in G*d and He is wonderful! We pray for all of you and we challenge you to the following:
We are memorizing Psalms 23 and challenge you to do the same with that one or another Psalms! We are on verse 4 currently.
We challenge you to read Jere. 10 and to put up a nice and beautiful Nativity Scene instead of a Christmas tree next year! You wont be sorry. Our little Nativity has the most beautiful table and linens and the gifts under have never been so beautiful and seem to point to the real reason for Christmas, GODS GIFT to all of us. Love you all from our family to yours, and Riley, Sweetie, Jasmine....and the two we are currently fostering temporarily. G*d bless you all!
12-19-09 I would like to make some pronouncements followed by some retractions.
I would like to hereby and from this day forward give my testimony and writings to JewforJesus or any Jewish organization that is supportive of Christianity and Jesus! They may do with these stories and my testimony as the Lord G*d Almighty directs them. I proclaim my desires to be that America have a Constitutional Amendment defining marriage as for one man and for one woman only. I proclaim my desires to allow my testimony of what was done to me for my faith in Jesus, the Lamb of G*d, and my testimony against satanic beliefs, including homosexuality and Masons, Mormonism, and secret societies associated with the pubic Education system in America to be given to the people of my Saviour Jesus, the Jewish people of faith inorder to tear down strong holds and powers of darkness in high places. I proclaim that the medical field announce the truth of their medical findings that children are not born in any way homosexual and show evidence to support this fact along with the evidence to support that homosexuality is a destructive lifestyle choice, while anyone can choose it they can also unchoose it, and it is not a healthy choice in any way shape and manner.
I would like to retract my request that Alliance Defense Fund/Alan Sears tell my story/testimony. While this organization appears to do some good for the cause they did not offer me any help and have strong ties with those who support what was done to me for my testimony. I have given this organization ample time to help me or to offer condolences or just to state they will do what they can to investigate this crime against me initiated by the homosexual movment in California and they have proven themselves to be unworthy of my testimony and gift and therefore I do not want them to tell my story in any way shape or form, nor give any profits from my story to Stephen Bennett Ministries, Stephen needs our prayers and constant support, but he did not continue his ministry when the going got rough and therefore is also unworthy of any monetary gain from my story as well. These men and organizations are doing some good and I do not want to discourage them from continueing to do so they are just not the right people to help me to help stop these men and they are too much of the worlds likings to be of any value to faith stories, since they do not put any stock in them and that means they do not respect them or me and I find that the reason I retract my desire for them to have them.
If the JFJ group or other Jewish groups do not want to tell what was done to me then I will respect that this answer if from my Saviour Jesus, whom I trust above all men, and know that I have done the most I could do with my testimony and trust G*d with the rest. If they want to tell my story in the future there are plenty of doctors at Cody Clinic/Ralph Robinson and Terry Wood RN that will verify that Dr. England used a vile of botox that he stated he used on another patient to inject me with tainted botox, should my health deteriorate due to this action, you will know who is to blame for it. I love G*d in heaven and He has blessed me and loved me and offered me his forgiveness and eternal life and I accept it and reject Tim May and Paul Badaracco and the group these men represent. The teachers I have mentioned are guilty and the men I have mentioned are 99% guilty and the rest are aware of what happened to me. For what they are doing to silence people a condemnation has been put upon this country and the only way to overcome evil is with good and that is to tell the world that Jesus is the Messiah and that what California is doing in public schools is a crime, if not punishable here by corrupted men, even better, because it will be punishable for all eternity! And that is my gift from G*d! In order to stop them we must tell of the hypnosis and the schemes and tell my story inorder to save those trapped by their satanic schemes. I put my trust in G*d to do that since I am just a Christian woman and not nearly as connected as these men are and have no power, except my faith in G*d, so any victories will be given to the GLORY OF G*D, and not me or the JFJ or Jewish people either. But the shame of the lack of faith in those I reached out to for help will never leave them!Ever.
12-12-09
When I was 19 and a Christian woman I witnessed the horrific murder of a 17 yo hispanic boy when he was thrown from a moving train. I learned from the Yuba City, California Appeal Democrat newspaper dated Feb. 7, 1980 , the next day , that the man Mr. Frye was attempting to rape the boy and when he refused Mr. Frye killed him. I have spoken out about this murder, written a book, have a web site hope7.highpowersites.com and tell of what California did to me to shut me up! I know in my heart we are in the last days and I know that the unforgiveable sin is not homosexuality, but hypnosis on students in schools to control them. I will not stop telling my story until Jesus comes and brings me home. G*d bless Israel today and forever. Hope7/GL
12-12-09 Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah!
I finally found the verses I knew I had read about Christmas trees and now I know in my heart I have done the right thing!Please tell others...G*d specifically stated, long before Christmas trees existed that this is WRONG! Jeremiah 10!
http://christmascondemned.blogspot.com/2009/12/jeremiah-10-condemns-christmas-trees.html
Jeremiah 10
1 Hear the word which the LORD speaks to you, O house of Israel.
2 Thus says the LORD:
“ Do not learn the way of the Gentiles;
Do not be dismayed at the signs of heaven,
For the Gentiles are dismayed at them.
3 For the customs of the peoples are futile;
For one cuts a tree from the forest,
The work of the hands of the workman, with the ax.
4 They decorate it with silver and gold;
They fasten it with nails and hammers
So that it will not topple.
5 They are upright, like a palm tree,
And they cannot speak;
They must be carried,
Because they cannot go by themselves.
Do not be afraid of them,
For they cannot do evil,
Nor can they do any good.”
6 Inasmuch as there is none like You, O LORD
(You are great, and Your name is great in might),
7 Who would not fear You, O King of the nations?
For this is Your rightful due.
For among all the wise men of the nations,
And in all their kingdoms,
There is none like You.
8 But they are altogether dull-hearted and foolish;
A wooden idol is a worthless doctrine.
9 Silver is beaten into plates;
It is brought from Tarshish,
And gold from Uphaz,
The work of the craftsman
And of the hands of the metalsmith;
Blue and purple are their clothing;
They are all the work of skillful men.
10 But the LORD is the true God;
He is the living God and the everlasting King.
At His wrath the earth will tremble,
And the nations will not be able to endure His indignation.
I put a reply but as usual they did not put it on, or maybe just waiting. I said that I agreed but I asked them when they teach others that a Christmas tree is wrong to be sure to educate them not condemn them. Two years ago I read this also and from that moment on I have not had a Christmas tree in my home and teach my children to do the same. I was ignorant of this verse until G*d revealed it to me and that is all these gentiles, meaning those who are not practicing G*ds word but following empty traditions, are doing so out of ignorance. Some I imagine are not willing to forfeit such a frilly toy but I have learned that even small compromises have a cost and I just am not willing to pay that price anymore. I need G*d in my life and I love Him and I need His love in my life too and if He said its bad thats good enough for this Christian woman. I am a Christian woman, and a gentile by Jewish standards, but by G*ds standards I have a Jewish heart, and I think He looks at the heart more than my birth certificate.
12-10-09 G*d knows the desires of my heart, for my family to be together, good work for all of us to do so we can provide for our families, salvation etc But I would not sacrifice my salvation in Jesus Christ inorder to join their clubs, even if they would offer me a wonderful life filled with sex and money and power and beauty, because its an elusion and they are deceived and have bitten the lie and for that are cursed and unable to come back to G*d. So go ahead your anger and hatred and crimes will come back on you and I ...I put my trust in G*d alone. I would not willingly or consciously make a deal ( as per war crimes ie beating someone into pychological submission does not count against the victim but the perpetrators are worse than pedophiles!) with satans men aka MORMOS, MASONS, UNDERGROUND POLITICAL FACTIONS, SECRET SOCIETIES and if you have you have made the wrong choice! I advise you to take the harder less traveled road, its sometimes lonely, its one only brave people take but if you choose to listen to men such as these you lose it all in the end! They have taken all that I love but they cant take G*d away from me...unlike them G*d is with me! So I say this:
Watch the face of Obama for a sign that G*ds people will win in the end ps and that does not include Obama.( dont give me your rhetoric, youve known all along this would be the sign)
Anyone doing or participating or alllowing hypnosis to be done on people at school for any reason esp to silence them are condemned, not by me, but by G*d. And forfeit their salvation for that program.....bad decision on their part.
Any woman married to such a man must denounce his practice to him and to the public if she is to be saved herself.
Thats all I have to say on this matter!
I share with you Isaiah 14:... His yoke will be taken from my people, and His burden removed from their shoulders. This is the plan determined for the whole world;this is the hand stretched out over all the nations. For the Lord Almighty has purposed, and who can thwrt him? His hand is stretched out and who can turn it back?
Answer: NOT EVEN THE GATES OF HELL!
12-5-09 More reinforcments that we are doing the right thing!
If adults want to do kinky sinful sex thats wrong but they have a right as long as it doesnt hurt anyone.....raising kids in that kind of environment hurts them, and therefor should not happen! I was actually asked recently by a homosexual to give the reason why I speak out...and they seemed sincere in listening this was my reply, followed by a story of a person raised in a homosexual home, from the horses mouth so to speak:
What a breath of fresh air in a very stagnant pool of formidible opposing views. I feel the only way we will ever come to any sort of common ground is to give one another the freedom of disagreement without persecution! Thank you very much. I think you are unique in your ability to disagree with me without hating me or trying to put me on some list of radicals to target or harm in some way. I would never do to any homosexual, even the vilest, as what was done to me by Paul Badaracco and Tim May/Yuba College professors and the individuals they represent.
If you really wanted to help me you would ask around and find out who these men where representing, not just in face value, but who paid for what they did and what was their objective and why??? Why hurt me? I wrote letters...SO WHAT? I speak out against homosexuality because I believe it a sin that harms the spiritual welfare of those individuals as well as harms our society as a whole..SO WHAT? The majority of the liberals offended by me dont even believe in G*d so why would they care if I said G*d says its a sin? If I teach my family that we should follow the Bible in regards to our lifestyles how is that a crime? I dont tell you what to do with your life why do homosexuals feel they are somehow better than the rest of the world and deserve more protections? If they would do this to me think of the depravity of that mindset, do we really want children raised in that environment? I dont think so.
The Bible says homosexuality is common, the people who practice it are common...there is nothing special about homosexuality.I dont get their hatred of me and those who beleive like me while at the same time hold up a banner of TOLERANCE! Tolerance for whom? A selected minority while showing intolerance to the majority? I think we should treat all people equal, when it comes to human life. I do not think they have the right to run with that equality and hurt the foundations of our country, ie marriage for one man and one woman, which the majority of people in our Union support, evidenced by more than 35 states of 50 having DOMA's or equvialence. If they want a type of marriage their is civil unions, call it whatever you want if you dont like the name but....HOLY MATRIMONY has already been taken by those who practice heterosexuality.
I see the preclude to Civil War over this issue. I dont want that but it has all the earmarks if youve ever recall Dred Scott and John Brown and the fact that state laws were being overrode by Supreme Court Justices...similiar to what is happening in California. Well anyway. I have to go and take my dog to vet. Thanks for being thick skinned enough to talk to me.
Not many know about hypnosis as a means that the homosexual underground use, others use it too, but so do they, and its wrong.. I would like to stop all those who do such things to unssupecting students...INTERESTED IN HELPING ME STOP THEM? www.hope7.highpowersites.com
STORY OF PERSON RAISED IN SAMESEX HOME!
August 19, 2005 - Dawn C. Stefanowicz is a young Canadian woman who has been speaking out against the legalization of gay marriage in her country. In April, 2005, Ms. Stefanowicz read a statement at a Marriage Rally on Parliament Hill in Ottawa, Canada.
In her statement, Ms. Stefanowicz described what her life was like growing up in a home with a gay father. According to Stefanowicz, "I was at high risk of exposure to contagious STDs due to sexual molestation, my father's high-risk sexual behaviors, and multiple partners. Even when my father was in what looked like monogamous relationships, he continued cruising for anonymous sex."
She said she cared deeply for her father and he shared his life regrets with her. Her father was molested by older males as a child. "Due to this," said Stefanowicz, "he lived with depression, control issues, anger outbursts, suicidal tendencies and sexual compulsions.... Sadly, my father died of AIDS in 1991."
Ms. Stefanowicz noted that growing up in a gay household exposed her to "bathhouse sex, cross-dressing, sodomy, pornography, gay nudity, lesbianism, bisexuality, minor recruitment, voyeurism, and exhibitionism. In addition, "Sadomasochism was alluded to and aspects demonstrated. Alcohol and drugs were often contributing factors to lower inhibitions in my father's relationships."
After two decades of exposure to these behaviors, she became insecure, depressed, suicidal and confused over her own sexuality.
According to Stefanowicz, children should not be subjected to such an environment. "In my opinion, same-sex marriage will put the human rights of the individual in a higher place than what is best for society, families and especially children." end quote
No homosexual gene!!!!!
The APA has now begun to acknowledge what most scientists have long known:
that a bio-psycho-social model of causation best fits the data.
12-5-09
What a breath of fresh air in a very stagnant pool of formidible opposing views. I feel the only way we will ever come to any sort of common ground is to give one another the freedom of disagreement without persecution! Thank you very much. I think you are unique in your ability to disagree with me without hating me or trying to put me on some list of radicals to target or harm in some way. I would never do to any homosexual, even the vilest, as what was done to me by Paul Badaracco and Tim May/Yuba College professors and the indiviuals they represent.
If you really wanted to help me you would ask around and find out who these men where representing, not just in face value, but who paid for what they did and what was their objective and why??? Why hurt me? I wrote letters...SO WHAT? I speak out against homosexuality because I believe it a sin that harms the spiritual welfare of those individuals as well as harms our society as a whole..SO WHAT? The majority of the liberals offended by me dont even believe in G*d so why would they care if I said G*d says its a sin? If I teach my family that we should follow the Bible in regards to our lifestyles how is that a crime? I dont tell you what to do with your life why do homosexuals feel they are somehow better than the rest of the world and deserve more protections?
The Bible says homosexuality is common, the people who practice it are common...there is nothing special about homosexuality.I dont get their hatred of me and those who beleive like me while at the same time hold up a banner of TOLERANCE! Tolerance for whom? A selected minority while showing intolerance to the majority? I think we should treat all people equal, when it comes to human life. I do not think they have the right to run with that equality and hurt the foundations of our country, ie marriage for one man and one woman, which the majority of people in our Union support, evidenced by more than 35 states of 50 having DOMA's or equvialence. If they want a type of marriage their is civil unions, call it whatever you want if you dont like the name but....HOLY MATRIMONY has already been taken by those who practice heterosexuality.
I see the preclude to Civil War over this issue. I dont want that but it has all the earmarks if youve ever recall Dred Scott and John Brown and the fact that state laws were being overrode by Supreme Court Justices...similiar to what is happening in California. Well anyway. I have to go and take my dog to vet. Thanks for being thick skinned enough to talk to me.
Not many know about hypnosis as a means that the homosexual underground use, others use it too, but so do they, and its wrong.. I would like to stop all those who do such things to unssupecting students...INTERESTED IN HELPING ME STOP THEM! GL
READ THE STORIES OF DRED SCOTT AND JOHN BROWN.....WE ARE IN THE PRELIMINARIES OF CIVIL WAR. EACH STATES LAWS FOR A D.O.M.A. ARE BEING TOSSED OUT BY A FEW LIBERAL JUSTICES AND HOMOSEXUAL ACTIVISTS.....WE HAVE NO CHOICE IN THE FUTURE BUT CIVIL WAR SHOULD THE FEDERALISTS CONTINUE TO OVERRIDE STATE LAWS IN LIEU OF PUSHING THEIR OWN AGENDAS UPON THE UNION.
TAKE IT HOW YOU WANT IT. ITS JUST HOW I SEE HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF.....SAME AS DRED SCOTT CASE AND JOHN BROWNS STAND. AND AS HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF.....WE WILL WIN AGAIN AGAINST LIBERALS! BUT NOT BY THE NORTH...BY THE SOUTH THIS TIME! JUST HOWS I SEEZ IT. SOME LIBERALS WILL SAY THAT ANYONE WHO SAYS SUCH THINGS ARE A RADICAL, A CRAZY ETC. I WOULD REMIND THEM THAT THEY CALLED THESE PEOPLE THE SAME THING! GL CARPENTER
12-1-09 I do not support Eastern religions but this comment made me feel better today:
""First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win."
Mahatma Gandhi (1869-1948)
Dear Mr. President Obama,
I did not vote for you. I do not care for your politics at all but today I ask, for the sake of our country, for you to help rid our country of corrupted police!!!
The man who was killed for killing four policmen had as much a right to a trial as Manson or anyother mass killer but not in America where police are above the law. We all knew the minute this mans face was shown on tv that the police would kill him. Message...IF YOUR BLACK IN AMERICA GUILT OR INNOCENCE DOESNT MATTER AND FOR GOODNESS SAKES WHATEVER HAPPENS DONT CALL THE POLICE. I think this man should have had his day in court and I no longer support the police of America.
11-30-09 Inresponse to the comment that homosexual men are not as deviant sexually as the section, THE HOMOSEXUAL AGENDA, implies they are I would like to make this remark.
We are talking per capita, per population, it is fact that a large majority of that isolated group is involved in sexual immoral activity, and I not talking between consenting adults here. We are talking statistically not whether its right or wrong. We both agree its wrong no matter heterosexual or homosexual.
As far as using the overwhelming odds involved in the statistics of those men who practice homosexuality and illegal activity as a bases for showing that this lifestyle is destructive to society , if not themselves, putting that aside the lifestyle itself is frought will ill adised activities, from promiscous sex gatherings at public bathrooms and houses, often without protection and with one night complete strangers, there are a host of amebeas and anal bacteria and worms that are passed around and shared along with the devasting aids virus. That doesnt begin to hit on the topic of drug use during these orgies etc that contribute to the spread of aids.
There is more to my stand againt homosexuality than the fact that the larger population of homosexual men have a mentally repropate mind sexually...If the odds were the same for heterosexual men Id give them too but the fact is they are not.
If we put all this aside the psycological damage and spiritual defilement that occurs is the most, by far, devastating to the person practicing homosexuality. Homosexuality is a spiritually dark place and how can someone living in that darkness ever be of any good to anyone else in regards to spirituality and societal responsiblity? I know I sound so antihomosexual, and I am, that is true but I cannot ignore that the people who choose that lifestyle, are just as lost as I was before I became a Christian, so I hurt for them. While they have the right to live that lifestyle it is killing them, not just physcially but more importantly, spiritually, and that hurts me deeply. I wont change those who have decided to live that lifestyle, and its their right, but if I can help one young person from choosing it, then all that I have endured will be worth it. For that reason I wont stop telling the truth, every chance I get.
I appreciate you sharing with me. GL Carpenter
My testimony last Sunday night:
My testimony starts in rural N. California in 1976 when in the spring of that year my husband Terry and I accepted Jesus into our hearts. We both were from that small town known as Live Oak and attended schools there. I had lived there since I was in fourth grade and he had been there since shortly after his birth. We raised two small sons and attended the Church of the Nazarene for nearly eleven years. We loved G*d and our church dearly. We owned a home in the country and it was on a quarter acre with 3 bd and 1 and ½ bathrooms. It had a lovely white brick fireplace and a large back yard. Life was very good.
Then on February 6, 1980 our youth pastor Leon Brock picked us up in his truck and we headed out for a church singspiration in Grass Valley about an hour and a half from our home. I will give you the article of the murder we witnessed that day while in route to Grass Valley. I t was a horrific day for us in so many ways and jut the beginning of our horror story of life in a liberal and corrupted state known as California.
On that particular day in February I was just 19 years old and a Christian mother and wife and I witnessed the death of a 17 yo Hispanic boy. I stood over his body as he slipped into eternity, slowly, forever. The man who killed him was a practicing homosexual attempting to rape him and when the young boy had the courage to refuse to be raped he killed him by throwing him off the moving train. I witnessed this murder. We went back and stayed with him until help arrived but he did not make it as the newspaper bore out the next day. You can read about his story by contacting Sutter County Library in Yuba City, California and request the friends of the library send you an archived copy of the Appeal Democrat article dated Feb. 7, 1980 titled, Man killed in railway fall. Even this title is there way of covering up this tragedy so as not to point out that this kind of thing happens more often than most average Americans are aware of and would be shocked to know what kind of tolerance this movement is attempting , even by means of force. The murder Mr. Frye went on to attack the other men on board the train in order to keep them silent but as it turns out they were not and neither am I. Mr. Frye was sent to prison for murder and has paid his debt to society. However the story does not end there because when I spoke out about this murder California’s homosexual movement attacked me too. Turns out that tolerance for only the homosexual is considered politically correct, its one of their gravest errors. Now I do not feel this sin is the only sin on earth, I do not think homosexuality is special in any way. The Word o God says it common and those who practice it are common as well. It however is a sin that is so grievous to the Holy Spirit that it endangers the very soul of the person who practices this lifestyle. It harms the individual by persuading its victims that it is natural and they can’t help it because they are born this way. This logic causes them to give up trying to do the right thing and then they become seared in their conscious from years of abusing their bodies, minds and souls. Ladies…IT SUS THAT MUST PRAY FOR THESE CHILDREN, THESEE ADULST…ITS US THAT MUST STAND UP AND SAY COME HOME...G*D LOVES YOU AND HE WIL HEAL YOU BUT OU MUST COME HOME TO G*D AND CONFESS AND REPENT AND HE WILL RESTORE.
Pray for me as I continue to tell my story and as G&D TO BRING MORE AND MOR PEOPLE INTO THE LIGHT OF THE TRUTH OF Jesus Christ that without Gods mercy none of us can be saved and unless we acknowledge His word as true and holy we will not have faith to reach those who are are perishing before our very eyes. Those lost in the under world of homosexuality. God help us to help them.
Verse of scripture Romans 1:25-27
1 Co. 6:9-10
And Psalms 130:4
After I witnessed this attack a homosexual teachers union attempted to pass legislation to protect practicing homosexual teachers and I wrote letters to protest this bill. This sentiment got me targeted. Incessant phone calls with non one answering on the other end, trash in my front yard after we came home from church, doors to our home open when we had closed them the night before. They targeted me because I wrote letters voicing my opinion and felt threatened enough to come after me. They did some very horrendous things to me to shut me up and G*d will be my justice. I have written a book telling my story. I have a website www.hope7.highpowersites.com and I have a plaque and a cross made for the young victim to honor his bravery. If we continue to remain silent victims of a liberal society more families and more children will be hurt. It’s up to the church to reach out to those perishing and lead them into the truth but that can’t happen until we tell them the truth.
My testimony is one of uniting voices in order to stand for truth and righteousness for this generation of youth. My testimony is that homosexuality is a sin that destroy a person from the inside out and causes those who are deceived by this lie to become twisted mentally, a shell emotionally, a and defile spiritually. My testimony is that if we don’t make a stand against this sin we will lose even more children needlessly to Aids and this subculture of sexual debauchery and lies. We must ell these children the truth.
YOU ARE NOT BORN HOMOSEXUAL
THAT GOD DOES NOT CONDONE HOMOSEXUAL BEHAVIOUR
THAT YOU CAN BE DELIVERED FROM THE GRIPS OF HOMOSEXUALITY.
ResourcesNarth.com
Couragerc.net
Exodus International
Books to read on subject
OUTRAGE by Sprigg
The homosexual Agenda by Sears and Osten
Legislating Immorality
11-21-09 Hallelujah!
Two things
Session
THE SOUTH WILL RISE AGAIN!
This is how it will be done. Both blacks and whites will unite for less government and more states rights over the homosexual agenda being forced upon us all. Hereto gentle and good natured people have been fairly quiet but I say now it the time for the SOUTH to revisit session and this time WIN!!
Whistling Dixie today!
11-16-09 Speech went well. These are the changes I would make; just clarifications. I would spell G*d this way and I would include the following clarifications:
My testimony is one of uniting voices inorder to stand for truth and righteousness for this generation of youth. My